Visitors

Saturday I had to get Ang to leave. Couldn't cope with her. Martine came round with her friend Jane on the evening and stopped for a while. Went over to Ang's after they left and she came back over. Had to take some pills to stop my twitch in my left hand and they kept me awake all night. Got the dogs out really early today and then managed to sleep til 1. Ang is being really good today. She's stayed in bed and isn't drinking yet but got the shakes bad. :( Been trying an experiment with the weather. Animal protein seems to increase the temperature whereas veg protein doesn't. Might explain why the idea of sacrificing animals to the sun god came from in Egyptian religion etc. An early messiah using meat intake to increase sunshine and religious leaders believed sacrificing animals was what the messiah was doing and confusion reigned. Each meal I've had since 6am has been animal/fish based so lets see what happens in 48 hours. Tuesday will let me know. Have avoided weather reports for last fortnight so don't know what is predicted by met office. Have been drinking quite a bit of coffee though, hence the rain. To maintain high rainfall I have to have a break from caffeine as the diuretic affect reduces after a period of constant intake so the rainfall eases. I can compensate by increasing amount of coffee per mugful but end up not sleeping well. Tuesday should warm slightly and sporadic light rain from 2 to 3 in the afternoon well into the evening with a warm night in comparison to lately. This applies to local weather not the whole of the UK which will prolly remain cold till Thursday or Friday. Possibly longer as it will take large amounts of animal protein to reverse the weather patterns in place.

Early alarm call

Ang has been a nightmare recently and caused me loads of grief. My twitch came back with a vengeance a few days ago and kept me up all night Wednesday night. Thursday had to make lots of phonecalls to organise getting some Orphenadrine and finally got some around 5.30. Ang spent most of yesterday in bed or drinking and giving me verbal abuse. Her mood changes from minute to minute. One minute she's really nice the next she's saying really nasty things or shouting at me. She went to bed really early and I was shattered so got to bed at 9.30ish. At some point Ang got up and woke me around 2 by shouting abuse at me from in the lounge. I got up and ended up slapping her across the face to shut her up. She's refusing to leave and I don't want to call the police to get her removed so have to endure abuse until she goes and crashes out. She doesn't even mention rehab any more so looks like she's gunna just keep on drinking.

Vodka nightmare

Been alright for a while. Ang been drinking less and eating more but 3 days ago she started on Vodka and I had to get her to leave 2 days ago. Yesterday she came over and it all went wrong and midnightish I had to throw her out because she was acting up. Today she stayed over at hers but I went to the chemist for her script so saw her when I took it over. Later she rang a few times, Once to take a lighter over and later to say she was going to bed. Took the dogs to the boat beach dinner time but later walk was rained off like yesterday.

1 samosa

I helped Ang back over with a few things last night. She was afraid to put her heating on and her flat was freezing. She was quite upset as well saying she was mentally ill. I got an early night with her so woke about 6. Day was alright but she was drinking. Thankfully she was quite upset so didn't get leary. She went to bed about 7.45 and I followed at 10. She hasn't eaten for days now although I took a few Indian snacks over two days ago and she ate a small samosa.

Manic monday

Have been on my own the last few days as Ang been over hers drinking. This morning I had to go and get her some money and cider and sort her script out. Took a few phonecalls but arranged for chemist to ring when it ready. About 3.30 Ang came over screaming and yelling that I hadn't got her cider and that I'd stolen her money. She really upset Buster and had to put him in the bedroom. After I explained I'd taken it over hours ago she left after saying I was mentally ill and slammed the door on the way out. She then yelled in the street that I needed to get the dogs out. After a coffee I went to the chemist with the dogs and collected her script. I brought it home and checked it was all there before taking it round to her. She was in bed but awake enough to say I ought to be locked in Broadmoor. Can't get Martine on the phone. She isn't answering her landline and her mobile is saying it is not possible to connect you. I hope she is ok as I think she lost on the horses Sunday and might be upset. An old friend Skyped me this morning and managed to chat for a while and he gave me his new mobile number.

Two triads.

Couldn't sleep last night. Got up at 1.30ish and decided to cut beard off as spring is here. Spoke to Texan during night while playing games/drinking coffee and he says watch the dow today. Date is special today 1/3/2013. Two thirteens in it and two pairs of triads can be made sharing the 2. Ang woke at 4.30 and we put news on. America spending cuts happen today so Texan prolly right. Ang got me to go to the garage during the night so took dogs. Had Dainty off the lead for most of the walk until got near main road. Buster had a poo but Dainty only had a few wees. Fed them when I got back and then they both crashed out. Ang started giving me grief about 7.15ish and by 8.20 I told her she must leave at 9 if she doesn't stop. She fell asleep at 8.35 for half an hour and woke up in a much better mood. Took dogs out to railway station about 10 and rang chemist about Ang's script 11.30. Started drinking water again as totally fed up with all the coffee. Well by my reckoning Europe gunna take another hit and America gunna slide because of paying for Europe made game and paying America for internet. Of course everyone knows these two things gunna happen now. Don't know how long gunna be able to maintain systems causing decline at current rate. UK gunna be less harmed now because housing value now is closer to spending per month. Closer because energy charges still keep it in the red. Ang started yelling at me about 1 while I was trying to sort her script out for her. She was demanding I immediately went and got her more cider. Buster got really upset and had to put him in bedroom til she stopped yyelling. I had to contact upton surgery because of strange answer machine message at ours. They said surgery was open but tried them for forth time and still got weird message saying surgery was closed because glynn couldn't find the keys. WTF. Went to shop on my own and got bottle of cider for Ang. Wanted her to go but she refused to leave. I let her stay because she calmed down a bit but carried on giving me grief only quieter. She continued for ages and at 2.12 I told her to leave or I would phone the police. She agreed to leave after her drink and fag. I got hold of chemist at 2.20ish and they can't find Ang's meds so agreed to ring me back when they found them. Chemist rang and said prescription had been collected yesterday. I said we hadn't collected it then after they told me to get back onto surgery Ang told me I phoned a taxi for it yesterday. WTF2 Why did Ang tell me to sort it out for her if she knew I sent a taxi yesterday. Wish I'd remembered but was in bits about letter had that day. Today is crud. Managed to get a few hours sleep and Ang woke me about 7. Got dogs out and she started on me again. I couldn't take any more and managed to get her out after slapping her because she was being so abusive. She pleaded to stay and promised not to keep on at me but I can't cope with her abuse when she's been drinking and refused to let her stop. She got really abusive as she left and made a swing for me which started Buster off and she yelled at the door but thankfully went. Thats wot 8 litres of cider over 18 hrs does to her. :( Fed dogs after she had left and then did this after making a coffee and drying some tobacco in the microwave. Had to have my inhaler as breathing got bad because of stress. Rang Martine 9ish and told her what had happened. She not been good lately but was just cooking herself chicken and chips. We talked for a bit and she said she'd ring tomorrow. Afterwards I realised I hardly eaten today so got a slice of bread out freezer to go with veggie sausage, egg and chips. Gunna cook it when chilled after coffee. Hope Ang is not too cold at hers as her heating not been on and takes ages to warm her place up. It was hyperthermic over there the last time I went over about a week ago. Luckily it not been as cold since Tuesday. Hopefully will be able to go to bed when I'm ready tonight and catch up on sleep I missed yesterday. So much for 2 13's in date today, was well unlucky for me.