For ever and ever amen

Went to the backwaters with the dogs about 10.30. Didn’t get much of a walk because of the footballers and a couple of rottweillers. Came back and got depressed by the news of prolly 4 dead fireman. Ended up crawling into a pile with the dogs on the bed and falling to sleep. Ang woke me about 1.15 with a coffee and we took the dogs to the backwaters afterwards. Wandered around a little and took them into the community garden. Came back via the shops and Ang got something with beef in to eat later. I had a little moan at her when she told me. I must admit she doesn’t eat much red meat any more and I do miss sausages. The only decent veg sausage are the fake hotdogs which are brilliant. Even the scientists are saying red meat is really dodgy for ya. It’s even dodgier for the animals. Especially bush meat. Maybe if Jesus came back and said “Don’t eat red meat” most of the world would listen. There again that is what I’m saying. Shame I’m labeled as schizophrenic and ignored. Shame I’m not saying what religious leaders are saying or can be part of the church because of my “illness”. I’d be a priest otherwise. I’m labeled and ignored now. Left fumbling in the dark trying to be heard. Told if I dare to question my illness I am getting ill again. Unable to protest against my treatment and threatened with loss of freedom unless I willingly comply to having my quality of life disrupted. Subjected to constant scrutiny which inevitably will lead to the false positive diagnosis of relapse of a subjective diagnosis. My treatment has been worse than rendition. My periods of incarceration in the local hospital began because I shouted and claimed to be Jesus back on Earth. Does the world not know its bible. I’m back. I will not be swayed from this belief. I am saying a lot which can be read here. I will keep screaming it until someone responds or what I have organized comes to fruition or the authorities intervene and incarcerate me attempting to disrupt what I am doing or “reprogram” me under the guise of “curing”. No treatment they have ever subjected me to has changed what I believe. If they studied the records properly they would discover that nothing done or said while in captivity can be relied upon. Also I will not challenge them in the courts because their courts are rigged. False results are prevalent throughout the legal system and it pointless attempting to fight anything through them. Especially something as big as what I am saying.