Relapse

Had a massive row with Ang last night and she ordered two pizzas and 8 cans of fosters. It was her first drink for over 3 weeks. She had her last drink of a can of fosters on a Sunday and it has been really volatile here since. She’s had terrible mood swings and been hardly getting any sleep. Most nights she has woken up between 1.30 and 3. I’ve been getting up at 5.30 and we’ve been out with the dogs between 6 and 6.30 for their first walk. She’s been to edaas once but been too tired to keep going. I’m so sad today because I had to go to the shop this morning to get her 3 bottles of Barnstormer. Seems she’s all set for a binge now. I got up at 6 today and she was drinking and had been up quite a while. She went to bed when I got up after a while and was very angry still. The argument was all because I arranged for a friend to come over today at 11. She started screaming and getting violent. When she was ordering the fosters and pizzas she was screaming down the phone to the man and in the end I had to finish the call because she was getting too angry. I had to put both the dogs in the bedroom because she started throwing things around and screaming which really upset Buster. Dainty just looked terrified. I couldn’t get her to leave but thankfully she settled down when she started drinking.