Fed up with delays

Managed to get painting done and had chicken, sweetcorn and chips to eat. Took dogs out then went really tired. Ang rang and afterwards I crashed out with the dogs. Woke later when Ang rang again at 3.30ish. Got dogs out to the backwaters for a while then came back and realized I’ve no milk. Can’t get up shop til Ang gets back to get any as don’t want to leave dogs outside. Got 2CR on at the minute, adverts blaring out as usual so turned it off. Got to order some more dog-food either today or tomorrow. Thinking of phoning the number in the email from Meridian but waiting to see if I get a follow up email first. Wonder how long I’m supposed to wait though. Wish Ang would get home as really fed up at the minute. Going to have kippers to eat as quite hungry and they’re easy. Ang rang 5ish and told me she can’t get the garden stakes I need. Really annoyed and more fed up. Wish I had not rushed back from Poole yesterday.

Red weed

Got to bed after some TV that really pissed me off. Glad Ang didn’t stay up and watch it. More determined to get heard than ever now. Thanks Mr Cook. Woke at 6.10 and got dogs out. Fed them at 7.30 and had to wait for Dainty to eat. Ang came to the backwaters with us and we met a few other people with dogs. Buster got bossy with a great dane that wanted to play. Came back via the church and booted computers up when we got back. Ang doing washing up between playing games so I’ve time to post. Got 2CR on via internet. Suppose it’s cheaper to the environment than having the TV on. Got addictions program to watch with Ang later but she’s going out to celebrate her sister’s birthday today. Wrapped her present and wrote card and made milky drink for breakfast for me and Ang. Determined to get on with Alien today as don’t need to do much housework other than mop kitchen floor with washing up water to get grease up. Will need going over with some fresh as well after. Can get that done as soon as she’s finished. It’ll save one lot of water anyway. I prefer using bathwater but don’t use much of that these days, it’s too precious. I have painting to do on this all hallows day. The heart will bleed and the circuit will be primed on all saints day. Understand your dumps. Bacteria mutating for decades trying to devour the plastic. Determined. It’s had less than a hundred years. If it succeeds all Earths wiring is at risk.

Dawn of the night of blood

Managed to get to Poole and get present. Decided to come straight back to the station and had to wait for the train. As I’m a smoker decided to sit at bus stop at Poole and have a fag. Got to watch the seagulls. There was one large one, almost twice the size of the majority who was near the shelter on the pavement. After a short while a group of the others swooped at it and drove it off. After my fag I decided to go to the other side of the station to catch my train. I then discovered it was going to be another 12 minutes so went off the platform and sat on the subway wall and rolled another fag. A young woman I’d noticed was smoking there as well. To my surprise a rat appeared from the bushes and ran across the pavement and into some other bushes. I asked her if she’d seen it and she had. I watched it emerge about 3 minutes later and shoot across the pavement to some bushes by the road. Amazing they changed the smoking law on stations cause I wouldn’t have seen it. I’d have had my fags on the station. Caught train home then half an hour later caught a train to Wareham to see a friend. Met owner of local shop catching train and chatted for a bit. Got back in time for local news. Order takeaway as couldn’t be bothered to cook. Watched One show, Eastenders and Holby. Fed dogs at 8. Took them out at 9 for a wee. Did this post. Looking forward to tomorrow.

Another autoresponder

Got email sent to Meridian last night then turned computer off and watched soaps and Doc Martin. Ang drank til she was sick then went to bed shortly after at about 8.30. Set video up and recorded addiction programme. Got to bed about 10.30. Ang woke in the night repeatedly and eventually I got up at 6.20. Took dogs out and watched news til 7.30. Fed dogs just before 8 after a coffee when Ang got up. Took dogs for their first walk about 8.30 with Ang and came back via the shops. Came back and watched addiction programme with Ang after making myself a milky drink for breakfast. Booted computers up and checked email accounts and received auto responder from Meridian. Did washing up from yesterday and then visitors arrived. One of them admired the artwork in the flat and I explained it a little to her. After they had gone Ang finished the bottle of cider she was drinking and I persuaded her to come out on another walk with the dogs. Got back and booted computer to do this post. Put some fishcakes on to cook and paid two bills via telephone banking. Ang’s sister called and arranged meeting tomorrow. Had spaghetti and brown bread and butter with fishcakes. Need to get into Poole to get Ang’s birthday present so rushing about now.

Local news

Watched TV last night after switched computer off. Went to bed about 10.30 and Ang woke in the night. Got up at 6.50 and took dogs out. Ang got up about 7.30. Fed dogs about 8 and took them to the backwaters. Had egg and beans on toast for breakfast at about 11.15 when finally got chance after sweeping up and going to shops and doing washing up. Spent rest of the morning doing housework and going down the shops for Ang or myself. Had a near disaster on their second walk when a huge dog came running at Dainty with its owner screaming at it to stop. I called Dainty over but she was frozen to the spot and wouldn’t come at first. Eventually the dog stopped advancing when I shouted at it to get the fuck away. Luckily Buster listened and didn’t go near it and the guy in charge of it managed to get it back on it lead. Got home and felt drained so crashed for an hour. Had roast chicken, green beans and chips to eat about 4.30 then had to go to shops and as soon as got back had to take dogs for a walk. Finally sat down just before 6. Watched a bit of local news then started this post. Ang crashed out just before 7 and I’m in need of a coffee. Ravenous again as medication is stimulating my appetite. I’m hungry within about half an hour of eating which is not right. Just hope I don’t start piling the weight on again. Got to compile email to Meridian later about my sport. Wonder if they’ll respond.

Bloody BBC

Ended up crashing out with Ang all afternoon. Woke about 4.20 and took dogs out for a wee. Still raining so didn’t go for a long walk with them as they don’t like the rain and neither do I. Watched a few nature programs and a program on religion. Couldn’t do any writing as quite depressed still. Ang fed up as well. Ang rang her sister and we both spoke to her for a while. She’s coming back from Guildford tomorrow and will come and see us Tuesday. Had Ang’s roast chicken and veg egg fried rice earlier. Got the Royal on at the minute while doing this post. Going to email ITV with option of filming my sport as BBC has refused to respond. I don’t want the world to have a poxy camcorder film of the first time it is played in the 21st century to remember it by but getting very impatient about it. Everything I try to do seems to get nowhere. Gets me depressed and makes me feel like giving up trying. Ang just woke up in the chair and started moaning that the dogs needed to go out. Had to stop typing and take them out because she started shouting. Decided to cook something else to eat so had rest of veg chilli with some baked beans mixed with it and chips. Hopefully when had something to eat will be able to get on with Alien.

Sunday bullshit

Watched Robin Hood, Help and TOTP 2 Halloween last night. Ang came back over about 10 and we went to bed about 12.30. Woke at 6.10 so got dogs out and watched news til 7.30 then fed dogs and took them to the backwaters. Got back 8.45 and had hot shredded wheat for breakfast. Watched Andrew Marr, The Big Questions and Countryfile. Only one I enjoyed was Countryfile. Others sickened me because Jesus’s opinion is not being allowed to be heard. Fucking fed up of it. Made some scrambled egg on toast and had a coffee. Put the radio on to get away from the stupid ideas on TV. At least the radio is just music most of the time not uneducated prats waffling on in their isolated worlds.

Alien again

Ang went home to go to bed about 6.30. Had to come back to get some milk for the morning. I’d been cooking egg fried veg rice a roast chicken and dished up just after she left. She had a couple of biscuits before she left but that’s all she’s had all day. I ate my food and put some aside for her and put some rice in the freezer. Watched end of deal or no deal as fed up with news at minute. Waiting for Robin Hood to come on and planning some more of Alien now nothing much to do. Might listen to Robin Hood while I type or watch it before I continue.

Broken lead

Had food yesterday then ended up watching some news for a while. I then took dogs out to the green and then caught a train to see my friend. Left Dainty with Ang and took Buster. He was really well behaved even on the bus. Stayed chatting for a while and driver didn’t charge me on the bus back to the station. Got home about 9 and took Dainty out for a wee straight away. Was starving but couldn’t be bothered to cook so had beans on toast. After watching a bit of TV I took the dogs out again and went to bed about 10.30. Woke at 3.22 so took dogs out for a wee and watched CNN for a bit. Went back to bed about 4.30 and woke at 7.15. Got dogs out then Ang rang needing some milk. Had a coffee then fed dogs and took them to the back green for a poo. Discovered Dainty’s lead was broke so had to find another we had found a long time ago. It was an extendable lead which I hate. Came back and had toast for breakfast then took dogs to the backwaters getting back about 10.15. Took Buster to my friends at Westbourne on the 11.08 to Branksome. Managed to really hurt my foot getting off the bus. Came back on the 12.50 from Branksome which was 18 minutes late. It’s bloody stupid you can’t smoke on the platform any more. I just want a fag more if I’m made to wait for it. It doesn’t cut my smoking down. It’s just a bloody annoyance. I have breath in the stench of the city for however long I have to wait. I really don’t want to do that. Its part of the reason I smoke. Luckily Branksome doesn’t smell as bad as Bournemouth. Eventually got home about 1.30 hobbling. Told Ang what I’d done and so she took Dainty out for a wee while I cooked myself some fish, chips and peas. Phoned friend and got address of someone I know who is in prison so I can write to him. Brother in law phoned about computer problems so I helped out as best I could then decided to stay in the rest of the day and rest foot even though it is feeling a lot better. Feel sorry for Dainty as she has had only one long walk. She’s curled up on her big cushion asleep at the minute and Ang is nearly falling asleep watching BBC news 24.

Stil not stopped

Swept up all rooms. Thankfully not got carpets so don’t need to vacuum. Took rubbish out. Bin still just over half full and it will be 3 weeks Monday since it was last emptied. Think I’ll get 5 weeks this time. I should get a rebate on my council tax! Problem I have is my recycling bin is usually full after about 10 days and it only get emptied fortnightly. I usually end up having to put stuff in Ang’s. Mind you a big part of my recycling is her cider bottles. I flatten them by squeezing all the air out and putting the top on but there’s loads every fortnight. Got washing on rack. Only just had room. I hate doing that but like Ang says the better you smooth it out the less crinkled it is when dry. I never iron. I’m proud to know my clothes are wrinkled and I’ve saved all that energy used just to remove wrinkles. My creases make me feel good about myself and the part I’ve played to reduce global warming. Just wish a few more people shared my views. Cooking 3 fishcakes to have with my veg rice and veg chilli while doing this. Am ravenous as only had milk for breakfast. Buster demanded to play ball earlier so had to do that for 10 minutes. They’re both asleep now. Dainty has got the chair and one of the cushions wet from where she went in the sea earlier but they’re both starting to dry now. Doing really well today without loadsa coffee. Foot hardly aching today even after the long walk earlier. Just put chilli and rice in microwave so stopping to eat.

Busy morning

Ang left last night after our argument and I couldn’t sleep til about 2. Woke at 7 and got dogs out. Made a coffee at about 7.30 and watched news til fed dogs at 8ish and took them out for a poo. Knocked Ang’s door to see if she needed anything and took a couple of things over for her. Asked her not to go on a binge but she was quite angry. Had a drink of milk for breakfast and put washing up in soak and started a full load in washing machine. Ang’s sister rang and I chatted to her for a while and told her Ang was down the shops as I’d seen her go out earlier. After she came back she rang me and asked me to get her prescription today for her. I told her I needed to finish the washing up before I could go. Shortly after her sister rang and I put the call through to Ang. I finished the washing up and went to chemists with both the dogs. A girl on a bike said hello to the dogs as we crossed the road at the lights. When I got to the chemist her bike was where I needed to tie the dogs up so had to wait til she moved her bike for me. Got prescription and came back via the harbour-side and the path around Upton Country Park. Stopped and chatted to two women with a Jack Russel who fell in love with Buster when they saw him. Took Ang prescription round and she fussed the dogs for a bit and seemed much calmer. She said she was going to bed for a few hours as she’d had a disturbed nights sleep. She seemed much calmer and less angry. Took dogs home and had a small drink of milk then booted computers up at 11. Did charity clicks on both then switched Ang’s off. Checked all email accounts and website. One email from the One Show thanking me for my email. Simply an autoresponder though. No more hits on Covenant page. Tried to listen to 2CR over the web but it keeps cutting out so put TV back on. Going to have something to eat and do some cleaning in a bit as there’s grass all over the floor from the dogs yesterday. Haven’t swept up for a few days and the craps building up now. Usually takes 3 days to get bad as the dog hairs build up. Floors need mopping as well so next time Ang or I have a bath I’ll use the bathwater to mop the floors. Washing just finished so need to get that out on the drying rack.

Bath time

Ended up having a bath first and Ang went in after. Got sorted out and watched the One show and Eastenders. Fed dogs and got them out for a wee during Eastenders. Ang got a phone-call while Waterloo Road was on and we missed most of it. Visitor arrived and only stayed a few minutes as he was busy. Turned over for Jennifer Saunders show and left Ang watching it while I got on with things on the computer. Arranged to go and see friend in Westbourne tomorrow but got to check about 4 just in case something comes up. Not managed any writing today so feel a bit guilty. Hopefully do better tomorrow. Got rice and veg chili for supper. Ang planning to go to Poole tomorrow to get a pressy for her sister’s birthday. Going to fry some tobacco in microwave and have a coffee. My 3rd today. Added a piece to my sport document and sent it to BBC One show giving them a last chance to reply. Sent a comment to the Big Questions as well. Ang had a screaming fit at me so finished this post and switched computer off.

Crying child

Got dogs out for a walk to the backwater about 10.15. Got back about 11 and watched news for a while. Made Ang some cod in butter sauce, fried mashed potato and peas. I had roast chicken, sweetcorn and chips. Got dogs out to the backwaters again and met a young girl crying because her dog kept running off. We got there in time to calm her down a bit and helped her get it back on the lead. We then wandered around the one field and then Ang went to the post office for me. When she came back we walked around to the boat beach meeting a large group of joggers on the way. I had to quickly direct the dogs in a different direction so they could pass. When we got to the boat beach we stayed a while until Ang got cold and then we walked back via Russel Gardens. Dainty went in the water for a while wagging her tail all the time she was in it. Got them back and watched CNN for a while then decided to do this post. Ang has gone over hers as she’s expecting a visitor from the council. I’ve only needed 2 cups of coffee so far today which is really good. Flagging a bit at the minute though so might have another soon. Perhaps when Ang comes back from her visitor and make her a brew also. Might visit friend in Westbourne again tonight or might leave it til tomorrow as expecting someone tonight and don’t want to leave Ang to deal with them. She wants a bath and won’t be able to have one til they’ve been if I go out. I wanted one either today or tomorrow so might stay in and share bathwater after Ang has had her bath. Can’t stand all the different stuff that ends up in the water after she’s had a bath. Soap, shampoo, bath salts, conditioner. An environmental disaster zone.

Bloody advertising

Managed to watch some of Spooks and Frankenstein was left feeling angry after it was over. Got to bed about 11 and woke at 7.30. Don’t feel as drugged up today as depot is starting to ease off. Usually takes 6 to 8 days after 3 days to take effect. It’s 9th day today so beginning to ease up. Thoughts are like treacle today not concrete. Covenant page up to 162 this morning when checked emails and website. I handed one of my cards to the boyfriend of a friend of mine. Maybe it helped. Can’t think of any other action I’ve taken that would increase the numbers. Told him about the link to the 666 video in my blog hidden in a link from the word America. Wonder how many other people have found it. We got dogs out for a poo earlier and then came back to have breakfast and check emails etc. Ang is doing washing up from yesterday and I’m doing this post. Dogs have just had envelopes from post that arrived this morning to rip up and we’ve decided on a milky drink of seeds, bananas and apples this morning. Got 2CR on at minute and it’s just gone up really high in volume as soon as the adverts came on. That’s so annoying. Had to turn it down until music came back on when the volume went down again.

Soaps

Had to go and lay on bed for a while and after about 20 mins Ang rang and told me she’d be back in about an hour. She’d met her sister in Poole and had gone for a meal and would be starting back soon. I got up and warmed up some macaroni cheese and had a chunk of brown bread and butter with it. Ang got back and I made her a tea and me a coffee and she told me about her meal and time with her sister shopping. We booted up the computers after taking the dogs to the backwaters after our drinks and I got Ang to read the Alien draft. After she told me what she thought I did a bit more and watched some more news. Struggled a bit with the the writing as too bothered about news so had a break for a while and cooked myself vegetable rice with a piece of chicken and Indian vegetables with chilli. Felt up to doing more after something to eat so carried on for a while and then stopped for the One show and then Corrie. Dogs disturbed me during the second half. Dainty wanted to go out and Buster wanted his supper. I took them out for a wee and then fed them. Afterwards we turned over to the Bill and I booted my computer and carried on doing this post while waiting for delivery between 8 and 9 from Sainsbury’s. God help them for not supplying what I need for free. They have big pockets though. Added this to Alien earlier.
Today went as planned. Both tired and hungry when we arrived. Will begin action tomorrow as need to work out solution. News media going mental at minute over acceptance of the treaty.
I finished writing and Angela had just finishing phoning the order. “They said about 30 minutes” she said. “I suppose we better find some plates out of the kitchen boxes so we can eat” I replied. Together we searched through the boxes in the kitchen. After a few minutes we had plates, mugs and cutlery ready which we took into the lounge and turned the TV back on. I switched to ITV and then realized we had about 10 minutes to Corrie. I carried on writing.
So far we’ve got dogs sorted and everything looks to be here. Only managed a crappy sandwich on journey here so getting Indian. Dogs did well on trains although I had to stand most of the way. Angela enjoyed Coventry again but didn’t manage to visit family there. Got settled in for soaps and everything calm at minute.
“I’m glad they set everything but the kitchen up. There’s not much I need to move around. We need to stock the freezer up as soon as possible. I can’t be bothered to do an order tonight. I just want to get lost in all the stories. See if I can get the fools out of this mess. I think I’ll do better when I’ve slept and got something decent inside me.” I said looking at Angela from my cushion. “It’s not your problem now.” Angela replied. “Don’t believe it won’t be. Just because they wouldn’t listen doesn’t mean I’m not going to solve a problem they don’t even know they have yet” I said. Corrie came on and we both turned our attention to the TV. It seemed strange that they had a party in the street. The twins had crashed their flyer pod and one was receiving treatment for a broken leg. They’d come down into the side of a house at the end of the street. At that moment the dogs went mad at a knock on the door. I opened the door a crack so Buster couldn’t get past and asked how much. Nearly 20 quid. I paid and smiled as the young Muslim handed over the paper carrier. I took it indoors and took the plastic containers and foil dishes out. Even the salads and sauces came in recyclable containers these days. Angela helped me dish up. She had a chicken bhuna and I had a chicken pathia. We had Bombay potatoes
and pilaw rice as well. I had chapattis with mine and mint sauce. After we’d eaten we carried on watching TV. Eastenders started and the Queen Vic was in the spotlight again. A fight had broken out during a hen night and a lot of blood had been spilled when one of the girls smashed a glass on the bar and slashed Minty’s wife’s face. They were strangers to the square and had been playing up all evening. I said to Angela “It’s more realistic than Corrie. Hope they follow through with this properly now they’ve started. I got up and took Angela’s things out and dumped them in the kitchen out of the way of the dogs. We’d both saved them a bit of chicken each when we finished eating. I got the leads on the dogs and grabbed my coat and took them for a walk. The nearest grassed area was about 10 minutes away and Buster peed all the way there. I let them both off and they started playing and chasing one another. I stayed about 10 minutes and then went back to the flat and locked the front door. Angela was still watching Corrie when I got back and it finished with the scene of the police flying off with the uninjured twin and the ambulance taking the other to the healing centre.
Dogs settled now til we go to bed with their after dinner chews. Decided to finish this post and watch TV. Delivery arrived just before I posted so put shopping away and added this. Ordered 3 different packs of butter and not one was delivered. No eggs either or frozen mixed veg. Noticed loads of errors in earlier posts but can’t be bothered to put them right. Doesn’t seem important.

Feelings

Watched bit of news and thought about conversation with Ang about fires in California. Can understand the idea of god kicking America’s ass. Especially the rich. Ang said it’s a shame for the wildlife and I agreed. Dare say the American insurance companies aren’t happy either. God the destroyer. Wake up America. Managed to draught a bit more of Alien.
The sole figure of the UN president waited at the rostrum as the figure of Thor A’gin stepped forward with the Inter Galactic Treaty document. He stood in front of the UN president and raised his hand in salute. Handing over the document in silence. The UN president spoke to the mikes surrounding him “We, the representatives of Earth have agreed to the Inter Galactic Treaty and will abide by it and settle all grievances by it’s code.”
I switched the TV off and said to Angela “They’ve messed up big time. I don’t know if I can get them out of this. Their law gives them the rights to all property developed from the Silicone chip at 10% of it’s original Earth value with interest. They’ll present a bill soon. I’m not insane.”
“They will start a war. Alien nazi’s you stupid bastards” I shouted at the air.
“Earth can’t cope with losing all those minerals, jewels, and precious metals. If civilization crashes we’ve got to try and rebuild. I can’t think who we need to mobalise first. Start selling everything and stock up on food. We’ve got months to prepare. It’s going to take them at least til August to gather all the data and calculate the interest.”
Angela asked “Shall we get a takeaway”. I looked aghast but replied “Get an Indian. I love their food”
I sat down and grabbed a pen and paper to draft a piece for my diary and tried to think of a solution.
Took dogs out on green for a wee just after 12 and then booted up computer after a coffee and did this post. News seems to just be waffle at the minute. Some guy convicted. Called chess board murderer. He seriously needs the fear of god putting into him. It’s amazing how twisted some people become trying to be “famous”. It’s amazing people can’t feel it going on.

Doing the 2nd page

Managed to get to see some friends yesterday evening. Took Dainty with me and left Ang with Buster. Hadn’t seen them for a long time. Dainty was really good but didn’t like my friends ceiling fan. Got back about 9 and fed Dainty and watched Spooks. Got to bed about 10.30. Woke 7.30 with concrete flowing in my head. Fed dogs about 8.30 but needed two coffees to start thinking at a decent speed. Got dogs out for a walk to backwaters and Ang left for Poole to see her sister shortly after we’d had toast for breakfast. I booted computers and did charity clicks and then switched off Ang’s computer and finished a bit more of Alien.
I phoned for the next location. It had to be near Scotland. I needed to be close by rail of the border. Dogs can do three hours easy between stops so that gets me well into Scotland. I stopped off in Coventry on the way and paid a visit to the fountain. “Hi I’m back I’d say”. Walk to the catherdral and say hello. Gave the dogs chance to poo. Ang got us some food and drinks and we decided to catch the next train. I’d told them on the phone we needed all our equipment transported and communications set up and on-line by 8pm. We traveled for another 3 hours and then stopped for a while when we had to change trains again. Finally got to Hartlepool about 6pm and grabbed something to eat. They rang at 7 with the address and we took a taxi from the station.
When we arrived I made us a coffee and fed the dogs. The phone rang. It was the decision. They had agreed to the inter-galactic treaties and signed Earths future away. They said it was my illness again. I turned the news on and saw the landing. Each craft dropped out of the sky and hatchways opened along the sides. They had landed in the formation of a fylfot. When they stepped forward from their craft there was a quiver came into the commentator’s voice as he said "They're dressed in SS uniforms". As they marched forward from their craft they saluted a lone craft in the sky. They gradually, with precision, formed a diamond formation of some 60 or 70 individuals. When they lowered their arms one pair stepped forward and held aloft a parchment he was carrying.
I then finished this post.

Visitors

Watched local news on ITV and BBC with Ang. We then watched the One show and the soaps followed by Doc Martin. Was quite a quiet night. Got dogs out for a wee during first break in corrie and then fed them. I had a lemon tea when Ang needed to dry out another poach of tobacco in the microwave. Woke this morning about 7.30 and got the dogs out for a wee. Watched news til 8.30 and had 2 cups of coffee to try and get going. Fed dogs and got them out for a poo on the back green just after 9. Came back in and had toast and marmalade for breakfast. Ang booted up computers and we checked email accounts and did charity clicks. Managed to chat to my sister on messenger for 10 minutes and caught up on what’s happening in her life. Ang playing a game while we wait for two visitors to arrive at 10.30. Foot so much better today. Can’t wait to get dogs out on a proper walk. Visitors arrived about 10.30. Ranted to them about problems I’m having with increased medication and a few other things. Got dogs out after they left and took them for a slow walk around backwaters. Foot aching when got back but really enjoyed walk. Buster made friends with a greyhound and they both settled down when we got back and went to sleep. Put computers on again and finished this post.

Another afternoon

Made coffee in the end and stayed up. Sorted out photos and renamed loads of videos. Talked to Ang about watching them sometime and got dogs out with Ang about 5. She started going mad on the green and shouting and left when she came in with Dainty. She’s convinced Buster is going to go into care and she’s terrified of losing him. She said she’d kill herself if anything happens to him. Don’t get a quiet evening with her watching the soaps now. Rang her after about 20 minutes and she’d calmed down enough to talk. Asked her if she’d come over for the soaps but she said no and that she’d ring later. Turned TV back up and Newsround was on about the fires in America. Had one and a half tuna, sweetcorn and salad cream sandwichs while local news was on both ITV and BBC then watched the One show. Tried to contact sister earlier when she came onto messenger but couldn’t get a reply. Prolly busy with work stuff. Been trying to catch her for a few days now to thank her and brother in law. Need to do a shop at Sainsbury’s either today or tomorrow. Don’t know if Ang wants anything so will prolly wait til tomorrow. Ang turned up at 6 and so I finished this post and switched off the computer.

Another afternoon

Made coffee in the end and stayed up. Sorted out photos and renamed loads of videos. Talked to Ang about watching them sometime and got dogs out with Ang about 5. She started going mad on the green and shouting and left when she came in with Dainty. She’s convinced Buster is going to go into care and she’s terrified of losing him. She said she’d kill herself if anything happens to him. Don’t get a quiet evening with her watching the soaps now. Rang her after about 20 minutes and she’d calmed down enough to talk. Asked her if she’d come over for the soaps but she said no and that she’d ring later. Turned TV back up and Newsround was on about the fires in America. Had one and a half tuna, sweetcorn and salad cream sandwichs while local news was on both ITV and BBC then watched the One show. Tried to contact sister earlier when she came onto messenger but couldn’t get a reply. Prolly busy with work stuff. Been trying to catch her for a few days now to thank her and brother in law. Need to do a shop at Sainsbury’s either today or tomorrow. Don’t know if Ang wants anything so will prolly wait til tomorrow. Ang turned up at 6 and so I finished this post and switched off the computer.

Dinner for 3

Ang went to shops for me and got some milk, cheese and marmalade. I made macaroni cheese and chips for Ang and her sister. I had baked beans with mine and Ang’s sister had some as well. Talked for a while and then got in an argument with Ang over pictures I hadn’t filed yet on her computer. They both left. Rang Ang about 2.30 and she came over to take dogs out on the green. She started making demands of me so was glad when she left. She’s promised to get some Rizla for me later from the shops when they take her sisters dog for a walk. Desperately want to take dogs for a decent walk but determined to give my foot 1 day of rest. Feel like going to bed but will prolly make a coffee instead.

Up two more

Got relatively early night and woke late at nearly 8. Got dogs out for a wee. Ang rang while I was on toilet and wanted some milk. Took some over and watched news til fed dogs about 8.45 then took them for a poo on back green with Ang. Ang’s sister coming over about 10 and Ang says she’ll come over with her after her sister is settled. Did charity clicks on both computers and checked all email accounts and unsubscribed to another game site. Foot so much better today now I’m resting it. Had to get Ang to bring some milk over about 10 so could make a coffee as waiting til her sister arrives for breakfast and starting to flag a bit. Checked council exchange site again but no more replies. Put I want a garden North of Darlington. Hopefully I’ll get a response eventually. My Covenant page has had 159 computers click on it now. Still no comments or questions yet. Still no contact other than 1 phone-call from someone at the BBC a while ago. I feel lower than the caste of the untouchables. As if I am some sort of leper. Ang came over for some breakfast and said her sister wasn’t arriving til 11ish. Took dogs out onto green and risked letting Buster off. They both ran around for a while and played. Took them back in and Ang went back to hers to wait for her sister. I then finished this post. Read rules of my sport to Ang before she left and she said it seemed really simple. She still doesn’t know what it is though.

Up two more

Got relatively early night and woke late at nearly 8. Got dogs out for a wee. Ang rang while I was on toilet and wanted some milk. Took some over and watched news til fed dogs about 8.45 then took them for a poo on back green with Ang. Ang’s sister coming over about 10 and Ang says she’ll come over with her after her sister is settled. Did charity clicks on both computers and checked all email accounts and unsubscribed to another game site. Foot so much better today now I’m resting it. Had to get Ang to bring some milk over about 10 so could make a coffee as waiting til her sister arrives for breakfast and starting to flag a bit. Checked council exchange site again but no more replies. Put I want a garden North of Darlington. Hopefully I’ll get a response eventually. My Covenant page has had 159 computers click on it now. Still no comments or questions yet. Still no contact other than 1 phone-call from someone at the BBC a while ago. I feel lower than the caste of the untouchables. As if I am some sort of leper. Ang came over for some breakfast and said her sister wasn’t arriving til 11ish. Took dogs out onto green and risked letting Buster off. They both ran around for a while and played. Took them back in and Ang went back to hers to wait for her sister. I then finished this post. Read rules of my sport to Ang before she left and she said it seemed really simple. She still doesn’t know what it is though.

Stop press

Slept in late this morning. Woke about 7.30 and got dogs out. Foot ok til took them for a poo on back green. Told Ang need to rest foot so can’t go far with dogs. Took them to the backwaters about 10. Ang raged on me because I didn’t want to walk far. We came back and she went over to hers after I started ranting at the TV. She came back and we took the dogs out on the green and she raged at me when I wouldn’t let Buster off the lead. She went back to hers and phoned and demanded Buster so I had to walk around to her. 15 minutes later she brought Buster back and then took him out and let him off the lead. Then she took Dainty out and left for hers. I went and crashed because I was so sleepy. Woke later when Ang rang. So drowsy fell back to sleep and Ang woke me at 7.15ish and I got up fed dogs and made a coffee. Put pizza in with cheese Ang bought down the shops and had chips with it. Coffee had kicked in and had a couple of smokes to wake me up. Just want to crawl back to bed though. Watched some of corrie and then left the royal on while did this post. Took dogs out onto green during first break and someone at neighbours came out and flashed their car indicators and Dainty went mad barking. Same thing happened about 3 days ago when someone from that house had a bonfire on the green. Had to get her in and go out a few minutes later so she could have a wee. Coffee has kicked in good and proper now and remembered when I woke up Dainty had her muzzle on. Don’t understand that. The curtains in the bedroom were open as well. Wonder what the significance of those two things are. Discovered the light on in the cupboard with my paints in on the way back from letting the dogs out. No point bothering about it as I can’t put it any more right than I have and now it is history. The light is out, the curtains and shut and Dainty is back in without her muzzle. Now also the door is locked. Secure and relaxed enough to continue with the story. But unable to waste time writing triviality when all I want to write is Jesus is back world…..Got lots to tell you…..Please listen………Stop press……Please listen.

Insanity

Managed to complete a bit more of story.
I walked home and sat on my cushion. With the TV on I stared through the completed circuit, pointed at the dip of the hill and shouted “J’accuse”. Terrified I ran. Keeping my diary and sought the next location. Time was hurrying by so I caught a train. What would the walls of the next location tell me. How would I leave the next clue. I am insane they say.

First page

Managed to finish first page today after going to Wareham with Ang.
I spoke quietly “The flight chips are all in place. They are about to harvest anything containing a silicon chip. It’s stolen technology from them. The whole planet is in jeopardy. Train your weapons on the squadron and nuke the bastards if they don’t comply”
There was silence.
I walked out of the auditorium and prayed.

Angela's birthday

Got to bed about 10.30 last night but couldn’t sleep so got back up for a while and watched some more news. Eventually got back to bed about an hour later and woke about 7.30. Got dogs out for a wee and made a coffee. Really drowsy this morning. Sang happy birthday to Ang when she woke and made her a coffee. Got dogs out onto back green for a poo as it was really cold. Both went and we came back and had toast and grapefruit for breakfast. Ang put computers on and we did charity clicks and checked all email accounts and cancelled some more email subscriptions. Emailed several copies of an email I sent to BBC One show to BBC via their website contact pages. This is what I sent.
When I was a child I invented a sport from the things I had learnt.
It can be played individually and in teams.
The equipment can be purchased for so little in just about every location on the planet.
It can be played many different ways.
For accuracy, like archery, requiring those skills.
Like golf, requiring those skills.
Like javelin requiring those skills.
It can involve running or walking or even a wheel chair.
It is harder for the blind because it makes it more dangerous for spectators.
That’s why I have kept it to myself all these years.
Please contact me if you like me to demonstrate this to you.
You must bring two green garden stakes with you and a 6 foot piece of thin twine.
I have a pack of cards.
Added 20/10/2007
I wish the BBC to film the first time this sport is played in the 21st century on Earth.
Please respond.
Sent a copy to Ang. Hopefully they will respond. Ang got a phone-call from her friend about meeting tonight to celebrate her birthday.

Day 3 continued

Had to lay down for a while. Angela joined me and cried. She’s really concerned that if I’m not able to look after the dogs Buster will have to go into care or be re-homed. We stayed in bed for a while then got up and Angela made me a really strong coffee and we talked. After the caffeine I could think a bit clearer and we took the dogs out about 5 to the backwaters and talked some more. Calmed Ang down and walked back via the shops. Had other half of chicken kebab with chips for tea and Ang nicked a few chips. Watched One Show and first half of Corrie. Ang made me another coffee while I took the dogs out and fed them. Watched rest of Corrie and Eastenders then turned over for BBC news 24. After Newswatch turned over for Have I Got News For You. While it was on started this post after replying to an email from my Mum. Am worried now I’m going to have to increase coffee intake to get through the days. Normally only have one cup a day. Ang needed to dry out some tobacco in microwave so made me another coffee with the cup of water she put in with the tobacco and I finished this post to watch Not Going Out at 9.40.

Day 3

Had a bath before going to chemists to get Angela’s prescription. Got back after coming back via upton country park. Had first wave of higher dose medication hit me. Got extremely disorientated, confused and angry. This is going to dramatically affect all I can do. Am finding difficult to focus on anything but existing. Cannot face TV, Music, reading or writing. This will only get worse over next 6 to 8 days. Angela may have to cancel tomorrow to look after me and help me with things.

Gently does it

Managed to get relatively early night then got woke up by neighbour’s dogs barking out in the road at 1am. Went out and yelled at her. Had to get up and take dogs out for a wee as they’d been disturbed. Eventually got back to sleep about 2am and woke at 7.30. Got dogs out for a wee and made coffee. Watched news til Ang got up then fed them and took them onto green for a poo. Met 3 local dogs and came back after Dainty had been. Ang had cream cheese on toast and I shared the last of the milk with her and had marmalade on toast. Put computers on and did charity clicks and checked emails. After Ang had done the washing up we took the dogs to the backwaters via the church and called at the shops on the way back to get a few things. Put computers on again after paying a bill via bank. Dog warden rang and I gave him as much info about yesterday that I could remember. He said he’d keep me informed. Started this post and noticed an error in the spelling in last nights post. Will correct that some time today.

Tonight a story

Only managed to get dogs out on the green for rest of today. Watched One show and then took dogs out and fed them. Settled down for Eastenders and Waterloo road. Had a chicken kebab and chips. Got fed up afterwards so wrote a piece I’ve labeled Aliens at the minute.
Aliens
I told you earlier. Send this transmission. “We want it back. It is ours. Surrender it to me or we will annihilate them all”. If they don’t respond keep repeating the message. Only accept the reply “Agreed”. Warn them that we will use all weapons at our disposal to prevent the rape of Earth again.
The president of the USA stood and spoke into his mike “They come under a flag of peace offering us technology and wanting to help”
I stood forward and shouted again into my mike “Do not believe them, they are deceiving you”
The room went silent. The Chinese stood forward and I heard it translated “Why do you believe this”
“I learnt my history well and know they have been before. They stole all the gold of Egypt and most of its Jewels. I demand them back for Earth”
I carried on shaking with the anger “In 2007 when I warned you of the Eurostar tunnel collapse in 2023 I was proved right. The benefits it brought when you finally gave me the pittance I asked for just escalated. Believe me now. Send the transmission.”

Second attack

Yesterday Ang’s sister left and phoned us later after she’d been to the PDSA. Her dog has got 2 lots of tablets she said and if it doesn’t clear up he’s got to go back. Ang went home on the evening and I got to be about 10.30. Woke this morning about 7.15 and took the dogs out. Rang Ang about 7.40 and she came over about 7.55. Fed dogs and got them out at about 9. There was a tractor on the field so we couldn’t let them off and just went to the shops instead. Got back and Ang had a slice of toast, her first food in over a week. I had two slices with marmalade and some milk. Watched a bit of news and then put computers on to do charity clicks and check email accounts. Popped over to Ang’s flat to clean up for her and came back and listened to radio a bit more. Decided to get dogs out again and went to Ham Common. Managed to get quite a good piece of video of Dainty enjoying the water. On the way back decided to keep dogs on the lead. Thankfully. Just as we were coming back past the last of the soldier’s houses a white Alsatian appeared who I know is aggressive towards Buster. It was off the lead and had seen us. Thank god there was a small piece of ground nearby partially fenced off. I quickly got the dogs onto it as it started to run at us and shouted to Ang to block the entrance. The dog went to go past Ang but she should her ground and it had second thoughts and circled around trying to come more directly at the dogs and avoid Ang. I couldn’t get through the fence. Its carer appeared and I shouted “Get control of your fucking dog”. He said something like “he would when it stood still” and he got closer to it. Buster was going mad at it through the fence and it was calming down a bit. Then it circled around and managed to get past Ang as the gap was too large for her to block completely and she was scared. Luckily the guy, who was prolly in his twenties managed to corner the dog and stop it from attacking. He landed a few blows on it and grabbed its fur as it didn’t have a collar on. Neither did he have a lead with him, unless it was in his pocket. I told Ang to get away quickly and we came back onto the estate as fast as we could. We got home after about 10 minutes after chatting to the owner of another Alsatian we see regularly about what happened. Got fed up of news just hearing about BBC. Ang and I talked of what to do about the blue eyed white Alsatian that came at Buster. I told her I wished I was a Sikh and carried a curved dagger inside my shirt to defend him. Their daggers are designed for cutting the throat of a dog, although the outside edge shouldn’t have a blade on it. It’s too dangerous to your own dog if it does. We decided to phone the dog warden in the end. I told someone the story and how the last time it attacked Buster it was a woman in charge on a bike. God knows if anything will be done. Had a coffee and finished this post.

News black out

Last night we got disturbed at just after 12 by a neighbour after we’d gone to bed. Ang managed to sleep but I got up for a while and made myself a marmalade sandwich and then managed to get back to bed after about an hour. Woke this morning about 7.20 and got dogs out for a wee. Made a coffee and watched news til Ang got up. She made me another coffee and one for herself. Got dogs fed about 8.30 and then took them for a walk to the backwaters. Ang needed a drink before she went out. Called at Post Office to get some money out and got some shopping. Came back and did washing up and cooked a toasted fried egg double decker. Had half a pint of milk to wash it down. Did washing up and cleaned table with washing up water. Swept up and then checked email accounts and did charity click on both computers. For some reason BBC2, BBC News 24 and CNN went off about 10.30. Ang’s sister arrived just after 12 and I met her from the station. Shadow went mad jumping up and barking when he saw me. Arranged an appointment for him at PDSA at 3.40 as he’s got a very sore patch on his back leg. Boiled and put spuds in oven at about 11.45. Put chicken pieces in about 12.30. Got veg out freezer ready to boil. Put puddings in at 1. Still can’t get channels that disappeared earlier. Took dogs out onto green for a wee. Will get them out for a proper walk after dinner. Ang’s sister gone to shops to get some teabags, coffee and sugar which we forgot this morning.

Tuesday night

Watched the One show then fed the dogs. Settled down to watch Eastenders. Halfway through Ang suddenly got really angry while it was on and started shouting at me saying I’d insulted her. Thankfully she calmed down after about 5 minutes of me telling her I hadn’t said anything. I then took the dogs out for a wee. It was tipping it down so didn’t stay out long. Gave them their chews after dinner. Ang fell asleep in the chair while Holby city was on. I cooked myself fishcakes and tinned tomatoes and had just over a pint of milk to wash it down. I then did this post while Spooks was on and Ang woke up. Looked for a present for her birthday but can’t find what I want on the website I need to use so need to come up with another idea. Hope I’m not up too late searching. Ang’s sister didn’t come over so she’ll prolly come tomorrow. Want to watch the rest of spooks now though. Covenant page has gone up to 157 since handed a few cards out a couple of days ago.

No longer undercover

Yesterday evening Ang’s sister turned up and stayed a short while. She had come on the train on her bike and didn’t stay long so she could get back before dark and get her dog out. I made her a cup of tea when she arrived and she had a flapjack and we chatted for a while before she had to get her train back. Shortly after she left Ang came over. She was a bit irritable but more tired than anything. She drank for a while and then fell asleep in the chair before the soaps started. I watched the soaps and fed the dogs at 8 and took them out for a wee. I stayed up till about 12.30 watching TV and then took the dogs out for a wee and gently woke Ang so she could come to bed. She was a bit stiff from sleeping in the chair but after a few minutes I helped her up and we went to bed.
I woke today just after 4 and decided to get up even though I still felt tired. Took dogs out for a wee keeping Buster on the lead so hopefully he wouldn’t bark. Thankfully it work and then I came in and had a coffee and flipped between news channels til about 7 then took dogs out for a poo onto the green by Ang’s. Ang had woke when I got up but went back to bed after a wee and got up about 7.30. I had some toast about 6 and made Ang a lemon tea when she got up. At about 8 we all went for a walk to the Backwaters but didn’t stop long as I had a really bad headache and Ang had the “shakes” and needed to come home. At about 9.30 I made myself some scrambled egg on toast and took a second lot of aspirin and watched the news with Ang. At 10.38 my visitors arrived and tried to talk to me. I told them I didn’t want to talk to them and to get my increased injection over as quickly and painlessly as possible. Thankfully it was in my right buttock today and the nurse who was doing it is very skilled and didn’t hurt me at all. The other nurse left the room today while it was done which made me feel better about exposing my buttocks. Ang stayed in the room and told me that I hadn’t exposed myself too much while having it done. We watched the news channels til about 12 and then took the dogs out for a walk. When we got back I cooked myself roast chicken, sweetcorn and chips. At about 2 I took the dogs for a wee on the green and then we went to bed for a few hours. We woke at about 5 and I got the dogs out for a wee. Ang made two coffees but couldn’t drink hers so I ended up having both. I then started this post after checking all my email accounts and replying to one from my Mum. Had an acknowledgement email from the one show about last email I sent them. Ang threw up at about 5.45 so I had to mop that up and we watched BBC news til 6.30 on news 24 then switched to BBC 1 for local news. Feel up to taking dogs out for another walk now but Buster barks at everything in the dark so they’ll have to wait til it’s next light before they get out for a proper walk again. They’re both asleep at the minute so don’t feel too guilty. Don’t believe that the BBC have just said the police have an under cover operation to catch some bike thieves. If the perpetrators are watching the news they will know to move to a different location now and the undercover operation will prolly waste Police time and resources.

Catch up

October 4th 2007
A few days ago noticed a lump on my back. It disappeared today. News told of a sinkhole in America. Yesterday was a nightmare. My boots protected me a bit but really hurt my right foot. Man walked from Africa so it is right that my feet apply to that country. Could hardly walk after a few hours. By this morning the report of 3000 trapped miners came in. Thankfully no-one died. Woke about 1 this morning in really bad pain so took some painkillers and thankfully got back to sleep after a smoke. Had to run for a train this afternoon and really badly hurt foot again. Got home to a report of a plain crash in Congo. Africa again. Thankfully only got to take dogs out on green now so can rest foot more. Hit economy again. Will rebound in next 48 hours.
October 5th 2007
Foot really bad so taking brufen to ease pain. Can only manage to get dogs out on green today. Hope rheumatoid arthritis doesn’t start playing up again because of brufen I’m taking. Ang really moaning at me about not going on proper walks with dogs.
October 6th 2007
Managed to get dogs out on short walks today but really need to rest foot. Brufen helping but can’t take them for too long.
October 7th 2007
Managing on fewer brufen today and getting out for longer walks. Still really painful though.
October 8th 2007
Woke this morning and right knee playing up. Had to stop taking brufen so today is really painful. Wish could rest it more but dogs need exercise.
October 9th 2007
Foot still painful but pretty sure haven’t broke a bone. Had appointment today which went badly wrong. Had to leave Ang with dogs while I went which meant Dainty had to be shut in the bedroom til I got back.
October 10th 2007
First day without a smoke. Went quite well but Ang got drunk and started an argument upsetting me and the dogs. She went home which really upset Buster.
October 11th 2007
Dogs both got the runs today slightly. Ang came over and got drunk again and started another argument about me going to hospital about my foot as it’s still quite painful. She wouldn’t accept that I’m giving it chance to heal and that it needs rest. She started shouting and I had to get her to leave. Managed to get bed quite early after she’d gone.
October 12th 2007
Ang turned up just after 8 this morning drunk and had to throw her out the flat. Dogs got really upset so took them for a walk straight away to try and settle them down. Foot still painful but bearable. If still this bad by Monday will go to hospital for x-ray. Had really good phone-call with doctor about appointment which put my mind at rest.
October 13th 2007
Had really bad night. Kept waking up every few hours. Feel terrible today. Really need to get a good nights sleep so foot can heal. Ang didn’t come over and got chance to tidy flat a bit. Hopefully sleep pattern will settle down once I’m used to being without a smoke.
October 14th 2007
Last night was a nightmare. Didn’t manage to sleep til 4am. Woke today just after 7. Foot still really painful. Got Ang some cider on second walk with dogs. She phoned shortly after I got back to ask me to get her some. Thankfully saved some walking by getting it earlier. She came over and got drunk and started playing up when I said I needed to go to bed after feeding the dogs at 8pm. I won’t allow her to be up drunk around the dogs and I really needed to get to bed. At just before nine I’d had enough and told her to go home if she wasn’t going to go to bed and allow me to get some much need sleep. Thankfully she didn’t cause too much fuss.
October 15th 2007
Woke at 4.24. Thankfully managed to get 7 hours last night. Let dogs out onto green off the lead. Buster heard a fox and ran around the corner barking. Hope it didn’t disturb the neighbours as had to yell twice to shut him up. Foot hardly hurting today so decided not to go to hospital. Made a coffee and watched news til was light enough to take dogs out. Had a really brisk walk to the backwaters which were really misty. The lights of the school were on and the fields were covered in seagulls. Walked all around the fields and over the hill getting back just before 8. Fed dogs and had a fried egg sandwich and some milk for breakfast. Put washing up in soak and watched some more news. Ang rang wanting me to get some cider and rennies. Told her I couldn’t go straight away as was doing my washing up. She got really angry and slammed the phone down. I lit a fag and waited a few minutes and rang her back and told her I go as soon as I’d finished doing the washing up. She came over and I finished the washing up and took Dainty down the shops to get her things and picked up some butter and some eggs for myself. Eggs were cheap as they must be used by 19th which means got to have two a day for next 3 days. I love eggs though so that shouldn’t be a problem. Took dogs out to the field behind the railway track at 10.30 and played ball with them. Came back after about 20 minutes playing. Ang getting drunk but not causing a fuss yet. Good job I don’t need to go to hospital today as can’t leave her with the dogs now she’s drunk. Shaved beard off and decided to catch up with blog while cooking some plaice, chips and peas for dinner. Managed to over cook chips. Had piccalilli as well as can’t stand peas on their own. Normally cover them in brown sauce but haven’t got any til do next shop at Sainsburys. Ang supposed to be going to her sisters later today when she comes back from Guildford but has told me to put her sister off as she’s “unwell”. I’ve got to go and tidy her flat now just in case her sister wants to come over tonight when she gets to Poole and needs to stop at Ang’s. Got a break of about 1 hour before dogs need to go out again.