Messages in the soaps

Didn't succeed in quitting smoking and back up to level last week :(. Am not gunna give up trying though as had less today than yesterday. Kept busy doing housework and taking dogs out. Martine rang a few times earlier upset and angry. Talked a bit and hopefully will talk later. Spoke to Jane and she may be moving out. Spoke to my sister online earlier and Ang rang just as was getting back with dogs from second walk behind the railway track. She not asked me to go to shops today so maybe she'll not be drinking tomorrow and can come over again. Joan rang and moaned about family and hospital staff. Talked for a while and told her to eat and get some sleep. Got dogs fed at 6.45 and used up Ang's steak I cooked yesterday on it's use by date. Dog's loved it but had to give them less food else they'll get fat. Dainty is chomping a chew and buster is asleep on his bed under my table. Helen rang and will let me know tomorrow when Graham will pop over. My phone is just about out of charge now with all the phone calls today. Got mopping of floors to do yet but fed up wiv it today as the sweeping did my head in. Slob out in front of TV with One show and soaps methinks. See if can follow the story alone. Been back on coffee since yesterday and headaches gone.

Harvest time

Martine and Jane came round yesterday to pick up some stuff and drop off some bread, coffee and milk I asked them to get for me. Martine picked a dozen or so of the apples to take home as they are ready for picking now. Just as they were about to go Ang rang to ask me to go to shops so took the dogs and got myself some eggs and butter. Tried knocking Ang's door this am but no reply and she didn't answer 2 calls on intercom at 10.30 after got back with the dogs. Got caught in a shower when took dogs up to railway station and flat is like the black hole of Calcutta today because of the clouds.

Anniversary

Ang binged for last two days and has been intolerable. Eventually she left this morning. Posted a message on her facebook page wishing her happy anniversary. I am a day late but she forgot as well and was pissed anyway. Cuttting smoking down over last two days. Going turkey tomorrow as breathing terrible. Quit coffee 2 days ago and had headache ever since. It's milder today than yesterday.

Autumn cold

Had letter to have ECG and blood test so made appointment for Thursday. Wednesday nose started streaming so cancelled appointment this morning as woke up at 2.30 struggling to breath and both nostrils streaming. Thankfully Kenya siege over but Pakistan suffering now due to earthquake. Ang got up at 2.30 as she was here and went down the garage. I followed about 20 mins later after breathing settled with a couple of puffs on Ventolin and meet her with Buster on her way back. She was grateful for me to carry the shopping but jumped when she saw me as she was miles away. I went back to bed about 4.30 and woke again at 6 so got up. Ang been asleep on sofa since 7 waking once about 9.30.

Blood of the wig

Managed to slice into my left index finger at 7.25ish tonight. Bled like hell. Am well pissed off and not looking forward to Sunday night now. Not bad enough to need stitching though. Ang came out on a walk to the shops and down the backwaters to lidl later. She made herself spag bol when we got back. Buster had his final check up on Thursday and got the all clear. He finishes his antibiotics tomorrow and I stopped his metacam Wednesday. We decided to get dogs insured as vet bills have crippled us for a while. A neighbors dog broke through it's fence and attacked Dainty a few days ago. Buster thankfully saw it off while I got them both in. It went back into it's garden and I used a ramp the council had left to block the hole. Went around to the house that evening and told them. The bloke apologised and said they were waiting for the council to repair the fence.

No sleep

Been a quiet few days. Plumber came Monday and fixed taps on kitchen sink. Ang cut down again. Missed Busters appointment today because Dainty has been keeping me up most of the night. She keeps asking to go out every 10 or 15 minutes and then just lays on the grass or sits in the road. Took her for a walk about 1.15 last night on her own to the garage but after half an hour she was crying at the door again. Hoping to get Buster to vets for check up in next 2 days. He's been on Marbocyl since day after op.

Same old

Ang lost it yesterday and had to get her out of here. She came back later when she'd calmed down. Buster had his bandage off at the vets and is now wearing a Buster collar. Ang fell asleep on the sofa and woke me at 6.30 then got real leary so sent her packing again. She rang about 5pm and came over to dogsit while I went to the shops. Joan rang about 4 asking me to ring Ray so rang her back with his number. Helen rang and told her Ang was at hers on her mobile.

A poem

Aaargh. Dorothy went tits up last and now can't update website. Need to update Warning page with "First rapture effect felt 7/9/2013. Duration approximately 3 or 4 seconds. Am satisfied circuit + and need to fade final connections to reach optimum effectively removing all resistances." Wrote a poem a few days ago. Take the system apart and start with the money. Wake up the land of milk and honey. Blow the wind then bring the rain and thunder Await the voice from down under The day is here for decision Freedom or languish in prison I follow laws above your own Every since my soul was grown Called in to being years before Building temples to even the score One is all I needed to finish the plan Trial and error to build a place Some time and space Where insides out And truth is doubt Enter only if you dare Talk with the messiah there. Not very good but Ang liked it. Had to get drink for her last night after she found out about Buster. She had less than normal and we watched the news channels til about 3.30am. Buster went in for 2nd op on paw this morning. He might have to have xray if nothing found again. Roughly £80 quid more than last time if he does. Hope he'll be ok as he tough. Would be well worried if was Dainty. Finished poem with this line today "I've not quite done all I can".

Late night

Ang had a drink last night. Stayed up with her and watch news on RT and Aljazeera. Got to bed about 3.30am. During early hours Ang fell and landed on the table on top of my tv glasses :(. Thankfully she didn't hurt herself but she nearly killed my glasses. Got the lens back in that came out and more or less bent the frame back into shape so can still use them. Found out Indie had a stroke a few weeks ago as passed her house on morning walk with dogs today. Seems she on the mend now though. World is still harping on about growth. Seems they don't get it yet. Mayday holiday will be interesting. Hopefully get some jobs done in garden over next few days. Apples are coming on well but could do wiv more sun yet. Haven't managed to see any mushrooms yet this year.

A week

Ang came over a while ago and hasn't been drinking for days. She's using an electric fag a lot as well. Yesterday we managed to get the dogs out on a long walk around back of the factories because it was cool and cloudy. Left leg is healing after injury a while ago. Still don't know how I did it. God did it itch the second day. Got loads of jobs done yesterday and managed to get dogs on 3 walks. Both spent day watched different news channels to try and understand if peace is breaking out amongst leaders or whether world war 3 is about to start.

Another binge

Ang phoned me at 12 on Saturday night and came over so I could go to the garage for her. I was fast asleep and it pissed me right off. She dogsat and I walked up the garage without the dogs. She stayed over but had a right go at me all Sunday. Monday morning she woke me at 3.20 and Dainty was outside. Dainty was really weird and spent next hour asking to go out every 10 minutes and just sitting in the road. Drove me mad and didn't get back to sleep til 5. Ang woke me at leaving so I abandoned the idea of sleep and got up. She left her handbag behind and I took it over when got back from vets with Buster at about 10.45. She came over and walked in gasping for breath. Managed to get her to take a couple of puffs on ventolin inhaler which settled her down. Then she started yelling about her handbag and I went over with her to find it for her. Came back because she started calling me horrible things again. Thankfully she hasn't been over since but have door locked in case. Hopefully the binge won't last too long. She started Thursday when Buster went to the vets before his op on Friday.