Buster upset...updated

Ang had 3 glasses of cider after she got back from xray and then started giving me grief. I stuck it for a while but by 5ish I was fed up and stressed. She got really angry as she was leaving and made a swipe for me which really upset Buster but thankfully she went. Had summut to eat as soon as she'd gone and she rang while I was cooking it. Rang her back after meal and went over to switch her TV on and pick up her key. Had a bath after ringing her to tell her and that I'd ring her when I got out. She rang while I was in bath but luckily had taken phone into bathroom. Rang her back when got out of bath. She asked me to ring her appointment tomorrow as she can't get transport. Talked until she got nasty so I put the phone down. She rang about half hour later and she complaining in terrible pain all day and that she was going to bed. Now it's 10.30 and I'm knackered...mentally and physically. It's always the same from Ang. I'm not a messiah. I'm just a paranoid schitzophrenic. Mentally ill. Sick. Twisted in the head. etc etc. There will never be peace in my household until it is proven. The only way to prove it is go through years of court action and I want a life. I have spent years already in your courts, your prisons, your psychiatric wards. You expect me to trust your laws and systems any longer. I trust in god and am getting exactly the weather I want in UK, although it's a little cool and working on that. I'm getting the accelaration of climate warming. The collapse of financial systems and world economies. If the world gunna keep struggling I'm happy to carry on. Weather bit is not actually true. Every time I warm it up I get more rain than I want. Think I'll have to try harder on getting warmth without rain, if that is possible this time of year. If I was a gambler I'd bet on a sunny christmas day locally. Maybe one or two light showers. Suppose that forecast is out already. Grrr