Happy new year.

Ang got leary new years eve 11ish for about 20 to 30 mins. Luckily she settled down by midnight and we saw the new year in. I left her up and went to bed. I woke about 8.20 and got up, sorted dogs out and had a couple of coffees. Took dogs to railway station and then made Ang a cuppa and she got up. Took dogs to boatbeach 12.30ish and walked around wasteland to the shops. Spent £15 which only got me half a carrier bag of stuff and a bottle of cider. Got dogs back and made Ang half a cream cheese bagette. About 4 Ang came out with me and the dogs and we went behind the railway track. She had to stop several times and rest going and coming back. She's not been out for over seven weeks except to have an xray. During the evening she got really nasty and late she started shouting. I went to bed about 11 and she carried on sporadically for about 2 hours. Then she came to bed and got back up after about 5 minutes of shouting at me while in bed. I heard a crash after about a minute so got up thinking she'd fallen. She was standing by the television and the ornaments and some christmas cards were on the floor behind the tv. I said what ya doing and went over. She said I smashed em. She started shouting and swearing and I slapped her and told her to get out. She went over to sofa and started to roll a fag. I told her to pack her stuff and get out. She refused and got leary again. So I put the dogs in the bedroom. I said I'm gunna call the police and she said I need the phone to ring an ambulance I've taken an overdose. I told her to use her mobile and she did. As soon as she put the phone down she grabbed her medication bag and tried to take some of what she just told the ambulance she'd overdosed on. I took her medication off her and she went mad. I managed to get it in the kitchen cupboard out of her reach but she went mad again and I had to fend her off. I got back into the lounge and was gasping for breath. She followed me in and attacked me. I kicked her away in panic because I couldn't breath and got into the bathroom. I called the police and waited. The ambulance arrived first and shortly after the police. Ang leary and taken away in the ambulance and the police took some notes. After they had all gone I took the dogs out for a wee and went and laid down on the bed. I had two phonecalls from a local number with no-one talking and then about 3.30 the police turned up again trying to find Ang's key. Couldn't find it here and they left after making me go through events again and telling me I need to clean up my flat. Couldn't sleep after all that so put news on and went on facebook. Made a couple of coffees then had to go and settle Dainty after a nightmare. Now it's 6.20 and dogs need to go out at 8 and got visitors at 10.45. Got no idea if Ang ok or not or whether she in hospital or police station. Loverly start to 2013