Dangerous driving

4 coffees so far today. Got collected by taxi for appointment with shrink 10 mins late but arrived exactly on time. Taxi driver was fairly old and kept swerving all over road every time he messed with something like his sat nav/control box. Was a nervous wreck by time got to the hospital. Meeting went well and they realised the problem with me was "socialogical rather than biological". Thank god nothing got in way of this meeting as shrink was very quick to analyse problem. Hate to admit he is quite good. Had to agree to extra monitoring but don't see how that will help with socialogical problems. Got to discuss finances with new social worker as well. Unless she can perform miracles there will be nowt more she can do and I don't want what I've done to sort the situation messed up so bit nervous about her involvement.