Last night

Stayed up til after midnight last night. Ang stayed up a little longer. Woke about 8 and got dogs to railway station after a couple of coffees. Ang had been up since 5 and managed to have complan, soup with some bread and a salmon sandwich today. Be glad to see the back of this year but judgement time gets nearer. Less than 100 days to go to the start. Gunna see new year in with Ang. Rang Mum today and will ring sister later. Martine picked her computer up today. Thankfully no problem doing it, just took a long time. Made 4 resolutions. Two easy, two hard so hopefully will manage to keep some of them. No alcohol, no fags, less coffee, more cleaning.

Sisters

Left Ang watching TV last night and didn't wake till 8.30ish. Ang stayed in bed and I got up fed dogs and got them to the railway station. Came back and went on computer for an hour but got mega headache and felt sick so went to bed after taking a couple of painkillers. Woke at 1ish and felt better. Watched news for a while and woke Ang about 2.30. She couldn't believe it was so late and got up. She had a complan after a cup of tea and then I took the dogs down the boat beach and round to the shops. Got a few things at shop and later went and got a box meal for Ang from the chinese. Martine came over at 7.30 after ringing and saying she'd be here by 6.30. Not long after she got here she stormed out after having an argument with Ang over her brother. I calmed Ang down then took Buster to the boat beach. Martine was by the disabled home by her bike and walked with me and explained why she got so angry. On the way back she went off to the shops and then back to station to go home. I got back and told Ang. I then fed the dogs and tried to watch the rest of Holby but couldn't concentrate. Might stay up with Ang tonight as got lots of sleep today.

First laugh in a long time.

Ang kept me up most of the night and about 2am we had an argument and her keeping the light on. Thankfully though we sorted it out when she got me up about 8.20. She not eaten much today and been on her computer quite a bit. I had conversation with friend in America and told her from next month my income goes up by roughly $2000 a year hopefully. Seems that's the amount extra tax middle America will pay because of fiscal cliff. I laughed when I heard that coincidence. Gods a joker.

Dr Who

Ang was up most of the night and I kept waking up. Heard the rain lashing down during the night. Ang got me up at 8 and I was grumpy for a bit until got dogs out. She made me a coffee which put a smile on my face. Had two then took dogs to railway station. Ang had a complan for breakfast and later a banana. We watched TV for a while and I took Buster to the shops to get milk and butter. Came back and middayish Ang had some chicken soup and bread. I had my dinner about 2.30 and after walking dogs I had a kip. Woke at 4.30 by Ang and then watched Dr Who. Not usual quality of a Christmas episode but a good start. Had summut to eat and went on facebook for third time today. Gunna spend rest of the day facebooking and chilling. Hopefully Ang will sleep tonight after she watched Corrie and Downton.

Tonights the night

Woke at 6 and got up as chest was bad. Went over to Ang's at 8 and helped her take medication and inhalers. Phoned surgery to request morphine script and check weekly script was in. Rang chemist and got to check after 1.30 if morphine script arrived. Got dogs to railway station and then posted some more tunes on facebook and chatted to friend in Denmark. She celebrates Christmas tonight and has lots to do. Doesn't look like am gunna get to Lidl today so prolly go to the boat beach later. Not going to get Dainty meds. Hoping got enough to last til just before New year. Will prolly have to take Buster as hes made his foot sore and is in a Buster collar to shop him getting at it. Dainty is in hers still as she won't leave her elbows alone but she is managing some time out of it now. Had 3 coffees today and managed to get Ang to drink some milk. Need to get her some complans when go to the chemist.

Lay in.

Woke late today. Spent morning posting songs on facebook. Saw Ang twice. She glad away from dogs but really grumpy still. She just drinking and was being sick when went over last. Timed it right to get a container for her to be sick in. Left after chatted for a bit when she became abusive and started having a go at me. Spoke to sister online but she vanished mid chat. Also spoke to a guy from India for first time in ages. Gunna pass him some lyrics as he writes music and plays guitar.

Eastenders

Managed to get Ang to eat a banana and a muffin earlier when went over. Spent most of afternoon in bed trying to get over headache. Going to try and get an early night tonight. Think I listened to too much music on youtube this morning or too much time on computer. Ang sleeping. Just went over and checked on her when she didn't answer phone. Got a few things at shops earlier after taking Buster to the boat beach. Dainty didn't want to come. Didn't manage to get any more cleaning done and can't be bothered now. Remembered to open bedroom curtains though today. Gotta get the bedroom circuit pumping. Just a shame a neighbor has a non ARKist mural in the same block. For them. Gunna get pissed off by Eastenders now. lol

Sky news today..updated

Woke at 7.15 and got up at 7.30. Took dogs out and made a coffee after had fed them. Ang rang at 8 to tell me to get up and ring Dr and her appointment to cancel. Then she rang back and accused me of stealing £30 off her. I put the phone down really pissed off. Rang Dr and talked to receptionist and results won't be ready til after 1.30. Can't tell Ang as her phone switched off. Watched sky news earlier and had a story about a woman given an asbo for yelling at her husband. We aint got a asbo just a contract of expectations. Am listening to BBC news now. Noticed in the bath last night that I really hurt my left shin a few days back when bashed into the table. Got a right scrape on it. :( World better not end at 11.11. Got too much to do today. At some point gotta get Ang over to sit with dogs so can go and get Dainty's medication.

Buster upset...updated

Ang had 3 glasses of cider after she got back from xray and then started giving me grief. I stuck it for a while but by 5ish I was fed up and stressed. She got really angry as she was leaving and made a swipe for me which really upset Buster but thankfully she went. Had summut to eat as soon as she'd gone and she rang while I was cooking it. Rang her back after meal and went over to switch her TV on and pick up her key. Had a bath after ringing her to tell her and that I'd ring her when I got out. She rang while I was in bath but luckily had taken phone into bathroom. Rang her back when got out of bath. She asked me to ring her appointment tomorrow as she can't get transport. Talked until she got nasty so I put the phone down. She rang about half hour later and she complaining in terrible pain all day and that she was going to bed. Now it's 10.30 and I'm knackered...mentally and physically. It's always the same from Ang. I'm not a messiah. I'm just a paranoid schitzophrenic. Mentally ill. Sick. Twisted in the head. etc etc. There will never be peace in my household until it is proven. The only way to prove it is go through years of court action and I want a life. I have spent years already in your courts, your prisons, your psychiatric wards. You expect me to trust your laws and systems any longer. I trust in god and am getting exactly the weather I want in UK, although it's a little cool and working on that. I'm getting the accelaration of climate warming. The collapse of financial systems and world economies. If the world gunna keep struggling I'm happy to carry on. Weather bit is not actually true. Every time I warm it up I get more rain than I want. Think I'll have to try harder on getting warmth without rain, if that is possible this time of year. If I was a gambler I'd bet on a sunny christmas day locally. Maybe one or two light showers. Suppose that forecast is out already. Grrr

Blandford road flooded.

Woke Ang at 11 and then spoke to her on phone. Got on with rearranging flat back to how it was and got a bit of cleaning done. Stopped for breakfast and got interupted by someone trying to get me to make investments. Talked to him about my beliefs and I advised him to go to www.arkdoorway.org.uk and read the current message from god when I found out he was a religious person. Didn't have time to talk as my toast breakfast was ready. Tried to ring him back but he had with-held his number. Ang came over about 1.15 and got ready here to go for her xray. Graham arrived and I took dogs out after she left at 2ish. Took dogs to garage and the Blandford road was flooded for about 300 yards to a depth of about a foot in soon places by Turlin road past the garage. Dainty had a fantastic time playing in all the puddles on the fields and I got a wet foot crossing road to the garage. Came back via the shops and got some milk for me and a bottle of cider for Ang. Took shopping home and then decided to take dogs to boat beach. Got back and was just making a coffee when Sonya turned up with Ang. She decided to stay a while and told me she has to ring her Dr tomorrow to get results. Gotta go down to shops in a while to get Ang another bottle of cider and some money and get myself some bread.

Grumpy start

Spoke to Ang late yesterday a few times. She was very angry but eventually told me she had taken loads of morphine because of pain. She asked me to go over and knock door at 11 tomorrow if she hadn't phoned before. I tried to get an early night but worrying that she's overdosed prevented me from sleeping for about an hour and a half so it was prolly 11.30 before I got to sleep. Woke just after 8 but struggled to get up and didn't get out of bed til Dainty came over and hassled me. She's been on the double bed in the bedroom when I've woken up the last two days which is great news. It will give her elbows a chance to heal if she's sleeping on the bed instead of on the tiles. Took dogs to railway station this morning in the rain and Buster played up dragging me and trying to go in all different directions. On the way back Dainty went to Petes and started eating the catfood he leaves out. I ended up having to fetch her because she wouldn't come in. Was really grumpy by the time got back in the dry. Saw water company taking meter readings yesterday and email arrived for me to send gas and electric readings in. Dreading the bills coming as trying to save up to do next dogfood shop. Only got roughly 60 days supply left. Gunna have second coffee to pass the time till go and hopefully wake Ang up.

Tired

Ang rang earlier and she sounded stoned. Think she's taken large dose of morphine to get out of pain. She said she going to bed and told her to give me two rings on phone if she wants owt. She rang later and I rang her back. Went to shops to get her cider and me milk. Dropped cider off and took dogs up to see her. Can't get anyone to go to hospital with her now as her friend dropped out and can't get dogsitter. On 3rd coffee today. Thankfully less than had in last few days. Dunno if gunna go out with dogs again as struggling to stay awake. Gunna make summut to eat and get a kip. Posted on RD site. Helen rang, Graham still gunna take her and assist her getting in hospital. Cool. Update...Ang got me to ring Social worker and Gateway and hospital to try and get help when she goes to hospital. Still haven't managed to eat yet but Ang can ask for a volunteer or porter when she gets to hospital. She got really angry and demanded her key back. Update 2...Sonya gunna meet her at hospital and go in with her. Hopefully now I can get summut to eat.

Police lie

Had lonely but peaceful day yesterday. Ang had me running about a lot and managed to get flat back functioning. Haven't fully connected desktop but got both my computers set up on big table again. Yesterday was presented with contract by social worker. Ang had to come over for a while and while she was here read it to her. It's pretty academic now as Ang stopping at hers for a while. She's left me with her key so she can be locked and but doesn't have to come to door. I can get in if you fails to answer phone as well. Cool. News today rem inds me of incident that changed my life. I came out of a Hawkwind concert at the age of 16. Massively hyped up from the concert I threw a can. Wrong I know. It hit a taxi. I was running for a train. I was arrested and the police said I was shouting and swearing. They called it affray and combined the shouting and swearing with the offence of throwing the can. I had to plead guilty to both and it made the event worse. I received a criminal record and could no longer become a fireman and follow my fathers service to the community. I also learnt some police lie.

Mad weekend

Went to bed about 10.30 Saturday night and after 10 minutes Ang got up again so I got up with her. We stayed up all night and she got me to rearrange flat so she could sleep in the lounge with Dainty because she won't come into the bedroom any more because of Buster. After I did it she said now she couldn't watch TV while on her computer. I became a diva after being up all night without having summut to eat and she left about 8.30am Sunday. Half hour later she came back in terrible pain after going to shops to get some cider. As it was early she asked me to go to the garage for her. When I got back she stayed all day and went home late on the night. I got to bed at 10.30ish and woke at 8. Got dogs out and she rang and said she'd ring me later as she was staying in bed a while. 9.15 she rang and asked me to go to shops for her. Decided to take dogs to shops and shop was packed. Got back and then had to show Ang how to work her TV, again ..lol. She got me to move her mattress into her lounge as she afraid of falling out of bed. Left her watching TV and that ?I'd ring regular to make sure she was ok. Got back to dogs after about 10 minutes and Buster hadn't been howling. Miracles do happen.

Sandy Hook

Got up at 8 today with Ang. Had walk to railway station after fed the dogs and had a couple of coffees. Ang had a complan after went to the shops to get some shopping. She went on her computer for a while and then went to lay down. I took dogs for second walk to the boat beach but Dainty was reluctant til she got there and got off the lead. She perked up and raced about a bit on the way round the wasteland to the shops. Got a card from two lads and their mum selling cards they had made from their garage. Watched BBC news some more when got back and saw interview with witnesses to the school massacre in Sandy Hook. I aint lost blood in last 48hrs so this one not my fault. Thankfully. Lets hope this is enough to make America reform it's gun laws.

Painful nights

Two days ago I saw a man with a pony at the shops. Had to take a detour with Buster around the community garden so he didn't get near it. Luckily the man put a young lad on the pony and trotted down the road so I could tie Buster up while I went in the shops. That night Ang woke about 3.30 in terrible pain. She got up and woke me at 6.30. We rang surgery just after 8 and Dr rang later and promised visit. Later he arrived and wants Ang to go for x-ray now she can get about a bit. He also got rehab people to contact her again and she going to appointment next week. I fetched another morphine script and she settled down after the 2nd dose. We stopped up and watched question time. Cameron is out of touch with public opinion according to views last night about UK drugs policy. Politicians are out of touch with public opinion because they refuse scientific data. Policies are based on 1931 legistalation updated in the 70's ignoring cultural changes. Leaving a product untaxed and in the hands of the black market is stupid. Hashish and marijuana is as complex and varied as wine and dates back a long long way. Opium has simular origins. The reality is that people like to get high. That will only be tackled by rewiring the human mind. Not criminalising traders and users. Would you be happy if you had to enter the black market world to purchase champagne. Something needs to change and the debate needs to occur not the refusal to discuss. Woke late today because was really dark because of rain. Had massive headache so drank some milk which eased it a bit. Ang got up and found some painkillers and was fit enough to get dogs out to railway station. Got wet but not soaked as rain had eased quite a bit. Helen phoned and wants me to help her set up an account on facebook for Graham and she said she'll ring later when she on her computer. On third coffee. Wet christmas or eat minimum for snow. Have loads to eat for a wet/warm/windy day after boxing day. Personally I think I should carry on soaking UK but wildlife iis struggling. Guess their what will be will be as the weather is based on choices I make. At the minute I'm yoyoing the temperature and rainfall....general levels over month being kept medium to high. Can't drop rainfall to low as will lose heat and freeze.

The waiting game

Ang managed 2 complans today and 2 cups of tea with sugar in without throwing up. Have been struggling all day today. The police are involved in murder as I said earlier in this blog and that it would be the next to be revealed. Still no response from BBC so another day of lies in the media continues. I die a little more and get a little more desperate. The longer it takes to get heard the less help I can give and the greater harm will be done by the processes I have started to try to wake humanity up.

Last chance lost

Two days ago Ang kept me up til gone 12pm then woke me up just after 6am. Had a rubbish day but contacted BBC again. No response so far just automated thank you. Announcement not gunna happen on 12/12/12 now :(. Don't think can cope with TV today so gunna spend most of it avoiding watching any news. Woke just after 8 today and got dogs to railway station. Not as cold today as yesterday and hopefully will eat well again today. Yesterday Ang had two complans but threw them up an hour later even though she'd had an anti sickness tablet before complans. She's stayed in bed today unlike yesterday when she was up all day.

Not funny

Ang was in a lot of pain yesterday and had difficulty getting about. Today I woke at 8 and got up. Ang stayed in bed but and I got dogs to railwat station after dustbin men had gone out of Junction Road. Watched TV and got angry again that Cameron won't listen to drugs report. The evidence is overwhelming now that prohibition is destructive to society by creating an unregulated black market. Legalisation and taxation is the best model to follow as America is now doing. Most of cannabis producing countries would benefit to a massive degree if they could export a product they have refined and produced for centuries. Rant over. Back to today. Ang says she's gunna get up at 6.30pm but she's had nothing to eat all day. Not even a complan after I got some more from the chemist earlier. Took Buster with me and dropped Ang's repeat prescription in. Came back and had a lie down for an hour before getting dogs to boat beach and around to wasteland. Only had 2 coffees today so far but just about to have 3rd. Roll on next year. Maybe the world will listen because the situation is getting beyond a joke. Can the world not deal with a messiah being alive on the planet.

Climate cooling

I helped Ang wash her hair this afternoon which helped her feel better. She is in a lot of pain now and really wobbly needing me to take her to toilet and back. She can't take having a wash today after doing her hair but hopefully tomorrow. ITV had piece on the failure of climate change solutions being implimented. The greatest problem for humanity and it is only discussed every 12 months. Stoopid. Move the messiah and his wife to a location near the border of Scotland and climate ooling will occur for as long as the messiah lives.

Lay in

Didn't wake til 9am today. Got up and got dogs out for a wee. Had coffee and fed dogs then got them out to the railway station. Ang got up briefly when I got back but went back to bed and asked me to wake her in an hour and a half. Am going to join her in bed for a while as knackered because stayed up quite late last night. Weather warmed up as expected. So pissed of with news at minute, roll on Wednesday.

Preamble

Ang ate a banana this afternoon. I had a kip for a few hours when medication over powered me. Ang asked me to get her to toilet before I laid down as she was feeling wobbly. She thinks it's the morphine as by time I got back up she was feeling better. Didn't get out for 3rd walk today but took dogs out on green when woke up. Had best veggie sausages ever tonight. Sainsbury's own brand. Their veggie burgers are good as well. Aargh JSP on HIGNFY. Prolly ruin the show. I currently at the same level as when punched someone in the face. Only reason I don't now is that it would interupt the plan I have running. Break down global finances and accelarate global warning. When recognition of global climate change occurs and effective measures are taken to combat it I will move and reverse the effects I have caused and nullify humanities effect for as long as I remain alive. The financial effect is nullified by writing off all my debts and paying back all the interest I have paid. It is a very modest sum for the billions it is costing gllobally not doing it. The cost of the soaking the UK has taken this year should also be factored into the cost currently accumulated during this attempt to get humanity to recognise me for what I am. Failure to do this will make me continue to soak the UK, raise the temperature globally and locally and further devastate the global financial system, increasing effect by attacking the food systems.

Roadworks a pain

Woke about 8 and got up at 8.30ish. Ang got up for a while but went back to bed. Got dogs to railway station and came back to Ang up again. She had a complan and a cup of tea. Went to shop with Buster because Dainty didn't wanna come so went via boat beach and the wasteland. Ang had another complan when I got back and I had 4th coffee. Rang sister and she hoping to move back home a week Saturday. She gunna ring tonight hopefully to chat. Need to get to Upton to get Dainty's medication as only got about a weeks supply but don't know if buses are running because of roadworks. Might have to walk :(.

More extreme weather

Ang woke me at 3.30am this morning and I ended up taking dogs down to the garage to get a bottle of cider after I'd had a coffee and a couple of smokes. Came back and had another coffee and fed the dogs about 6.45. Watched James Whale on Sky news. He doesn't seem to be as good on TV as he is on radio. Strange. Would love a discussion with him when he can't just cut you off. Philipines taken a battering. Not surprised it so bad when they live in tin huts :O.

Castration

Went in to Ang at 12.30ish and she got up. She started smoking then had real problems breathing. Had a rant at me and 2 complans to drink followed by a cup of tea. Sonya and Martine rang and Martine is gunna come over. Got dogs to shops about 2.30. Had rant on facebook and in ARK today. Still wanna rip chancellors balls off.

Easing the rain in UK

Ang woke about 8.20 and I got up shortly after. Watched news for a while before taking dogs out. Not getting the messiahs opinion out is holding humanity back. The problem of finances is easily solved. I have given, in this blog, the solution. I will not keep repeating myself. Sorry about the temperature drop in the UK. Was trying to keep it up over christmas but forgot to eat enough. Amazing how the world goes tits up financially and weather wise when the messiah doesn't do what he should. Working on drier and warm again. Ang still in bed but said she'll get up midday and have summut to eat. :)

Manic Tuesday

Ang woke me about 8.20 and stayed in bed. Forgot to ring Dr but my CPN contacted them and arranged an appointment. I had to ring an arrange home visit. He checked Ang, prescribed more Codeine and Morphine and left after about 10 mins. I talked on the doorstep and he left me more worried about her than ever. She had a complan and 2 satsumas after he left. Helen and Graham came over and Helen came in for a while. Got taxi to fetch prescription as waiting for friend to turn up and don't know what time they will get here. £5.60 for taxi. Ang had dose of morphine as soon as it arrived but is squealing every time she moves. About 4.20 she threw a fit while I was on the phone to Martine. Thankfully she calmed down after 10 minutes but really upset Buster. She got up about 5 and started drinking.

Late night

Stayed up late last night chatting to a lady from texas online. Also chatted to lady from Copenhagen for while. Both are in my ARK group on facebook. Ang got leary on and off from yesterday afternoon onwards in between falling asleep on sofa. She ate a muffin that I got in Poole late last night but that was all she had all day. She's been taking loadsa morphine extra and has run out yesterday so was in a lot of pain. She woke me just before 8 this morning but has stayed in bed.

Eating shit

Ang got leary last night so I went to bed but she carried on for half an hour. She stayed in the lounge all night but used the TV for light so I managed to sleep most of the night. Woke up once and tried to get her to come to bed but couldn't get her to. She got me up just after 8 and she has dozed on the sofa since. Took dogs to railway station and Dainty ate some dog poo while I was picking up Busters. By the time I got to her she had got it all over her muzzle and was licking it up. She a vile dog. Got home and Ang asked me to go to shops so had last coffee and then took Buster down with me. Came back and Ang was in bed but she got up again and then fell asleep on the sofa. Forgot to get coffee at shop so will call in again when take dogs out for 2nd walk. Prolly gunna go to boat beach on 2nd walk as it's driest place to go at the minute. The backwaters fields are really muddy. Only other dry place is behind the railway line and the path up to ham common.

Poole visit

2 days ago Ang got up in the night and ate 3 small muffins. The next day though she spent most of the day in bed and only had a complan. Friday I went into Poole and paid £7.77 for some satsumas, a bunch of bananas and a bunch of grapes in M&S. Total rip off. Bet none of it was fairtrade. Ang managed 5 grapes when I got back :(. Martine came round later which cheered Ang up while she was here. Dogs went loopy when she arrived. Ang kept me up late and woke 3 times during the night so I hardly got any sleep. Got up at 8 this morning and Ang got up as well. She asked me to go to shops to get some cider and I refused until she had something to eat. Hated doing that but at least she's had a fruit yoghurt now today. I took the dogs to the boat beach for second walk and Ang started giving me grief shortly after I got back so I went to bed for a few hours. Still tired even though slept earlier. Hope tonight is less disturbed. Only got one cup of coffee each for tomorrow so need to decide weather or not to buy some more. :)

Countdown

Ang had a few small things to eat yesterday. A complan, a muffin and a few spoonfuls of tuna salad. She kept me up late but we both woke at 8ish. She had a coffee and then a complan but went back to bed about 9. I took dogs to railway station and it was really cold out. Am not looking forward to next walk although it's blue skies and sunshine now :). Really fed up with myself as forgot to ring homeswapper guy last night. It was too late when I remembered. Gotta wait til tonight now before can try again. 13 days to go to last triple day of the millenium. 3.33 most special time that day.

Beginning a new day

Ang kept me up really late last night but managed to get up by 8.20. She only had 1 complan yesterday and spent most of the day in bed. Today she got up with me. I took dogs to shops and got some coffee and a few other things. When got back made us both a coffee and Ang had a muffin with hers. :). Thankfully her mood is better today and she has some fight in her again. She is determined to stay out of bed today and try and eat. :) Have got to collect her weekly meds today and try to get to Lidl to get some treats for dogs. Rapidly running out of poo bags as well so got to get to Poole in next few days. Tried to contact person on Home Swapper earlier who has flat in Tyneside but got no reply. Will try again tonight. Need to find out if property allows dogs as it great location. Perfect for climate cooling so sooner get moving now the better although not got a private garden for dogs.

A coffee break

Ang had complan yesterday and a few mouthfuls of tuna salad. I got up today and was gutted got no coffee. Been drinking loads of it last couple of weeks so decided to go cold turkey today. Gagging for one at the minute. Went back to bed after took dogs out this morning and didn't surface again til nearly 2pm. Took dogs down shops with me and got some milk when I got up. Ang had a complan when got back and has promised to have some tuna salad later. Had headache since woke first thing and haven't managed to sleep it off even though took some co-codamol. Ang has stayed in bed again today like yesterday as she says it's too painful to get up. Was pissed off BBC said this weather was not unusual yesterday. Guess will have to get some more coffee in a few days and repeat the same cycle of events.

More power cuts.

We both woke during the night and it was dark everywhere because power was off. Not sure what time it was but later at 8ish Ang got up and power was on but it went off for a few minutes after I got up. Ang in loads of pain and unable to cough properly so her lungs are filling up with muck. She's finding it harder and harder to breath. Trying to get her to eat but she gets angry that I keep mentioning it. Hopefully Ang gunna have some tuna and potatoe salad later after I've made it. She said she's gunna have a complan after I get some milk from the shop.

Big mistake.

Ang had one of her anti sickness tablets yesterday and managed to eat 2 country slices. She stayed up most of the day but was in a lot of pain. She finally got some clean clothes on as well. Hopefully today she will eat more. She drank from yesterday afternoon but didn't get nasty. Dainty won't leave her elbow alone so is in a buster collar. Got up at 8 this morning but Ang has stayed in bed. Went to railway station with dogs and Ang wants some yoghurts from shop so gotta get down there soon. Flat getting desperate for clean up again so looks like gunna have to do it. The anger at the media is immense. The biggest story since the press has existed and they are ignoring it. One day they may understand their mistake.

Just ask

Ang kept me up til 2am last night. Dr called around today and examined Ang. He's made it clear to her she must eat something. After he left she had a complan and later I went to chemist to get another prescription. While down there I got some cakes and Ang managed a country slice about 5pm. Took dogs out this afternoon for 2nd walk and Dainty managed to go. Went through estate to boat beach and then walked around to the wasteland and the kids playground. Called into the shops for a few things and then walked home. More rain predicted according to BBC. If anyone contacts me from the media I'll stop the rain.

Short history

My friend from college asked me why I hadn't been online and done my blog a while back so I carried on. Every media station was contacted. No matter what I do to try and contact someone who could promote that a messiah is alive I get laughed at. Anyone I try and talk to about it shies away. The only person I can talk to about it is a shrink. No-one will have a serious discussion about my beliefs they just want me to be convinced it is an illness. I do not and have never accepted this. I have been subjected to massive doses of drugs by various shrinks and it has resulted in massive disturbances in my behaviour. I have commited numerous crime and been subjected to humiliating and degrading treatment on numerous days. They took me to London once before. I cried and just said you locked me up for 5 years. Just gotta say. Glad I don't have children. Theres gunna be nothing left soon.

Banks

Got an email that pissed me off. God help Barclays for that one. Robbing bastards. 48 hours to correct it now or they start losing that % of their income as it was mine. I love this game. Make a move any authority and I'll tell you why you shouldn't. A good system you have in place on Earth. Raged on Ang for starting on me again. Made it clear to her she can't do that while she's here. She says she going into hospital tomorrow as I can't take care of her. She quietened down now and been drifting in and out of sleep. Can't believe the drugs in the flat now. It like a pharmacy. Just gave her last dose of morphine before bed. She got loads of cider left so prolly keep me up late or get up and drink during the night. Fetched her some clothes hours ago but she still won't get changed. She hasn't eaten at all today and not had any milk. My social worker spoke to her today when she rang me but never gave me the chance to talk to her about council women visiting. Couldn't be bovvered to ring her back.

Music

Had Indian last night and saved some for today. Ang settled yesterday after she had a dose of all her painkillers and managed to sleep for a few hours. She woke early and put TV on about 7.30 so I got up. She drank quite a bit of milk yesterday but didn't eat anything. Today she is on cider but not playing up yet. News is depressing both of us. Wish I could enjoy music but you shouldn't make profit out of prophesy so struggle with it. Hidden within the lyrics are messages for humanity. Warnings. It's difficult to decipher but I think may be possible.

Dr at last.

Had women from council visit today. Couldn't deal with council officer just turning up and had to get her and the police to leave. Ang finally spoke to doctor and he has prescribed morphine and summut else. As soon as she is able to get to surgery he wants to see her because she is passing out and falling. It's prolly due to lack of food. She has had two bites of a cheese bagette and 1 complan in last 5 days. She refused help offered by council women and I don't understand that. Ang cannot get about properly and women from council hasn't rung me back. Neither has my social worker so left in limbo. Haven't managed to get dogs out for a second time yet cos of waiting for people to ring. Update. Council women rang and had long discussion. Hopefully my tenancy isn't under threat.

Annoying neighbors

Had Police visit few days ago. Woke up at 5.30 and got up. Ang was in extreme pain and about 7am got onto NHS direct. While was on phone to nurse Robbo can over by my window and set Buster off. I yelled at him from by the window and he eventually went away and I managed to calm Buster down. Shortly afterwards I went down shops to get some Ibuprofen for Ang and take dogs for walk. Saw Robbo coming back from shops and asked him to keep away from my window because it sets the dogs off. He said he would and I thought that was the problem solved. Shortly after I got back 2 police arrived and wanted an explanation of what had gone on. I told them and they left and went to see Robbo. Ang been in right state all over the weekend. She waited to see if things got better though and as they haven't I'm gunna ring the surgery this morning as soon as they open. Co-codamol and Ibuprofen aint doing anything for her. I woke at 5.15 today and Ang got up for a short while then went back to bed. Saw interesting piece with an Indian women on the BBC about food production in India and the rights for farmers to produce seeds.

Another fall.

Had a power cut between about 5.45 and 6.30 yesterday. Seems we got power back quicker than some according to the Echo online. According to them some people were out for 5 hours. Ang got up to go to toilet last night and fell in the bathroom. She hit the bath with her back on the way down and is in terrible pain today. She doesn't want to get up even after taking painkillers and having her Algesal put on it. Managed to get Dainty to walk to shops first thing and get some shopping but forgot rizlas so will have to go again later.

So the war continues

Took me 3 hours to get to appointment and back yesterday. Traffic coming out this way from Poole was horrendous. Made point that no shrink will side with me so a tribunal is not an option for me. Shrink argued about definitions at which point I realised if you have no followers you're deluded. So David Icke isn't deluded but I am. WTF. He doesn't agree that exposing some people to drug treatment can cause inability to live without the drugs even though he agrees they causes changes in brain chemistry. He says their is no evidence these changes are permanent. Hmmm. Guess I just have to carry on writing my blog and crippling the whole world financial system. The outlook for that is precise. 6 weeks ends the first attack. The other 5 attacks on the financial systems continue for over 4 years currently. Makes me wonder who can last this out longest. Me or humanity. Israel killing people again and trying to justify it. Jews even try to justify mutilating children so they good at twisting things.

Good news

Managed to get Ang this afternoon. She had slept and came over about 2pm. She is in quite a state and went to bed about 5. It was lucky she came over ask someone rang to say she's got her bed in rehab. She cried after she got of the phone and got up for a while so we could talk. Sonya is coming over tomorrow so should get to my appointment either with dogs in the car or Ang dogsitting.

I'll never quit

Ang slept all yesterday then got up as soon as I went to bed. Had argument and she went back to hers as I couldn't sleep with the light on. She yelled at her front door that she couldn't get in. By the time I got dressed and got out she'd got in her flat. I went back to bed and someone called the police who turned up at her door. I fell to sleep and knocked her door this morning. She yelled who was it but didn't come down to door. I tried again a few hours later but got no reply. Dunno what happened last night with police or who called em. Rang Martine to see if she can dogsit tomorrow for me but she has appointment at 4pm. Gotta hope Ang will else cannot go to my appointment. It sucks being tied to these dogs because Buster can't be left. Am so tempted to rehome him but that would be quitting. A dog is for life not just xmas.

Soldiers

It is suggested by this blogger that the Isle of Wight needs to be examined urgently. The reference to doctors and police in my last post refers to forthcoming scandals involving organised murders. There again I could be wrong....it could be worse. Time will tell. This song haunts me from my youth. Can only find the lyrics online. In a station in the city a British soldier stood Talking to the people there if the people would Some just stared in hatred, and others turned in pain And the lonely British soldier wished he was back home again Come join the British Army! said the posters in his town See the world and have your fun come serve before the Crown The jobs were hard to come by and he could not face the dole So he took his country's shilling and enlisted on the roll For there was no fear of fighting, the Empire long was lost Just ten years in the army getting paid for being bossed Then leave a man experienced a man who's made the grade A medal and a pension some mem'ries and a trade Then came the call for Ireland as the call had come before Another bloody chapter in an endless civil war The priests they stood on both sides the priests they stood behind Another fight in Jesus's name the blind against the blind The soldier stood between them between the whistling stones And then the broken bottles that led to broken bones The petrol bombs that burnt his hands the nails that pierced his skin And wished that he had stayed at home surrounded by his kin The station filled with people the soldier soon was bored But better in the station than where the people warred The room filled up with mothers with daughters and with sons Who stared with itchy fingers at the soldier and his gun A yell of fear a screech of brakes the shattering of glass The window of the station broke to let the package pass A scream came from the mothers as they ran towards the door Dragging their children crying from the bomb upon the floor The soldier stood and could not move his gun he could not use He knew the bomb had seconds and not minutes on the fuse He could not run and pick it up and throw it in the street There were far too many people there too many running feet Take cover! yelled the soldier, Take cover for your lives And the Irishmen threw down their young and stood before their wives They turned towards the soldier their eyes alive with fear For God's sake save our children or they'll end their short lives here The soldier moved towards the bomb his stomach like a stone Why was this his battle God why was he alone He lay down on the package and he murmured one farewell To those at home in England to those he loved so well He saw the sights of summer felt the wind upon his brow The young girls in the city parks how precious were they now The soaring of the swallow the beauty of the swan The music of the turning world so soon would it be gone A muffled soft explosion and the room began to quake The soldier blown across the floor his blood a crimson lake There was no time to cry or shout there was no time to moan And they turned their children's faces from the blood and from the bones The crowd outside soon gathered and the ambulances came To carry off the body of a pawn lost in the game And the crowd they clapped and cheered and they sang their rebel song One soldier less to interfere where he did not belong And will the children growing up learn at their mothers' knees The story of the soldier who bought their liberty Who used his youthful body as a means towards an end Who gave his life to those who called him murderer not friend

Shining a light

Ang got pissed yesterday and raised her voice from 8pm to 12.30. She eventually went quiet when she fell asleep after taking extra medication. I had a restless night and overslept. Her friend picked her up at 1.15 today to go to her appointment but she drank before she went. Don't know what time she will get back from Poole. Managed to get both dogs out about 1.30 and went down boat beach and along back way to shops. Dainty had to sit down for a bit coming along the wasteland but managed to get home alright. The next rounds will hopefully be the Police and Doctors. It'll be interesting to see which is first. The light is shining on the world and showing all the shadows.

Slow progress.

Cool...Obama in for second term....Pity it's his last. Martine coming over today. She bringing her computer as can't get her music to work. Ang got an appointment tomorrow but she drinking today :(. Shield collapsed when repainted corner image in bedroom but has extended to just before the railway station by event on walk this am. Speed of expansion is slower this time of year and the surface of majority of paintwork is dirty now which is weakening the circuit. The plan is hopefully to abandon this circuit for a more robust one on the border of Scotland. The whole system can be improved and optimised. The location would effect a climatic shift and negate human activity causing current trend in climate. Long term plan. Maximum levels of current circuit will be achieved in approximately 18 months from completion leaving 12 to 14 months of increase to go. However, now that I am fully satisfied there are no more faults I can fully expose the drain to sunlight. This could have two effects. Increase the speed of expansion and eventual area covered. In addition it will expose the occupants to faster moving d-field. The output of the circuit, air and water, will be more aligned. Rant over. Back to having a coffee and waiting.

Food for thought.

Stopped up late last night watching music on tv. Chatted to friend in usa after sorted dogs out this morning. She had an ovarian cyst burst and is being treated but in a lot of pain. Ang getting about more and coping with back pain. Spoke to sister earlier on facebook. She madder than buster. Suppose it runs in the family. Hopefully she'll be back living with her hubby soon as complete on sale of cattery in a few weeks. It's been a long time coming. Hot hard boiled eggs for breakfast. Got to like them in prison. Unbelievable some of the crap prisoners are fed though. A lot of dried ingredients. A pudding of a battered half jam sandwich. WTF. The effect over time of basic rations pays a toll on the body. Bread with insects in it that is brought cheaply from the bakeries.

My temple.

Ang stopped bingeing a couple of days ago. She's got more painkillers from dr yesterday and a gel to rub on her back. Couldn't get gel yesterday because chemist was out. They said loads of people had it lately. Interesting...is the local shield from my temple affecting community. Those behaving beadly towards others being affected by physical pain. That would be a really good system. The internal structure of the temple acts as a accelarater to the d-web. This causes a higher deposition of particles from the air filtered through the building. External the effect on the location is that all d-web activity is accelarated, decreasing in intensity from the external walls of the building. As the temple has established itself the strength of the field increases and extends it's range. During the first year the fields range was as far as the field near the garage on blandford road. This would explain the high incidence of infrastructure failure locally in subsequent years since partial completion in 2005. The temple field will extend to a maximum distance in direct proportion to the size of building and accuracy of the circuit painted. The type of effect is governed by the type of circuit used. The circuit consists of the colours and combinations they are in and the strength of the symbolism of depictation of life. The current temple amplifies all fields except higher spirituality. Focusing mainly on physical health and draining the system of bad influences. This draining and filtering process causes the inhabitants to be exposed to high levels of crap from the system. It's like being in the core of the reactor. Currently the building is draining in the hall and bedroom. Water and air passing through the building is being modified by the system and the longer the circuit remains in operation the more the influence will be felt globally. 7 years of pumping holy air and water into the system from this circuit. Then again this isn't real. Therew is not a god and messiahs are never born. lol

Honesty

Couldn't identify incidents via news from last prediction which annoyed me. Bruising where Buster bit me has really come out now but the stiffness has eased. Ang got pissed yesterday and was giving me grief by the afternoon. Luckily she didn't shout much. She woke up with a bad back two days ago and said that was why she was drinking because she couldn't cope with the pain. I upset Sonya last night on facebook IM. She said her kids had no respect for her and I said if my mum got pissed every night I wouldn't have respect for her. She stopped typing after I said that :(. Ang got hangover I think today as she still in bed at 10.30. She says her back still hurts. Buster woke me this morning just after 8 so it looks like his body clock adjusted to new times. Took them to the back green this morning because the dustmen were about when went out but got disturbed by Jenny with Bubs and Dijon. Hopefully get out proper with both today. Wonder how bad USA gunna suffer in next 24 hours, especially how much of new york gunna be flooded.

24 hour warning!

The dogs had a fight last night and I got bit on the arm. We think it was between 8.30 and 9 so tomorrow at that time there will be a loss of life event. I am unsure of the country because I do not know which country my upper right arm relates to. I have two seperate wounds on either side of my arm so it may be two different countries close together. Estimate between 5 to 10 deaths per location and, judging by bruising, many injured. Possible terrorist attacks. The hazards of life. I'd get rid of the dogs but my life would be miserable. I avoid any other activity that could cause injury and why I do no sport. It sucks beig a messiah.

Pet vet fees

The last week has been hectic. Ang went on a binge and had to call the police to get her out of my flat. They bruised her arms badly removing her. She phoned the next day and we talked. She was really upset and finally realised how bad things were getting. She came over later and apologised and stayed up until last night. She had stopped her binge and managed to get to her appointment about rehab on the second attempt. On her first attempt her lift let her down 20 mins before appointment so she had no way of getting there by public transport in time. Luckily they rescheduled for the next day and she is now awaiting a bed. Yesterday I went to the vets and got tapeworm tablets and discussed a prepayment and insurance plan with them. It's gunna cost about £50-£60 a month to cover both for accidents, all their boosters and flea/worming treatments. It'll also build up a small amount to pay any costs not covered by accident insurance but won't cover Dainty's anti-inflamatory medication. I have to ring the practice manager on Monday to discuss it. Ang went home last night after we had an argument and rang later to ask me to go to garage to get some cider. I managed to talk her out of it after reminding her she wouldn't be able to delay going into rehab because she was bingeing. Thankfully she saw sense and said she'd go to bed and try to sleep. I stayed up til nearly midnight worrying she would crack and ring if she couldn't sleep and I woke at about 5.30. Been watching news and drinking coffee since got up. It got really cold about 6.30 so put the heating on when my knees started stiffening up and getting painful. It's nearly time to feed the dogs so will have to quit soon.

Gradual improvement.

Buster much more himself this morning. He was keen to go out first thing and wolfed down his boiled chicken for breakfast. When I took them to the railway station this morning he wanted to go on further so am going to take him to the backwaters dinner time. Was quite surprised who was involved in this round of people coming to light for corrupt practices. Jimmy Saville and the BBC, possibly Freddie Star as well. The prediction made here a short while ago was right and the rout of society is not finished yet...more to come. Slowly but surely it is getting sorted..I just have to wait for the effects to filter through. Patience is a virtue..lol

PDSA

Been hectic recently. 4 days again Buster threw up and went off his food. The next day he had runs with blood in again late in the day. Next morning got onto vet and was gunna go get worming stuff for him but he had a massive amount of blood come out his back end. It was like a fountain. Took his down vets and they were going to x-ray. We had to transfer to PDSA clinic as couldn't afford costs if he needed operation. They booked him in next day for an x-ray and Graham met us at Bournemouth station at 8am. Left Buster and collected him at 4.30. When they brought him out he looked at me so forelorn. No excited greeting. Then I saw he had lumps of shit hanging from his bum and all his back end and tail were covered. They wouldn't help me clean him up but gave be some paper and a small towel to take in the car. I got as much off him with the paper but he was still covered so wrapped the towel around his bum like a nappy. Graham drove us home and got him straight in the bath. Ang was horrified when she saw him and cried. He spent the night on the sofa barely moving and only just managed to go out for a wee before bed. This morning he was more himself and went out for a wee. When he came in he had a long drink of water and managed some boiled chicken for breakfast. He's on two types of antibiotics again. I fed him a small amount of chicken lunch time and he had some more when fed Dainty tonight. Took him to railway station once this morning and about 1.30 with Ang. He wasn't keen but had lots of wees. His meds last a week this time and a double the dose of metroniadazole.

Reasons

Ang turned up this morning. She wanted me to go to shops and sort out getting her medication and appointment rescheduled. Went to shops then phoned taxi to pick up her drugs. Phoned and got her appointment rescheduled for 1.30 tomorrow instead of 10 am today. Taxi dropped them off then she started raising her voice and so I told her to leave. She begged to stay and I stuck my ground. Then she started yelling as she was packing her stuff and saying nasty things. Thankfully she didn't take long to pack and went quiet as soon as she got out the front door. Buster got really upset with the shouting and I had to put him in the bedroom til she left. His belly started rumbling about 10 mins after she left. I took them out on a walk soon after she'd gone and Buster threw up on way home. He'd eaten loads of grass but I am thinking the stress is playing havoc with his stomach after today. I think he ate the grass because stomach felt bad after Ang stressed him out so much. Dainty was really upset by it all as well.

Buster eating

Had two days of hell with Ang. Yesterday neighbor called police because she was screaming in the street. She is trying to sober up today because she has appointment tomorrow she must keep. Buster has passed two lots of runs today and finished his tablets this morning. He was refusing food but ate normal breakfast this morning. I'm drinking loads of coffee for days now with all stress because not feeling like eating. It's been quiet today. She came over early and stayed 20 mins then left. I took her over something to eat later and she's keeping in touch by phone but staying away now because she's been drinking.

Vets again and more upset

Buster refused his supper last night. This morning he got up and had a small drink of water and threw it straight back up. Got Ang to come over when she rang at 8ish but she had been up most of the night drinking. Rang vet at just after 9 and got appointment for 12.20. Went to shop for Ang to get cider and then got both of dogs out to railway station. Buster passed lots of tarry poo. Taxi was 15 mins late but got to vets only 6 minutes late. Vet saw Buster mood was improved as it was same vet that saw him the first time. She game him an anti sickness and antibiotic injection. She also sent me home with more of same tablets as before but with different prescribing. He has 1 tablet 4 times a day now instead of 2 twice a day. She also sent me home with a can of i/d food to try and get him to eat. The bill was just over £71. I walked him home and on the way he had 3 seperate poos which were a reddy brown in colour and really liquid. Got him home and after 3 attempts over next hour and half manage to get him to eat a third of the can of food vet gave me and get one of the tablets into him. Am really relieved he has eaten something again and got tablet in him. It's nearly 5pm now and am gunna tray him with a little more food about 7 with another tablet afterwards. Just hope he pulls through. Ang left after I got back because she was drinking. About an hour later she came over asking for her phone. I told her she took it with her and she stayed for a rollup the left quietly. 40 minutes later she came back and went mental demanding her phone and the tried to attack me. Buster went mental and I managed to quickly get him in the bedroom. Luckily managed to get her out of the flat and she shouting at me from the path that I was mental and needed locking up. When she went back to hers I let Buster out the bedroom and fussed him loads. That was the last thing he needed.

Buster update

Yesterday Martine came over with some shopping I needed cos Ang was getting pissed at hers so had no-one to sit with dogs while I went to Lidl. She left after a coffee as she had an appointment. Buster has been resting today. Took him to the railway station this morning and dinner time only took him out onto the green. Last night he scratched his face bad again or his skin problem is getting worse. Had a big collar on all today to stop him scratching and put some more cream on it. About 6pm took them both out for a walk down to the backwaters but Buster still not had a poo. He wasn't interested in his breakfast this morning but gave him some boiled chicken so could give him his tablets. Dinner time I put less rice in with his boiled chicken and he ate it. I think hes not keen on boiled rice and why he refused his breakfast. Gunna only give him a little rice tonight in with the chicken. Bathed Dainty this afternoon. She wasn't keen and tried to get out bath before I'd finished. Put her ear cleaner in her ears afterwards which sent her mad for 5 minutes. Ang came over today but started drinking so went home about 5. Then she phoned and yelled at me over phone!!

Buster ill

Rushed Buster up vets after vomiting. He depositted a half cup of bloody stools, liquid on treatment room floor. Had injection of antibiotics and anti sickness. Gotta monitor him til tomorrow. He ate some boiled chicken at 8pm so looking good. His moods improved slightly.

The invasion.

Ang still over hers drinking. She rung a few times and I went to shops for her with the dogs about 9.30. Just got back from 2nd walk with them. Didn't stop out long for Dainty's sake. There were kids about over the backwaters so was glad to come back. I think they were collecting things in the bushes for school. The ragwort has all gone to seed now as no-one is clearing it. The area is gunna be covered in a few years and all the local plants will be driven out. Even the hay meadow over the other side of the bay has some this year. The top of the hill at the backwaters is covered this year and will be spreading the seeds far and wide because it is high up. The land over the railway footbridge usually used as a campsite has a few clumps this year. That site gets loads of insects in the different grasses but in a few years it will all be gone. Dunno if the mushrooms that grow there will survive.

Buster ill

Buster woke me at 5.30 this morning. He had terrible noises coming from his stomach at 7pm last night and refused his supper after being sick. He went out and pooed on the green. When it was light went out to clean it up and he had the runs. 6am he was sick after having some water. By nine his mood had changed and he seemed to be livening up. At 12 ish I took him out and he had lots of wees. Only took him to railway station and back with Dainty. He came back in and drank and didn't throw it up. Gave him small piece of egg from my boiled egg and a dog treat. Hopefully he will eat tonight. Haven't seen him eat anything dodgy in last few days so don't know what caused it. I'll get him to vets tomorrow if he relapses but he's really perky again now and not showing any signs of stomach tenderness. The grumbling noises from his stomach have stopped as well. Dainty still managing 2 walks a day. Yesterday she went mad down the boat beach, racing about all over the place. On the way home she stopped twice as we got towards home. Think she did too much but was so happy. She went in the sea and played with Buster. The tide was really high and up onto the grass.

Early alarm!!

Been watching paralympics while it was on with Ang and been depressed so haven't blogged. She went back to her flat a few days ago and started drinking heavier a couple of days ago. Last night she rang me at 10pm and wanted me to get her some cider. Told her that I was getting ready for bed and not going out. Went to bed and she rang at 3.45 am saying she couldn't get on the internet and her tv wouldn't work. Told her I was in bed and she hung up. She rang again 45 mins later just as I was getting back to sleep so I unplugged the phone. Tried to get back to sleep and couldn't so got up took dogs out for a wee and tried to ring her to open her door so could sort her out. She had switched her phone off so had to knock her door which started neighbors dog barking. She let me in and got tv working but told her that she will have to wait til usb booster arrives in post to use my internet from her flat and until then she has got an unstable connection. She had a go at me so I left. Got dogs out again for a wee at 6.30 and fed them, 2 hours early. Don't know if Dainty gunna be fit for her 2 walks today after her night was disturbed. If she doesn't rest overnight she usually doesn't make walks the next day. Two cups of coffee already and it only 7.19. Don't know where can go with dogs at 8 oclock cos kids will be about and hate taking dogs out when kids are around. Won't be able to let Dainty off the lead to poo unless she can manage to get to the backwaters. Ang really messed start of my day up. Grrr.

More financial info.

Drinking coffee like it's going out of fashion since Saturday. Dog walks rained off today so just went up to green by railway station. Dainty only been able to manage that last 3 days. Another hit on the economy of UK as I paid bills. Barclays hit as well in two ways. British gas also. Effect will trickle up to world economy in 2 yrs. Much milder effect though than interest because using the services causes a % increase in new customers to the services used. This can sometimes negate financial loss.

Weymouth olympics

Went to Weymouth for 3 hrs Friday. Sat at big screens on the beach for over an hour then walked back to station taking photos. Rang NHS direct for Ang as she got in terrible state today. Advised contacting dr tomorrow. She settled a bit by tonight and looking forward to closing ceremony. Trying to maintain weather for para lympics but Friday and Saturday I lost control a bit. Loads of coffees and too little food. Trying to make up for it today.

Alone again

Ang been on a binge for days now. Yesterday she came back from her flat and stopped the night. She shouted a bit last night and I wanted her to leave. Today she's been asleep mostly but I've had to threaten her with the police to get her out. I can't stand the shouting and stuff she says to me. She screamed when she went into her flat and slammed my door on the way out. Now it's just me and the dogs again. Buster is upset after her creating such a scene when she left. Hated doing it but she went on at me for 4 hrs this morning and started again tonight after she woke up. She's so different when she's sober. If I ever meet cupid he fcking dead.

Olympics 2012

On the 19th of this month I posted this "Next weekend will see a drop in temperature again though, maybe before, say Thursday or Friday. Lets see,18." It was an attempt to predict the temperature well in advance. Weather reports are now confirming it to be 18 degrees on Sunday. Cool. Shame I said it MAY be as early as Thursday or Friday. Should always go with first thought. I can't wait to see how my friend Duncan argues with this. Watched olympic opening last night. Had two irish coffees yesterday so was bit pissed for ceremony. Ang got pissed off when I started talking about the colours of the flags. She ended up finishing whiskey off and night ended up crappy. We friends again this morning though. Hopefully sun will be maintained throughout the duration of the games. My anger at what humans are doing to Earth make me want to flood them out however.

UK MP's warned.

Didn't have 6th coffee yesterday in the end and decided to eat instead of fasting for ramadan. Amount of food I'm taking onboard is showing in temperature rise. The economic situation is not possible for any leader to stop unless they repay all the monies I have paid banks other the amounts I borrowed. The situation will only worsen in an ever increasing rate. I'd guess the cost is currently about £7000. Lets hope they are not stupid enough to let it drag on much longer as the consequences will be a calamity. Politicians in the UK were warned years ago. All of them.

Ramadan...more rain

5 coffees last 2 days and 6 today. Trying for rain Wednesday night local. 3 coffees between 7 and 10pm. Suppose that already known though so unlike Jesus it not proof. Let's see how accurate temperature that was predicted last week is the end of this week if I fast for Ramadan. That's outside predictability I think. Dainty managed two walks today and on second Ang came and went to Lidl. Ramadan has begun.

Buster collar

Had 5 coffees yesterday and on 3rd today. Eating well though so here comes the sun. Dainty missed first walk today so hoping she goes this afternoon and Ang can come out. Martine not answering her phone so don't know if we gunna see her this weekend. Busters cheek has dried up now and is much better. He still needs lampshade to stop him scratching it though.

D-Web update.

This is unfair. Now we have a ground rule - by how much it is unfair. Interesting. E=MC2+D where D is the amount of unfairness. Bingo. If this ever means anything to anyone then keep reading. I say this because D exists where all matter is. Possibly it exists where all energy is so is negated in the equation but it definitely exists where all matter is. Let me explain. Understanding Basics of Webs. All D forms webs through all matter. These webs are flow channels of energies. The understanding of the energy can only come about by observance. The d- type of energy causes illness, accidents, bad luck. Passing through a web node of this type can cause any object or person to be influenced. Water is found by dowsers because the attuned stick moves when the "interference" in the web is found at water. Trees are listed because of their age old ability of manipulating energy. They are able to manipulate the D-web. Web Theory over. Now read on. Most buildings are simple to understand. Simple that is if you can understand D-Type energy flows in rooms. Here's a quick lesson. Pool. Two cushions and into the pocket. That's how flow can be within a room. A surface of a room will either reflect or allow passage of energy lines. Plastered walls and ceilings will show cracks in 20 to 30 yr old buildings along energy webs that pass through the building. Victorian buildings, because of the dimensions used, are some of the finest buildings for research. The Victorians built to precise dimensions for optimizing energy flows. Buildings are hampered by wood chip on the interior walls. This has the effect of short circuiting the filters of the building and also flashing the power on and off. Not very good for the occupants in comparison to what it could be. D-Web When a building is constructed it will house events that will generate energy the building will absorb. The more a building is designed around this function the more it is able to perform this function. Web exit lines are on exterior walls of houses or on ground floor floors. When these concepts are understood it can be observed that the older the building the more this is used in the structure and also how it has modified structures. Egyptian pyramids are the ultimate in technology of structure and amplification techniques through orientation and critical dimensions. Most Egyptian methods can be superseded by modern construction techniques and materials. Dimensions and orientation techniques are now far in advance. As mass construction techniques have evolved and the need for a building to be a place of habitation, unlike Egyptian pyramids, the shape and flow patterns are vastly different. Medieval churches are halfway between pyramids and Victorian buildings. The construction of Victorian times was greatly influenced by numerology. Most of the effects of this influence have been to augment the focusing of rooms to optimize D-Type energy flows. Notes on trials of colour circuits. Placement of objects and structures containing wood, flowing objects (gas, water, electricity, heat, light) are important. Separation of window and floor wood must be maintained if wood window sill exists. Picture rails are important and if window separation, with paint, is maintained picture rails can easily be separated. Enhancement of wooden areas in buildings increases flow. The light interference pattern acting as a filter in the room spreading and orientating the flow out the room. At this stage it can be seen that laying a building out to conform to its optimum is very difficult. Some early 60's buildings have the optimum shape but have been over stocked with utilities. Difficulties arise around sewers, gas pipes, air vents, windows, doors, electrical fittings. Most 60's buildings are networked with more electrical fitments than necessary or compatible with flow enhancements. These buildings flow layouts are excellent and require little modification. When completed a buildings enhancement capabilities can be improved immensely. This can only benefit the occupants by hopefully increasing the flow in the building. Addition. 20.31 19th August 2006 Fades of colours may improve flow by increasing or decreasing flow. Black and white and green are poles of circuit. Red should never come in contact with black. This controls health and wellbeing. Recommended in bedroom, living room, hall. Blue is related to cleansing and recommended for kitchen or bathroom. Yellow should never come in contact with black. Related to healing. Never use in bathroom and be careful in kitchen. Recommended for bedroom and living room. Green is used to isolate objects (electrical fittings, wood etc) to reduce interference at surface where light reaches. Fading between black and green is highly recommended. Recommended for kitchen and wherever needed. Once a circuit is completed in any room flow is augmented throughout the connected rooms. Any failure in colour rules in any room within the building will have negative effects in those rooms. When all rooms are complete building will take approximately 2 years for flow to reach upper limit. Size of building controls this limit. Because of its plastic content gloss paint should be used. This is the key to the circuit as it isolates the rock of the building from the light affected internal surfaces. It is made from something that used light to exist, like wood, and when exposed to light may cause d-flow modification with more acceleration and deceleration. Brown should not come in contact with black or yellow. Gold should not come in contact with black. Gold should not come in contact with red. Brown should come in contact with red and green. Chapter One. Defining D and the D-web. In any given situation there are two possible outcomes. For instance when writing you can either make a mistake or not. When walking you may trip or not. Taking this further there is either a “predicted” or “unpredicted” outcome. The natural outcome is always the “predicted” one unless a “disturbance” to it occurs in some way. This “disturbance”(D) can be seen everywhere flowing in a web like structure. Along lines of this d-web various things can be observed. Outside higher incidence of plant variation can be observed along the d-web. Debris from trees, stones with damage and many other things will align along a web line. Impact points can be observed on structures where a web line has been located. Internally in buildings the web lines can also be tracked. The easiest way to track a web line in a building is to go internally to an exterior line and attempt to find it. This can be done by examining the plaster and skirting boards if fitted. Signs you look for are a history of damage or accidents to the wall, floor or ceiling. A web line may be looked at as a 3 inch wide strip that can change angle at a corner of the room or at the floor. Patterns of damage will occur along them over time. Wall-papered rooms will hide web lines although older paper can begin to lift, curl and show damage. When stripped it can usually be observed that adhesion occurs more along web lines and these areas are some of the hardest to remove. The art to tracking web lines is to know what a web line is and what random scatter is. Litter will be blown along the edge of a fence. The group of litter next to the stone sticking up on the path in line with the crack in the curb with the plant still in flower. That is prolly what you are looking for. The easiest way to get skilled at tracking web lines is to begin outside a building. Study the corrosion effects and damage at ground level. Try and find if you can extend the exit/entrance point on the building away across the ground. If you can walk the straight line you may end up at another structure with an obvious impact points. Chapter Two. How does the D-web work? It is presumed that the D-web is some sort of energy but as yet I have not been able to conceive a device to measure the potential of this energy. It has an effect on matter and this effect can vary in intensity. The effect on matter that can be observed is destructive. It causes accelerated decay. This can be due to higher impact with objects, increased corrosion or erosion. It also has an effect on living things that can be observed that is destructive. Web lines causing alterations in growth patterns of plants over their lifetime needs study. They cause animals to trip and stumble. Vehicles can also have accidents and failures when crossing web lines. Ironically propagation of dormant seeds occurs possibly due to acceleration of growth patterns as they are effectively given a shock. This causes increased diversity along web lines of species. This needs study along with where animals make homes. Spiders appear to place webs on web lines and dogs defecate close to them. Prolonged exposure to a web line may accelerate cell activity in living things and theoretically can be used to accelerate healing processes. 16/6/2012 Current experiments on accelerating web lines in a building appear to show a massive deterioration in health of the occupants. However the fault causing this has been modified and approximately 8 years need to pass to determine if the negative effect will be reversed. Results should begin within next 18 months with improvements in the general life of the occupants. There ill health may be due to their lifestyles. The building is painted using strict rules to modify what is reflected from the surface. This causes hopefully the speed of flow in the web lines to increase. This is based on God being in all and light and that the d-web is God or the connection to a being modifying reality. Trees modify light and web lines and why I tried many times to do the same. 11/07/2012 ?2nd sign of correction in paintwork observed. 2nd mattress has become mobile? After 3 months mattresses should be clean of accumulated -ve d. Increased flow dragging the -ve d from the room will eventually make the room a healing room. Use to humanity. Experiments. Place small quantities of known viability rate seeds into identical containers. Leave one pot in germination area in static position. Move one pot over located web line so all seeds pass back and forth across line. This would be achieved by rotating in any building in a 6 foot circle but effects will be more pronounced if a web line is located because the closer the seed are kept to the web line the greater the effect should be. Expected outcome would be to increase the viability of seeds possibly also the speed of germination. An experiment to test the effect on germination speed should also be done.

Why the suns arrived.

4 coffees today and about to have 5th. Now temperature has increased because I'm eating more it takes more fluids to get rain so fine weather, as predicted by weather men, will be on the horizon even though fluid intake is quite high. The effect of my position relative to the equator and my place of birth dictate high temperatures when sun gets powered up. Next weekend will see a drop in temperature again though, maybe before, say Thursday or Friday. Lets see,18. Dainty only managed midday walk today and Ang came along. She only had to rest twice which was good. She determined to come on one walk a day now to try and build her muscles back up.

Dangerous driving

4 coffees so far today. Got collected by taxi for appointment with shrink 10 mins late but arrived exactly on time. Taxi driver was fairly old and kept swerving all over road every time he messed with something like his sat nav/control box. Was a nervous wreck by time got to the hospital. Meeting went well and they realised the problem with me was "socialogical rather than biological". Thank god nothing got in way of this meeting as shrink was very quick to analyse problem. Hate to admit he is quite good. Had to agree to extra monitoring but don't see how that will help with socialogical problems. Got to discuss finances with new social worker as well. Unless she can perform miracles there will be nowt more she can do and I don't want what I've done to sort the situation messed up so bit nervous about her involvement.

Gordon Ramsay

Had 4 coffees today spread out. Just watched Gordon Ramsay cooking in prisons. I wouldn't touch the cakes with a barge pole. Admittedly it was in 1990 that I worked in Winson Green prison food stores but they were infested with cockroachs. Nesting in amongst the cereal boxes. Doing god knows what during the night. Haven't visited many other prisons so don't know how widespread it is or if the system has improved.

Vets

4 coffees yesterday plus a glass of orange juice. milk and water. Day was quiet but ended up down vets with Buster. Took taxi to vets as only had 20 mins to get there from when I rang them. He's got a large patch of Eczema on his left cheek and a tiny patch on his head. Vet prescribed antibiotics and a cream to apply to the two patches. She gave him an antibiotic injection as well. Total bill was just under £75. Ouch. We now think this is why he's been out of sorts for a few days although we've not noticed him scratching. I walked back from vets with Buster and by time got home was in a right state. Had to grab for inhaler as soon as got in. Not good. Will carry my blue one everywhere with me from now on. Woke at 7am today but didn't wanna get up. Ang was up and made me a coffee at 8 when I got up for dogs. Only had one lie in past 8 in the last 8 and a half years!!

John Bishop.

2 coffees, 2 complan and loadsa water yesterday. 5 coffees today, 3 of them late and 1 complan. Dainty didn't manage any walks today. Martine came over today and we gave her a dog bed our two won't use. Her friend, Jane, brought her over and took the bed back. Martine stayed a while and took the train back. Watched 10am debate on BBC. Exact reason the messiah should be heard, Remove authority of pope and declare contraception legal for catholics. C'est la vie. God help the world if it don't happen. John Bishop was good tonight.

Torch relay.

2 coffees, 2 complans and water today. Ang, me and the dogs went to Blandford road to see the torch go by. I picked a spot to stand and the kiss happened right in front of us. Ang took some photos and was so chuffed because she touched the torch. Went to Lidl on way back. We got back and she lost it when I was downloading the pictures for her and started yelling. Then she cried and she aint had a drink. She had a steak for tea with jacket potatoe and salad. Thankfully she ate most of it. I had veg curry and chips with bread and butter.

Friday the 13th

3 coffees yesterday. Only 1 coffee today and ran out now so not gunna buy any more unless Ang wants some. Don't want it in the flat though. Confident can go without now. Visitors arrived and stayed ages. Was complete nightmare. Like picking at scabs. Afterwards Ang lost her rag and left. She calmed down later and came over for a meal then left again to get a good nights sleep. Arrived this morning at about 7am and said she been up since 4.30. She had a complan and went on Farmville for a while then went to bed. Had long chat with Duncan last night on facebook and Sonya chatted for a while. She coming over today and hopefully we gunna go see torch go by. She got a car and we hoping she will give us and the dogs a lift down the backwaters if Dainty not up to the walk so we can see it go by on the Blandford road. Ang tried to get her results of hospital tests yesterday but there was a problem and she got to ring back this afternoon. She got fingers crossed but says Friday the 13th's usually lucky for her. :)

Madness

Ended up having 3 coffees, 2 complans and nearly pint of orange yesterday. 2 coffees today this morning and water but just had a Dr Pepper and craving a coffee now. Hate my shrink for telling me to take up coffee. Got a caffeine addiction to deal with months later. Was due to see him but didn't want to. God stepped in and stopped me getting train so missed appointment. Got people visiting tomorrow now. Ang pissed off about woman on news who got convicted of murder despite mental health issues. She thinks it so wrong she going to prison. Destination....fraggle rock. The name prisoners had for a group of cells where crazies were held in one of the prisons I managed to live in for a while. Puts prison services under strain putting mentally ill in them.

Pretty in pink

Had 6 coffees yesterday but only on second today. Sonia came round yesterday and stopped for about half an hour. She showed me picture of her daughter arriving at her school ball. She looked amazing in her pink dress. http://www.facebook.com/sonya.winzar#!/photo.php?fbid=10150920331676918&set=a.10150255213061918.324805.501726917&type=1&theater Went online later and after I made a comment on one of the ARK posts she chatted online but stopped talking to me after a while because I said Jesus was just a messiah like me. Woke today at 1.19am and Ang was awake as well. We managed to get back off to sleep and got up at 8.15. First walk was rained off so just got dogs out on back green to have a poo. Ang gone back to bed as she feels terrible.

I don't like Mondays.

Had 3 coffees yesterday. 2 during morning and 1 on the evening. Tried to get early night after ordering delivery of shopping on-line but neighbor was playing music til late so couldn't sleep. My internal alarm got me up at 6.45 like I wanted in time for delivery between 7 and 9. Didn't arrive til 9.10 but lady apologised and smiled nice so forgave her. lol. Got dogfood for over a month now and a little human food. Dainty managed first walk which was great but didn't come on second. Had 4 cups of coffee today and on 5th. :( Inhalers seem to be working and am able to stand steam from a bath now without nearly dying through coughing. Ang had bath earlier and I gunna have one after current coffee. Will mop kitchen and lounge after with water. Had complan for breakfast but can't wait to feed my face later. Why there always loads to do on a Monday. :P

Water shortage constantly.

Had two coffee. Ang bin crying and playing up since she got here and won't leave. Got no housework done. Thank god took chance to have bath yesterday. Forgot to save water to wash floor though. Will have to use fresh instead. At least no carpets so don't use power to clean, just elbow grease, little detergent and water....clean or used.

Jet stream success. Updated

Think sky news just said jet stream moved. That took a while and two changes of which windows open. Cool. Roughly 5 days since last window change. Gunna flip it back now as building dictates different windows should be open and I try not to go against gods plan. UPDATE BBC show jet had moved further south. Thank god for BBC. That proves theory lack of trancepted building was right and cannot move on all 4 compass directions. Am returning jet stream to position before first window change. Slighly north of current position. Day 1.

Too late for social workers

Had 3 coffees today so far. Long chat with old college friend earlier. He wants sun Sunday so no more coffee today. Hopefully he'll get dry afternoon. Won't be too hot though. Had to get Ang to leave again as she started shouting. Having bath and smoke to chill. Not got any of housework done because she was here and had to go out twice. Panicing a bit cause she on her own and doesn't know how to use inhaler. Couldn't get social worker out til Monday so arranged Martine to come over tomorrow for a while.

Dr and Ambulance

4 or 5 coffees yesterday. 2 so far today. Ang came over this morning and was gasping for breath and coughing loads. She yelled a bit. Called dr and they rang back later. Got so bad Ang insisted I called ambulance before dr rang back. They examined her and said prolly a chest infection but to get back onto gp. Rang gp again and he came out and examined her. Diagnosed upper airway infection and prescribed loadsa stuff for her. Gotta go to chemist and pick it all up now. Posted message on South todays facebook page yesterday but no response yet.

Phone update.

Phone seems to be working again. Ang was over earlier and it went pear shaped because she'd been drinking. Mate came over on his motobike earlier and has just left. Got a debate with American friend on religion hopefully later. Got dogs out in sun earlier. Thankfully Dainty came. In desperate need of bath and change of clothes but got housework to do first. :(. Will try contacting BBC again if can find a way.

Not calling BBC

Ah great...My phone only letting me make certain calls and cutting out after 1 ring when people phone me. God or someone is making things hard for me at minute. Can't ring BBC yet or give them my number. Aaaarrrggghhh. Need to borrow Ang's mobile as soon as she gets here and get phone line chked. Aint got another phone to try on it.

Calling the BBC

3 or 4 coffees yesterday. Cool. Aiming for less today but dunno. Martine tried cleaning yesterday but made things worse. Wish I'd put mop away before she came. Now got to do it all again myself and Ang coming over later. Her activity just highlighted the webline on the floor with the dirt she left behind so not all a loss. Need somehow to get someone to take up d-web experiment. Not got a clue how to go about it. No response from person contacted at Richard Dawkins. Desperate now. Dunno how else to go about changing the world. All people managed to talk to have dissappeared now. Need to get more people to talk to somehow. Media contacted me once and social worker told me not to talk to them. Dunno how to make that contact again as she left now for work with drug addicts and my shrink says I can talk to media.

Why I'm getting nowhere.

5 coffes I think yesterday. Ang stayed up really late and finally left at 3am after disturbing my sleep til then. She rang this morning and said she's not coming over today. She angry because was on facebook last night with old friend from college days. I quit the conversation with him because of her getting angry. Seems I not allowed to do anything I want to. Everything I try and do she always rants and raves til I have to stop. She did it with my website. She tries to do it with this blog. She wouldn't let me study at OU and now she won't let me talk to people. Sick to death of it.

Your choice humanity.

5 coffee and 2 pints water yesterday. Seems like all my facebook friends are blanking me now. No-one will talk to me when try and say hello. Getting less and less to occupy my days constructively. If can't get people to talk or post will just wipe the planet.

Gods patience.Revisited.

5 or 6 coffees yesterday. Martine brought her desktop round as internet explorer had stopped working. Couldn't fix prog and decided to reinstall all operating system to get it sorted. Prolly could have just installed ie but had to remove software and prefer reinstalls to clean properly. Loadsa crap builds up after updates and removal of software. A virus may have damaged ie and did not have time to chk. Ang gone to hospital for test. Not sure how long she will be. Ang brought a dog bed over from hers yesterday and Dainty has taken to it. Both are on sofa asleep at minute as it is drizzling outside on and off. 2 coffees today, about to have 3rd. Had one of Ang complans for breakfast...not keen. Wish I'd had my egg and toast I normally have. Waiting is hard but the longer it takes the more will be lost by humanity. I am patient as god. But your time is racing by in this dimension. My shrink told me to prove it so I am unleashing gods power. The elements. Do not make me angry by demanding more time humanity. Jesus and Mohammed were long ago.

Circumcision debate

Had late night last night and 5 or 6 coffees. Contacted Paula Kirby at Richard Dawkins Foundation today with current state of d-web research. Dunno if will get a response. Watched debates today and ended up shouting at TV while people were talking about religious circumcision. Child abuse is a crime. It should be outlawed unless for health reasons and only allowed in a hostpital by a qualified surgeon. Like all operations are. Mayans or Aztecs believed they had a pact with gods if they sacrificed people so the Jewish and Islamic view should not be accepted. It is child mutilation. Just as female circumcision is.

Calling all scientists.....

I think I finally finished this :- This is unfair. Now we have a ground rule - by how much it is unfair. Interesting. E=MC2+D where D is the amount of unfairness. Bingo. If this ever means anything to anyone then keep reading. I say this because D exists where all matter is. Possibly it exists where all energy is so is negated in the equation but it definitely exists where all matter is. Let me explain. Understanding Basics of Webs. All D forms webs through all matter. These webs are flow channels of energies. The understanding of the energy can only come about by observance. The d- type of energy causes illness, accidents, bad luck. Passing through a web node of this type can cause any object or person to be influenced. Water is found by dowsers because the attuned stick moves when the "interference" in the web is found at water. Trees are listed because of their age old ability of manipulating energy. They are able to manipulate the D-web. Web Theory over. Now read on. Most buildings are simple to understand. Simple that is if you can understand D-Type energy flows in rooms. Here's a quick lesson. Pool. Two cushions and into the pocket. That's how flow can be within a room. A surface of a room will either reflect or allow passage of energy lines. Plastered walls and ceilings will show cracks in 20 to 30 yr old buildings along energy webs that pass through the building. Victorian buildings, because of the dimensions used, are some of the finest buildings for research. The Victorians built to precise dimensions for optimizing energy flows. Buildings are hampered by wood chip on the interior walls. This has the effect of short circuiting the filters of the building and also flashing the power on and off. Not very good for the occupants in comparison to what it could be. D-Web When a building is constructed it will house events that will generate energy the building will absorb. The energy is then channeled out the building into its respective web. The more a building is designed around this function the more it is able to perform this function. Web exit lines are on exterior walls of houses or on ground floor floors. When these concepts are understood it can be observed that the older the building the more this is used in the structure and also how it has modified structures. Egyptian pyramids are the ultimate in technology of structure and amplification techniques through orientation and critical dimensions. Most Egyptian methods can be superseded by modern construction techniques and materials. Dimensions and orientation techniques are now far in advance. As mass construction techniques have evolved and the need for a building to be a place of habitation, unlike Egyptian pyramids, the shape and flow patterns are vastly different. Medieval churches are halfway between pyramids and Victorian buildings. The construction of Victorian times was greatly influenced by numerology. Most of the effects of this influence have been to augment the focusing of rooms to optimize D-Type energy flows. Placement of objects and structures containing wood, flowing objects (gas, water, electricity, heat, light) are important. Separation of window and floor wood must be maintained if wood window sill exists. Picture rails are important and if window separation, with paint, is maintained picture rails can easily be separated. Enhancement of wooden areas in buildings increases flow. The light interference pattern acting as a filter in the room spreading and orientating the flow out the room. At this stage it can be seen that laying a building out to conform to its optimum is very difficult. Some early 60's buildings have the optimum shape but have been over stocked with utilities. Difficulties arise around sewers, gas pipes, air vents, windows, doors, electrical fittings. Most 60's buildings are networked with more electrical fitments than necessary or compatible with flow enhancements. These buildings flow layouts are excellent and require little modification. When completed a buildings enhancement capabilities can be improved immensely. This can only benefit the occupants. Addition. 20.31 19th August 2006 Fades of colours may improve flow by increasing or decreasing flow. Black and white and green are poles of circuit. Red should never come in contact with black. This controls health and wellbeing. Recommended in bedroom, living room, hall. Blue is related to cleansing and recommended for kitchen or bathroom. Yellow should never come in contact with black. Related to healing. Never use in bathroom and be careful in kitchen. Recommended for bedroom and living room. Green is used to isolate objects (electrical fittings, wood etc) to reduce interference at surface where light reaches. Fading between black and green is highly recommended. Recommended for kitchen and wherever needed. Once a circuit is completed in any room flow is augmented throughout the connected rooms. Any failure in colour rules in any room within the building will have negative effects in those rooms. When all rooms are complete building will take approximately 2 years for flow to reach upper limit. Size of building controls this limit. Because of its plastic content gloss paint should be used. This is the key to the circuit as it isolates the rock of the building from the light affected internal surfaces. It is made from something that used light to exist, like wood, and when exposed to light may cause d-flow modification with more acceleration and deceleration. Brown should not come in contact with black or yellow. Gold should not come in contact with black. Gold should not come in contact with red. Brown should come in contact with red and green. Chapter One. Defining D and the D-web. In any given situation there are two possible outcomes. For instance when writing you can either make a mistake or not. When walking you may trip or not. Taking this further there is either a “predicted” or “unpredicted” outcome. The natural outcome is always the “predicted” one unless a “disturbance” to it occurs in some way. This “disturbance”(D) can be seen everywhere flowing in a web like structure. Along lines of this d-web various things can be observed. Outside higher incidence of plant variation can be observed along the d-web. Debris from trees, stones with damage and many other things will align along a web line. Impact points can be observed on structures where a web line has been located. Internally in buildings the web lines can also be tracked. The easiest way to track a web line in a building is to go internally to an exterior line and attempt to find it. This can be done by examining the plaster and skirting boards if fitted. Signs you look for are a history of damage or accidents to the wall, floor or ceiling. A web line may be looked at as a 3 inch wide strip that can change angle at a corner of the room or at the floor. Patterns of damage will occur along them over time. Wall-papered rooms will hide web lines although older paper can begin to lift, curl and show damage. When stripped it can usually be observed that adhesion occurs more along web lines and these areas are some of the hardest to remove. The art to tracking web lines is to know what a web line is and what random scatter is. Litter will be blown along the edge of a fence. The group of litter next to the stone sticking up on the path in line with the crack in the curb with the plant still in flower. That is prolly what you are looking for. The easiest way to get skilled at tracking web lines is to begin outside a building. Study the corrosion effects and damage at ground level. Try and find if you can extend the exit/entrance point on the building away across the ground. If you can walk the straight line you may end up at another structure with an obvious impact points. Chapter Two. How does the D-web work? It is presumed that the D-web is some sort of energy but as yet I have not been able to conceive a device to measure the potential of this energy. It has an effect on matter and this effect can vary in intensity. The effect on matter that can be observed is destructive. It causes accelerated decay. This can be due to higher impact with objects, increased corrosion or erosion. It also has an effect on living things that can be observed that is destructive. Web lines causing alterations in growth patterns of plants over their lifetime needs study. They cause animals to trip and stumble. Vehicles can also have accidents and failures when crossing web lines. Ironically propagation of dormant seeds occurs possibly due to acceleration of growth patterns as they are effectively given a shock. This causes increased diversity along web lines of species. This needs study along with where animals make homes. Spiders appear to place webs on web lines and dogs defecate close to them. Prolonged exposure to a web line may accelerate cell activity in living things and theoretically can be used to accelerate healing processes. 16/6/2012 Current experiments on accelerating web lines in a building appear to show a massive deterioration in health of the occupants. However the fault causing this has been modified and approximately 8 years need to pass to determine if the negative effect will be reversed. Results should begin within next 18 months with improvements in the general life of the occupants. There ill health may be due to their lifestyles. The building is painted using strict rules to modify what is reflected from the surface. This causes hopefully the speed of flow in the web lines to increase. This is based on God being in all and light and that the d-web is God or the connection to a being modifying reality. Trees modify light and web lines and why I tried many times to do the same. Use to humanity. Experiments. Place small quantities of known viability rate seeds into identical containers. Leave one pot in germination area in static position. Move one pot over located web line so all seeds pass back and forth across line. This would be achieved by rotating in any building in a 6 foot arc but effects will be more pronounced if a web line is located because the closer the seed are kept to the web line the greater the effect should be. Expected outcome would be to increase the viability of seeds possibly also the speed of germination. An experiment to test the effect on germination speed should also be done.

The UK weather.

Three reasons for the weather. After years of dry to depleet your reserves I began the rain in the UK. To show you the control I have. It is now raining to replenish your stocks and flood you out. Reasons. 1. You need the water. 2 You need to relearn helping one another in times of upheaval. Thatcher killed that in the UK so I attacked her and it destroyed her mind. 3 I need to prove my power the dr says. So I will use it to show you.