Short history

My friend from college asked me why I hadn't been online and done my blog a while back so I carried on. Every media station was contacted. No matter what I do to try and contact someone who could promote that a messiah is alive I get laughed at. Anyone I try and talk to about it shies away. The only person I can talk to about it is a shrink. No-one will have a serious discussion about my beliefs they just want me to be convinced it is an illness. I do not and have never accepted this. I have been subjected to massive doses of drugs by various shrinks and it has resulted in massive disturbances in my behaviour. I have commited numerous crime and been subjected to humiliating and degrading treatment on numerous days. They took me to London once before. I cried and just said you locked me up for 5 years. Just gotta say. Glad I don't have children. Theres gunna be nothing left soon.