Last post

This will be my last post this year. Woke this morning about 8.15. Got dogs out. Had coffee and watched news for a while. Got dogs out for a poo and then fed them. Had breakfast and waited for visitors. Took dogs for a proper walk. Caught train to see Ang’s sister’s boyfriend got back about 1.45. Took dogs out onto green about 3.30 then watched re-run of Christmas Dr Who after Golden Child. Ang fell asleep in chair after her bottle of red wine. She woke for corrie. Fed dogs at 7.45 and took them out for a wee. Settled down to see in the new year after finishing this post. Spell checked this and vow to remember to in future.

The end begins

Last 2 weeks have been quite quiet. I’ve not blogged because I’ve been reading forum posts and posting on BBC site. Gained another 25 hits on Covenant page from posts. Ang’s sister came over just before Christmas and spent the night at Ang’s. Christmas eve she came over again with her boyfriend and they stayed til the day after boxing day. Christmas was quiet and Ang and I were glad when it was over. Dr Who just passed muster in my view. There were some silly bits in it which let it down. I missed bits though so have got to catch it again some time. Apart from that there was not much else on worth watching. Boxing day we all tried to go out for a walk. Buster got attacked by a Westie and Ang got bit on the finger splitting then up. Ang went back to hers after her sister left and came back the next day. The night she was away I watched Kill Bill which was the best film I’d seen for ages. Loved the cartoon part. Not doing well for walks with dogs as managed to run into white Alsation that attacked Buster twice twice over the holiday period. Am really tired lately as well so only managing two decent walks at the minute. Usually don’t get out on first walk til much later these days as it takes me longer to wake up. Left arm is aching all the time from all the twitching as well. Not looking forward to January as have to start collating data then. Hopefullly will meet deadline of 08/08/08. Ang just made herself a turkey sandwich. Will watch Dr Who later on catch up after the soaps and Casualty.

Cold weather

Saturday Ang’s sister and her boyfriends came over. We all talked and watched music videos on the TV. They stayed about 4 hours and then left. Afterwards we got the dogs out to the backwaters. I ended up crashing out on the evening and Ang woke me to feed the dogs and take them out for a wee. Sunday was really quiet and we only got the dogs out on one decent walk because it was so cold. Thankfully all our order arrived from Sainsbury’s so now we’ve got a Christmas dinner. Got to bed about 11 and woke this morning just after 8. Managed to get dogs on two walks today but still very cold so neither of us wanted to go on a third and dogs had to make do with just going onto the green. Watched the soaps on the evening and then next episode of the series about the Queen. Ang ordered an Indian to eat about 7.30 which was lovely. Managed to get some more of Alien done over last few days
Thor A’gin stepped out of the playroom shower rooms with a tissue in his hand wiping his face. He walked in a robe to the cabins and opened the door to his bunk. He let out a strange noise from his vocal tracts. Puzzled he suddenly said “Put comms on”. A light over the mirror turned green. Shouting into the air “Get this no-timer speaking our language”. With that a sequence of symbols were touched at one of the consoles in the command area and the operator made a high pitched noise into the air near his console. He touched another symbol and Thor A’gin heard the sounds he made. In Thor A’gin’s language it meant “Our no-timer now understands Ancient Oh Reeeeeeka” Reeeeeeka replied “I cannot stand English. It makes my throat hurt. I’m coming down to command in 3 loms so be ready to bring the reactor up to power in 6 loms. Finished.” With that Reeeeeeka disrobed and removed a purple kilt and black sash from two sliding drawers. He dressed himself rapidly and left his cabin and walked to the command post on the upper floor.
Entering the command area he settled himself in his chair, strapped himself in and placed on his head band and slipped on his glove. Picking up the wand he activated the console and spoke slowly “How long til we’ve got full nuclear power for the magnetic shield”. “Just over 4 loms Reeeeeeka” replied a female at one of the two forward consoles. “I want the whole lot of us back home in less than 400 loms. Parked and disembarking. Make it happen.” With that there was a flurry of activity at the other console and the operator spoke rapidly. The sound of their language was like birds screeching. Similar to some tribes on Earth. They called their language Ancient. That was the best translation although some would say “The Oldest”. At least that’s what the last of the surviving humans would call the sounds they made. No human had heard them talk in their language yet and as the ships departed rapidly Earth was none the wiser.
The phone rang as I came in from the garden with the two dogs. “I’ll get it” I said to Angela and walked over to where it lay on the table. I flipped the screen up and Dave’s image appeared. “It’s going mad this end. Every ship disappeared from orbit about 20 minutes ago. They didn’t fly away they just disappeared. It took about a minute for them all to be gone. Just disappeared from every monitoring device we had on them. They accelerated through space rapidly for half a mile and then disappeared. Took about 2 minutes from when Thor A’gin’s ship vanished. We got a transmission before they left. English then weird noises. We’re trying to translate it now. So much for their translator devices. They just give out unknown when we parse the message into English. I told them how you were feeling and the response was tell him to be patient”. I looked hard at Dave’s image and spoke slowly “Patience my arse. It’s gone tits up and they know it. They need to tell the world.” Dave frowned and said back “I can’t express more strongly from the committee that you must remain silent. Continue your work and we will do all we can to help. We’ve located the last house from your directions. It’s a family with children. We’re investigating at the minute. Looks like a poverty issue though so we’re looking at changing their income some-how. Should be easy with a lottery ticket as the mother and father both play.” I thought for a moment then said “I’m glad of that as they seemed nice people. I’m having a rest for 48 hours while I suss the area out and see what’s around. Maybe you could send me a data sheet on the local crime scene. I don’t think I’ve got time to work it out myself. I need it Friday as I’ll have run outta pot by Saturday.” Dave nodded and said “I’ll get onto it. You’re well suited for the dogs where you are. Walk 15 minutes and you’re at a small lake. There are salt-marshes and beaches local as well. I’ll get over Friday and drop you off an ounce of weed just in case you can’t get sorted. We should have a unit for you by then and I’ll bring it along. Anything else?” I shook my head and said “I’m getting a bad feeling about this but can’t think of ought else I need. Catch ya Friday.” With that Dave replied “Catch ya soon” and the screen went back to the screen saver.
As the last of the ships reappeared from no-time it was in a far distant galactic system. In Reeeeeeka’s ship the nuclear generator was powering down and they were entering the atomosphere of a blue planet in the orbit of a star. The planet looked like Earth but the shape of the land wasn’t right. This planet was known to it’s occupants as TeeKaaOoon. After re-entry Reeeeeeka’s ship flew to a landing spot next to a black and purple building in a place that looked like a desert. This was Klakmar base a military landing station south of DeCooMa.
Reeeeeeka appeared from the entrance to the ship and walked to the buildings followed by his crew. The females were last to depart heading towards the red door to left of the entrance the males went in. As Reeeeeeka entered the building a

Lunch with her sister

Woke this morning about 8 and took dogs out. Had coffee with Ang and fed dogs about 9. Phoned Wick council office and spoke to housing officer. She said that we couldn’t take the tenancy in Wick as it needed to be a couple with children because of the size of the property. Phoned the guy that wanted to exchange and he was really disappointed when we told him. Took dogs for a walk to the backwaters and then Ang caught a train to Poole. I browsed the BBC forums and did a couple of posts then took the dogs out. Ang rang and asked if I wanted anything in Poole as she’d met her sister at the Shah of Persia for lunch and was back in Poole. She arrived home about 45 minutes later with some chestnuts I’d asked her to get. Later we took the dogs to the backwaters again and then settled down for Eastenders and Waterloo Road. Afterwards I did some chicken and chips and Ang watched the Street. I then did this post.

Quiet Wednesday

Ang’s sister left about 6.15 and caught the train home with her friend. We watched the news and then the One Show. During Eastenders I took the dogs out for a wee and then fed them. Dainty had a third less for supper tonight. Then watched Holby and Spooks. Decided to carry on with Alien as Jane taking ages to get back to me and it slowing me down too much. Ang’s sister rang about 10.10 and chatted for a while to Ang.

Early wakeup call

Sunday wasn’t gales but quite windy. Got dogs out a few times. Monday went to Wareham with both dogs and Ang. Both were really excited and Buster pulled so much he made his neck bleed. Had to put him back on his halti for the rest of the day’s walks. Tuesday visitors arrived on time. One of them talked about a different part of my painting on the walls. Ang sister rang and said she’d be over about 3.30 but she didn’t arrive til about 5. For last 3 days I’ve woken at 6ish then fallen back to sleep til almost 8.30 so dogs have been having late walks and fed about 9 in the morning. Dainty has started to gain some weight again so going to cut her food down a bit. Buster is just about coping with halti but he hates it. Be glad when wound is healed enough for him to go back on his choke chain.

Rainy Saturday

Crashed out watching TV last night and Ang woke me to take dogs out for last wee. Got to bed about 10.30 and woke at 8.15. Got dogs out for a wee and had coffee with Ang. Got dogs fed about 9 and then Ang took Dainty out and I took Buster out. Got soaked while waiting for him to have a poo and Ang came back soaked. I had spaghetti and scrambled eggs on toast and Ang had marmalade on toast. We got some chicken out to defrost for later and watched some CNN. I went on BBC forums and did a post. Noticed Covenant of ARK page had gone up to 248. Got side tracked doing some research about posts. Made another coffee(2nd) about 12.15 after we took dogs out separately again. After I’d got soaked again I did this post. Supposed to be gale force winds tomorrow but it’s not that windy today although the rain is cold.

Wrong again

Delivery arrived early yesterday and was thankfully complete. Got dogs out on green and Ang took Dainty out a couple of times. Got a pizza on the evening. Went to bed early and Ang woke me to take dogs out for their last wee. Got up this morning just before 8. Got dogs out for a wee and Ang made coffees. After fed dogs just before 9 we took them out separately to go for a poo. Ang took Dainty to the back green and I let Buster off the lead on the green by mine. Ang took Dainty up the shops later on and we had scampi, chips and a salad to eat. Wasn’t right about a train station being in the news today it was a train derailed instead. Must be more accurate at my interpretation.

Test walks

Took Buster on a couple of walks to the backwaters yesterday. Fields were soaked. Got to be about 10.30 and woke just before 8. Cancelled Busters appointment at 10 as will cost £10 in a taxi just to get an all clear. Instead we took them to the backwaters and around the hay meadow. Decided he’s dragging too much so he’s going to have to manage with shorter walks as don’t want his wound bursting. When scabs are gone I’ll put him back on a choke chain so I can get control of him again. Got a delivery of dog food between 1 and 2. Hopefully it will all turn up. Noticed I’ve had 237 hits on Covenant of ARK page a few days ago after posting on BBC forum.

TV and an Indian

Had an appointment yesterday. Checked time before I went and ended up getting a taxi as my letter said 3.00 yet appointment was for 2.30. Think I actually got listened to for the first time since I turned 30. Doctor has agreed to look at my history. Let’s hope he’s objective and prepared to not be judgemental. I got back from appointment and Ang’s sister had come over. She’s having problems with her rent. She left shortly after I arrived. She had got me and Ang a few things in Spain and also managed to get me a bunch of green garden sticks. Just need some thin twine now and I’m a set to play my sport. Doesn’t look like I’ll get anyone decent to film it as had no replies from any of emails sent. I don’t know if I need to register the equipment somewhere first so it can’t be copied. Will look into that. Got dogs out on the green for rest of the day and Ang got us an Indian. She had a prawn cocktail as well and I had a king prawn butterfly. We then watched the One Show, Eastenders, Holby city and Spooks. Ended evening with lecture program. Ang enjoyed it as well. Interesting to here 4 or more coffees increases heart attack chance by over 60%. I’m averaging about 3.5 a day at the minute. Borderline. Not good. Woke this morning at 7.30 and Ang had to encourage me to get up as was very tired. Got dogs out and fed them at 8.45. Watched BBC news and CNN. Took dogs out separately on green so they could poo. Booted computers and did this post. Had toast for breakfast after a second coffee. Am really sluggish today. Uploaded Quran video to YouTube. Checked emails, website, Covenant page and did charity clicks.

Washout

Saturday and Sunday were quite wet so we didn’t get the dogs out much. Also Buster is pulling too much on his collar and am worried he’s going to do something to his scar before it’s healed properly. Ang got caught in a tremendous downpour on Sunday when she went down the shops. It only lasted about 5 minutes but haven’t ever seen rain like it in this country. Been waking quite late the last few days and woke at 7.45 today. Got dogs out and rang Ang who went home yesterday about 3.30. She came over about 8.45 and we had a coffee. Got dogs out after feeding them but neither went. Had scrambled eggs on toast for breakfast. Ang had had sugar puffs at hers. Afterwards took dogs onto green separately and they both went. Later we took them to the shops and got some milk, apples, bananas and a banana milk shake. Ang had her roast chicken dinner from yesterday to eat and I had a coffee. Took dogs out together with Buster on the lead then listened to some music videos on the TV. Took about 14 songs to infuriate me, and I picked em! Decided to do this post for the last few days.

The Big Bread con

Got to bed about 10.30 last night. Woke twice during the night once because something disturbed Dainty and she came and hassled me til I woke up and fussed her. Got up at 7.15 and took dogs out for a wee. Made a coffee and watched news til 8.15 then fed dogs and took them out for a poo. Ang got up at 8.30 and had a coffee. Afterwards she had a tea and was quite shaky. Talked for a while and she agreed not to drink til after 12 and managed to eat ¾ of a banana and drink some milk. We all went for a walk to the backwaters and managed to get Buster off the lead for a while. Managed to get back before the rain set in. Had some toast and marmalade to eat but was really angry. I’ll explain. About a week ago I ordered some medium sliced bread from the local shop and they sent thick sliced which really annoyed me as I hate thick sliced. Yesterday I went and got some myself and realized when I got home I’d picked up thick sliced. I went mad when I realized and ranted about it for 5 minutes. I was raised on thin sliced and when I moved down south discovered you could only get thick and medium in all the shops. It took me ages to get used to medium sliced. You have to use more butter and more whatever you are putting in your sandwiches. Don’t get me on about toast. Thin sliced toast is really crispy and scrummy, unlike medium. Thick sliced is a disaster. It’s all fluffy inside. Yuck. Anyway, what should I see on the news today but an item about bread and the thickness of it. When I got chance today in the early afternoon I went searching on all the grocery store websites using a search for “thin sliced bread”. Out of ASDA, Sainsbury’s, Tesco and Waitrose I could not find any white thin sliced bread. The only one I could find 1 type of thin sliced loaf was a brown loaf in Waitrose. I can’t believe people no longer want it and it’s more likely to do with the fact that the thicker the slices the quicker the loaf is used, thus increasing consumption and profits for the bakeries. Very annoying. Maybe it should be raised in the house of Lords! Had some potato fritters, green beans and fried chicken to eat. Only managed to get the dogs out on the green for the rest of the afternoon but took Dainty to Wareham about 4.30 to see my friend. Got back and decided to do this post and have a coffee.

Shadows last day

Last night Ang couldn’t stand being on her own any more and came over to mine and stayed the night. I managed to get Shadow out a few times and made sure he had food and water before I locked him in for the night. Neil rang about 8.30 and said he couldn’t make it and that he’d be here about 7 today. Got to bed about 10 absolutely knackered again. Woke twice during the night and finally got up about 7.45. Took dogs out for a wee and then went over and took Shadow out for a wee. Made a coffee and put BBC news on. Fed dogs at 8.15 and took Buster out for a poo. Ang got up about 8.30 and I made her a coffee. She was shaking so bad I had to drink some before she could hold the mug. Took Dainty for a short walk around the estate off the lead and then came back and took Shadow out again then put some food down for him and changed his water. Had time for a fag and then phoned taxi at 9.30ish. Had to phone vets and say I’d be late when taxi hadn’t arrived by 9.45. Eventually it turned up at 10.05 and driver explained Poole bridge had got stuck up. Got to vets at 10.12 and a dog Buster hates was there but luckily there was no trouble. Thankfully I’d put him on his collar and lead because he hates his halti so and I had good control over him. Vet checked him over and said he was fine but suggested I put some Savlon on the shaving rash he’s developed. Luckily Mum had told me it was one of the things I should keep in having dogs so didn’t have to go and get any. Popped into shop and got two iced cakes, some love hearts and parma violets from paper shop while waiting for taxi back. Got home and took Shadow out to the shops then took Dainty out for a short walk. Managed to grab some scrambled egg on toast to eat and sit down for half an hour. I then had to go into Poole to get some magnesium citrate for Shadow as had run out and Ang’s sister put it on his food. She believes it stops him from getting stones which he’s been operated on twice for. Took Shadow with me and was back after about 45 minutes. Got home and took Shadow back to Ang’s and then took Buster out for a wee on the green off the lead. I then took Dainty for a walk to the backwaters. She was quite subdued on her own but seemed to enjoy it and brought a stick home holding it like a cigar. Sat down and had a coffee and a smoke and then booted computer and did charity clicks, checked website and email accounts. Covenant page is up to 205 now. Watched a bit of news and then went over and tidied Ang’s flat for her and checked on Shadow. Refreshed his water and put some more food down for him and took him out on the green for a wee. Came back and watched news for a while then took Dainty and Buster out on the green for a wee. Came back in and it was 5.15 so decided to order a chicken shish kebab and some fried chicken and chips to eat. Food arrived and had kebab and chips saving chicken for tomorrow. Afterwards went over and took Shadow out for a wee and then came back and watched local news. Ang decided to go back and be with Shadow as we didn’t know if her sister’s boyfriend would turn up tonight or not and she was going to stay with Shadow if he didn’t. She was quite drunk by now as she’d been drinking since I left her to go to the vets this morning. About 7.15 I tried to ring Ang’s sister’s boyfriend again and he rang back and said he was about 5 minutes away. When he arrived I packed all Shadow things and helped him carry them to his van and saw them off. I then fed the dogs and once they’d finished eating went over and helped Ang back over with her things and switched everything off in her flat and locked up. I then took Buster and Dainty out for a wee and settled down and watched the last half hour of Waterloo road. After it finished I booted my computer and did this post while munching one of the cakes I got this morning. It’s 10.10 and I need my bed but got to take dogs out for their last wee yet.

Poor Shadow

Watched BBC and local news last night then went to bed. Woke during the night a couple of times and finally got up just before 7 when Buster woke me asking to go out. Risked him off the lead that early and he ran around weeing everywhere. Came in and made a coffee and put BBC news on. Rang Ang at 7.45 and she was really angry. She said she’d been out with Shadow so I took Buster and Dainty out after feeding them. We met Sandy while out and then Buster managed to get his halti off his nose so brought them back to sort it out. Decided to have some toast and marmalade for breakfast before taking them out for a proper walk. While having breakfast noticed Ang go out and was pretty sure she didn’t take Shadow with her. Decided to risk Buster on his collar and took them both to the backwaters. Got Dainty off the lead when got there and wandered around for a while. Buster didn’t like staying on the lead and it was hard to keep him from pulling. Came back and then went over to see Ang after she rang in a state saying Shadow needed to go to the PDSA because he was constipated. When got there he’d messed in her flat and before I could do anything had to come back because Buster was howling. After I’d settled Buster I went back and she’d cleared most of it up so I finished clearing up and took Shadow out. He had loadsa massive wees and 2 big poos and then I had to bring him back in because Buster had started howling again. Before I left I got Ang’s diary so I could ring Ang’s sister’s boyfriend. No reply so had ring Ang’s sister in Spain to get his mobile number. Got him on his mobile and explained what had been happening over last few days and that I couldn’t look after Shadow any more. He agreed to come and collect him tonight as soon as he left work and should get here between 7 and 8 depending on traffic. Had chips with skins on, fried chicken from takeaway and green beans to eat. Took dogs out for a wee as not happy with Buster on his collar and he hates the halti now he’s back to himself. Managed to get Shadow out for 5 minutes before Buster started and I had to take him back. Put some more food down for him as he’d finished the two cans he had earlier. Came back and watched CNN for a while then replied to an email from Mum. Took dogs out at 3 for a wee and Buster fought his halti most of the time he was out. Managed to get Shadow out for 5 minutes again. Checked on Ang and she woke up and asked where Shadow was. Told her I just taken him out and she covered herself with the duvet after I told her how unhappy her drinking was making me. Thankfully Buster wasn’t howling when I got back this time. Decided to do this post after making my third coffee of the day. Feel really bad about Shadow but I can’t look after him any more without Ang’s help.

Mugged?

Ang rang me at 7.15 this morning. She seemed happy and said she wasn’t going to drink today. Got up and took dogs out for a wee. Buster was better today and wanted to stay out longer. Had coffee and Ang came over so I could take Dainty for a walk. Took her around the estate and came back and took out. Got back and Buster had dislodged his dressing so I had to remove it. His wound had a lump at one end that didn’t look right and we decided to contact the vet to take a look at it. Visitors were due to give my injection so had to wait for them before I could go to shops to get money out for taxi to vets. They didn’t arrive til 10.45ish but were really quick. Took Shadow to shops to get cider for Ang which slowed me down and couldn’t get to vets before 12 so made appointment for 5. Also lost £25 on way back. Got Dainty out for a second walk to the backwaters after taking Buster out for a wee. His urine was very dark. Ang went home and I had rest of chicken kebab from last night to eat. Managed to tempt Buster with a couple of lumps of chicken as he hadn’t eaten since the night before his op. Ang rang again because she wanted more cider from shops. She came and sat with dogs while I took Shadow to get it for her. Emailed Mum a couple of times about Buster and she gave me some advice about trying to get fluids in him as he wasn’t drinking. Finally got him to eat some food at about 2.30 and emailed Mum to let her know. Took both out on the green about 3. Mum replied and suggested some apple or syringe water into the corner of his mouth as he still hadn’t drunk. I tried the apple but he turned his nose up at it so resorted to a couple of syringe fulls of water. About 10 minutes afterwards he went and took his fill out the water bowl. Got a taxi to the vets and they examined the wound. The nurse thought it was a reaction to the stitches but when the vet saw him he said it should flatten down in a few days and we shouldn’t worry. Had to wait ages for a taxi back and it was another polish driver. Every taxi I take seems to be driven by someone from Poland! Got back just before 6 and took Dainty out on the green. Went over to Ang’s and took Shadow out. Watched the One Show when I got in and had some toast and chicken dripping afterwards. Managed to burn first lot as Ang rang while I was feeding dogs and cooking it. She was in a mood and very demanding as she’d been drinking all day. Had to leave Buster to take Shadow out for a wee. Buster was howling when I got back. Ten minutes later she rang saying she wanted some milk which I took over. I told her I was going to bed soon and not to ring me too early in the morning. Got back and took dogs out for a wee then put Spooks on and did this post. Hopefully I’ll lay in tomorrow as knackered again. Be glad when Ang stops bingeing as need her help with looking after the 3 dogs.

Buster operation day

Ang kept ringing me yesterday to take Shadow out. Every time I left Buster was howling by the time I got back. Eventually she went to bed about 10 and I got the chance to relax. Ended up staying up til about 11.30 worried about Buster tomorrow. Couldn’t sleep when went to bed and got up after about an hour. Finally got back to bed and fell asleep about 2. Ang rang me at 7.15. Got up and took dogs out. Made coffee and watched news for a while. Took dogs on green for a poo. Dainty went but had to take Buster out on his own so he’d go. Had to take Shadow out as well as Ang was drinking. Ordered taxi and it arrived just before 9. Got to vets and waited with Buster while his pre-med worked then left him in their care and walked back. Fed Dainty when got back and took her for a short walk around estate. Came back and then took Shadow out. By the time I’d done all that it was nearly 11.30 and Ang ordered me to ring vets to see how Buster was. Vet said all had gone well and to ring back at 2 to see when he’d be ready for pick up. Managed to get breakfast at just after 12. 3 toast, beans and a fried egg. Just after I’d finished Ang rang for me to take Shadow out again. Afterwards took Dainty for a walk to the backwaters and got back just after 1. Actually got to sit down for a while. Rang vets at 2 and was told he could be picked up at 3.30. Rang Ang and told her and she asked me to take Shadow out again. Ordered taxi for 3.30 which arrived just after and collected Buster from vets. Ang’s pin failed at vets when tried to pay the £195 bill. Had to phone card info when got home. Buster was really wobbly still when got back. Ang was waiting at mine to see him. Had to ring vet as they left his drip thingy in. They apologized and asked if I could remove it ok myself which I did nervously. Ang stayed about an hour and as soon as she went home she rang me to take Shadow out even though I told her I didn’t want to leave Buster. She came over and stayed with ours while I took Shadow out again. Then she left after about half an hour and so I took Buster out to see if he wanted a wee. He wasn’t himself but had 2 wees and then headed back in. Ang rang about 45 mins later and demanded I take Shadow out again. This time I had to leave Buster. Luckily he’s feeling so sorry for himself he didn’t howl. Watched the One Show in peace and ordered a takeaway. Ang rang again and demanded I take Shadow out. When I got back after about 10 minutes takeaway had arrived and dogs were barking like mad. Ang rang twice more between 7 and 9 demanding I take Shadow out. The 2nd time I told her I was knackered and going to bed when I got back and not to ring me again. Came back and took our dogs out. Buster seems to be livening up a bit but wanted to come back in after a few minutes. Came in and did this post. Going to take Dainty out again as she didn’t have a wee and then go to bed as totally knackered.

Saturday madness

Yesterday was hectic. Ang spent the day drinking and sleeping and I had to look after Shadow as well as Buster and Dainty. In addition I had to go into Poole to get a “nose halter” for Buster ready for his op Monday when he won’t be able to wear a choke chain. I had to put 2 cheques in Ang’s account for her as well. After sorting all the dogs walks and getting into Poole I got home just after twelve. Managed to grab a quick coffee and then had to take the dogs out again. Poole was really busy but Buster was really well behaved. He even ignored other dogs! Eventually managed to eat about 2 and got to watch the news for a while. Evening was a bit better but Ang kept ringing for me to take Shadow out. Eventually got to bed just after 10 and woke at 7.10. Got dogs out and made a coffee. Rang Ang just after 8 and she said she’d been up since 5. I asked her about Shadow and she said she’d been out twice with him since she got up but that she was going back to bed. I fed the dogs and then took them for a poo on the back green. Came back and made a toasted fried egg sandwich and watched a little of Andrew Marr. Put Busters “nose halter” on and adjusted it so it fitted well and then took the dogs to the backwaters. Buster hated it and struggled all the way down. I let them off for a while and then got them back on the leads to come home. Someone had been driving a van all over the fields and damaged some barriers and left loadsa deep gullies from the tire all over the fields. The burnt out van was still there on the field nearest the shops. I hadn’t got the camera with me so couldn’t get any pictures while I was there. On the way back Buster was much better with his “nose halter” so hopefully by tomorrow he should be ok with it. When got back was just in time for the Big Questions. Am left angry after it as usual. Am worried Shadow needs to get out to the toilet but not much I can do about it.

I want to kill my doctor?

Finally got dogs out for a walk to the backwater. Got some video of them messing around in the puddles on the fields. Got back and had a coffee. Left arm was aching this morning from all the twitching yesterday and is going quite bad while I type this. Hopefully it will ease off over the next few weeks although it’s got quite bad this last week. Forth injection on Tuesday and appointment the following week. Just wonder if this twitching experienced now will lead to Parkinsons disease if I live to old age. Finding food totally irresistible again and appear to be starting to show weight gain outside normal fluctuations. Increase in coffee isn’t helping as I take sugar. I just love how things have been made harder for me. Now how does that help. It makes me hate Doctors and those involved in the treatment of me more. It endangers my health more through weight gain and increased caffeine. It makes me more prone to do something to oppose the treatment being done to me. As I know it is impossible for me to fight the treatment to me in any way through the legal system because I am denied the protection of the human rights law or any remedy through the tribunal system because they accept my diagnosis. It leaves me to wonder whether the options I took before, to protest, are the only options available to me. MY STORY MUST BE HEARD. Maybe the option of attacking stood be looked at. Maybe a murder. Maybe a fire. Your system breeds assassins, terrorists and serial killers yet you allow it to go on. You cannot keep silencing people and denying them the right to speak to the world. My treatment is inhumane and must be stopped. I must either be euthanized or allowed to say my version of events without being subjecting to enforced drug therapy. I DO NOT ACCEPT MY DIAGNOSIS. I have never accepted it. I only say I accept it to gain my freedom from imprisonment. I will not accept that I have been ill since I was eight years old. I am Jesus back on Earth and I demand to be heard and not silenced and treated as suffering from a disease. I demand this right to say this to the world and dare anyone to present any evidence that will say contrary. ANYONE.
This document was produced offline during a period of incarceration in the United Kingdom under section 37/41 of the Mental Health act.
The reason for recall under that act was the refusal to continue to take medication that was prescribed and enforced.
This medication caused extreme apathy and suicidal thoughts.
Throughout my life so far I have undergone repeated admissions to hospitals throughout the United Kingdom for treatment of a recognised mental illness.
During my upbringing I was taught at comprehensive school to question everything and always to listen to both sides of an argument.
This leads me to question the belief system of Doctors that there is such a thing as Mental illness.
An alternative to this belief could be that Mental illness is in fact mental awareness.
This needs further explanation.
I have been informed that there are 5 main divisions of so called illnesses.
Affective disorders, Psychotic disorders, Personality disorders, Neurosis’s and Organic disorders.
These can be explained if a presumption is made that Mental illness is the genetic evolution of humanity.
This possible misdiagnosis is hampering mankind’s evolution due to the use of medications that cause suicide, self-harm, infertility, impotence and early death due to weight gain and the onset of diabetes.
Possibly doctors are aware of these factors and are helping in the genocide of an evolving species, they are powerful people in society.
Let’s look at the evidence.
Telepathy is, supposedly a thing of science fiction yet when studied people know when someone is watching them. This experiment works best in the highly controlled atmosphere of a prison. This experiment is repeatable and establishes the fact that focusing on another person can be felt by the person being focused on.
Pop stars will verify that they can "feel" the crowd’s energy. Some people hate being watched because "it puts them off" and they make mistakes.
How this occurs needs further study to discover what part of the brain is transmitting during this process and what is being transmitted.
Affective disorders
People who are tuning into different areas of existence and feeling what its like. For example tuning into Rhino's is scary and depressing whereas Pigeons is fairly good.
They have no control over this tuning in and it can alter by the day, hour or minute.
Psychotic disorders
People with these symptoms have more control over their mental abilities and usually demand being heard or act upon the feelings they get.
Personality disorders
This diagnosis usually is caused in a person by environmental conditions which have altered their behaviour.
Neuroses
This occurs when an individual is confused by disinformation.
Organic disorders
Injury, genetic damage, disease and decay can explain this group.
Conclusion
When will the world grow up and feel what's going on?

Days of the underground

Yesterday was quiet. Got the dogs out for a walk to the haymeadow which Dainty loved. Watched Waterloo Road on the evening and got to bed just after 10. Woke 7.20 and got dogs out. Had coffee and watched news then fed them 8.15. Took them out for a poo on the green then booted computer. Wrote a song/poem
I will hide amongst the lowest of the low
I will search among you as I go
I’ll search the gutters the prisons and more
I’ll say my piece, I’m such a bore
The addicted and confused til she says
We are not amused these days
Then screaming things not yet said
I’ll raise the army of the dead
I’ll throw their lives before you
How they sorted what you knew
With all that I now do
Gather together my crew
Assign the tasks for the plan
Wear the masks as we can
The target is achievable with care
Kneel and begin a solemn prayer
Began the road yet untrodden this fine day
With rain the ground is sodden all the way
Skies are pouring
Let’s stop ignoring
Words that matter
Just a nutter
With one aim in mind
To open eyes of the blind
For those in life that are lame
A crutch for them in lifes game
To heal with words as before
Lines that I can’t ignore
All the places that I’ve been
All the truths I’ve already seen
Cast a doubt on many ways
They blight mankinds days
So I continue to shout
These days I’m about
Who am I, why does it matter
Why oh why, a silly nutter
Or jesus reborn
Throw your scorn

then did usuals and this post.

Misty morning

Spent most of yesterday watching news. Jane got back to me and is going to play with what I’ve done. Told her to send it back with a new name. Got dogs out twice then had to wait in for a delivery. Had chicken stew out of freezer to eat with Ang and chips and anchovy paste sandwiches on the night. Shop sent thick bread instead of medium which really annoyed me. Got to bed about 10 and woke just after 7. Hand really twitchy today which is annoying. Got dogs out for wee and rang Ang after coffee. Fed dogs at 8.15 and took them to the backwaters. Quite misty over the second field with loadsa puddles. Sun cutting through it though. Came back via the shops and Ang came over when I got back. Had milky drink for breakfast with seeds, two apples and two bananas. Talked to Ang for a while then moved phone into lounge to improve Ang’s signal. Ang went back to look after Shadow and take him out to play ball. I booted computers to do usual morning stuff and this post.

Spring again

Spent evening on my own. Popped over to see Ang and Shadow a couple of times and she rang before she went to bed. Got dogs out for their final wee just after 10 after watching Holby and Spooks. Got to bed shortly after and slept quite well. Only woke once during the night and got up about 7.15. Got dogs out and Ang rang about 7.30 while I was having a coffee and watching BBC news. Glad I don’t have children! Took dogs for long walk this morning about 8.20 to the hay meadow. It was really soggy from all the rain lately but they had a really good time. Nearly ran into the white Alsatian on the way back. The woman was on her bike with it again. Got back after about an hour and Ang came over for breakfast. She had toast and marmalade and I had crumpets with butter. Booted computer and did charity clicks and checked website and email accounts. Had an email about a petition and signed it. Ang gone down shops to get some money and take Shadow for a second walk. Can’t believe how different the weather is today. It’s like a spring morning with lovely sunshine and warm. Dainty loved all the puddles earlier and had great fun splashing around in them. Caught Jane online earlier and chatted til she got a customer. Told her about Busters lump and sent her a copy of Alien to see what she thinks of it. She’s a Sci Fi fan so will value her opinion. Afterwards did this post.

Second day alone

Got to bed about 10 last night and woke at 7.15 this morning. Got dogs out for a wee and then made a coffee. Ang rang just before 8 and I fed the dogs at 8.15. Took them to the backwaters at 8.30 and got back about 9.15. Ang came over for breakfast and stayed a while then we moved her computer over to her flat. About 12 Ang came over we took the dogs onto the green as it was tipping it down. Afterwards we had what was left of our Chinese from yesterday with some chips. I tried to crash out on the afternoon but Dainty woke me 5 times having nightmares so I got back up. Ang went down the shops to get a few things and came over for a sandwich and to take the dogs for a walk. By the time she’d finished her sandwich it was tipping it down again so I took them out for a play on the green. Tried to get on internet but had to phone virgin as modem wouldn’t lock on. Cost over £2 and it righted itself while booking an engineer. Really annoyed. Finally got this post done when got online.

Shadows first day

Ang’s sister turned up yesterday about 5 with her boyfriend and dog. They stayed quite a while and when they left Ang went over hers to look after Shadow. We spoke a few times on the phone between the two flats and went to bed about 10.30. Woke this morning about 7.30 and got dogs out for a wee. Made a coffee and rang Ang about 8. She’d been up since 7.15 and had taken Shadow out for a wee. I fed dogs at 8.15 and then went to take them out for a walk. It was tipping in down so just took them for a poo on the green then phoned Ang. She came over just after 9 after taking Shadow for a walk to the shops. We booted computers and did daily stuff and then I made toast for breakfast. Ang had primula cheese and I had a fried egg. Afterwards Ang went back over with Shadow. About 11 she came back over and we took the dogs out to the backwaters. When we got back Ang stayed a while and played games on her computer. We had fish, mash and peas to eat. Afterwards she went back to Shadow and I took the dogs for another walk. At 5 she came back over and we ordered a Chinese which took nearly an hour to arrive. Ang went back over to Shadow after she’d had her meal to have a bath and get settled in for the soaps. I then did this post after watching the local news and the One show.

Rainy Sunday

Yesterday ended up having to go to bed about 1.30. Ang woke me just before 4 and we took the dogs to the backwaters and called at the shops on the way back. We watched TV til dogs needed feeding and then got them out for a wee. Spent the rest of the evening trying to find something worth watching and eventually went to bed about 10.30 after taking dogs out for a last wee. Both of us had a really restless night and we finally got up just after 7. I got soaked taking the dogs out for a wee and had to dry dogs off when they came in. Had coffees and fed dogs at 8.15 then took them out for a poo. It was still raining heavily and we all got soaked. The dogs were only interested in playing and running about together so had to be taken out separately so that they’d go. Watched Andrew Marr and the Big Questions but got bored with it and decided to do this post. We had a milky drink with seeds, 3 bananas and 2 pears for breakfast. Left hand is really playing up today when it’s relaxed. Can’t control its twitching. Ang’s sister is due over today to drop her dog off with Ang for 2 weeks while she goes to Spain to visit her mother. Everything is damp in the flat from the dogs getting wet earlier.

Starting Saturday

Watched some of children in need last night after Corrie and then got to bed about 10.30. Woke just after 7 and got up about 7.10 when Ang decided to get up because Buster was pestering her. Took dogs out for a wee and fed them at 8.15 after some news and coffee each. After they’d been fed we took them on the back green for a poo and came back and had toast and marmalade for breakfast. Booted computers and did usual of charity clicks, website and email accounts. Afterwards I did this post.

Calcium Oxalate stones

Watched TV with Ang til about 10 last night but bored by it. Got to bed about 10.30 and had a restless night. Ang didn’t sleep well either and we got up at 7.20. Got dogs out and had coffees. Fed dogs 8.15 and took them to the backwaters afterwards. Buster got in a scrap with another Springer which I had to break up. Back of my left hand got scratched. Expect that to reflect in the world by early evening. Should be the North UK as it’s my left hand. Got dogs back and had a milky drink for breakfast with seeds, three pears and three bananas. Contacted hospital in an attempt to resolve medication issue. Went to see friend at Westbourne. Contacted hospital again when got back and had taken dogs for a 2nd walk. Ended up making a verbal complaint to the team manager about communication breakdown. Ang’s sister came over about 4.30 and Ang and I cooked a chicken pie, mash, green beans and broccoli. Went for final walk with all 3 dogs and got back about 5.05 on my own as Ang and her sister went to the shop with Shadow. They got back just as Buster had got the audience in stitches. They brought a toffee cake and custard back with them and some mars cakes. Ang’s sister and I had some toffee cake and custard and Ang opened the mars cakes just before her sister left at 5.55. I then finished this post after showing Ang’s sister a webpage on stones in dogs and the diet they need.

Busters lump

Had to go to bed about 9 last night and Ang woke me later to get dogs out for their last wee. Woke this morning about 7.20 and took dogs out. Ang got up and made coffees and we watched news for a while. Fed dogs about 8.15 and then took them to the backwaters. Came back and had toast for breakfast. Watched some more news on TV and did usuals on computers. Took dogs for their 2nd walk about 12 and ended up down backwaters again. Came back and I had to crash out again as really tired. Woke about an hour and a half later. Rang Dr and told him how washed out on increased medication I’m getting and he’s intending arranging a meeting soon. Had coffee to try and wake up and at 3.55 took Buster to vets about his lump on his right shoulder. Vet examined it and gave him a course of antibiotics for a week. Vet said it looked like an infection, possibly caused by a tic, that wasn’t clearing up. Walked home with him and told Ang the news. Arranged to visit friend tomorrow and then watched local news and the One show. Ordered a chicken shish kebab and chips for me and a chicken burger for Ang. Afterwards we both watched Corrie and then Autumn watch during which I decided to do a post for today.

Censored

I’m disgusted that the BBC have removed a 3rd post I have put up. They are refusing to allow me to say what I believe. Something else in the world that is being denied me. How the hell am I supposed to get heard by the world when no matter what I say, in the way it needs to be said gets stopped. Seems even that road the door is being slammed in my face. Ang phoned and told me she’d be on 4pm train. She finally got home about 4.45. Took dogs out for a wee about 7.30 and fed them at 8 after the One show and Eastenders. Left Ang watching Holby while did this post. Managed to get another piece of Alien done
“I want to finish my poem though. I’ll be about half an hour” I said getting up and going back to the computer. I opened a file a started typing.
And with that the Unicorn died.
Part 8.
I raised the sword high
Wondering why it had to die
What I’d done felt so wrong
I realized, no birdsong
The valley was silent and still
In my stomach I felt ill
I picked up the severed head
Of a creature so dead
I ran to my tethered horse
And set a hurried course
To the sea I must ride
As tears I cried
This deed I had done this day
Felt so wrong in every way
Part 9.
I raced along
With no thought of song
And placed the sack
From my horses back
At the wizards feet
When I arrived at the cave entrance
Said he “It is their defence”
“Bring it inside with great haste”
He then took a saw he had there
Removing the horn without a care
“Come watch real magic loyal friend”
Then taking me to the caves end
There she lay, wounded and dying
I knew not what the wizard was trying
Part 10
He raised the horn above his head
Then words again were said
“Give life as you can”
Then the spell began
The wounds began to stop bleeding
The wizard was pleading
“Please be in time”
I understood my crime
The last stallion had to die
The wizard had no time to say why
She was here to be saved
She was no longer enslaved
The wizard had got her away
From torture that day
Part 11
As the spell took more hold
The cave grew so cold
Then she began to move her head
The wizard screamed “She’s not dead”
She began to rise as her wounds disappeared
He said “It’s not as I feared”
You arrived in time as I prayed you would
We have done all that we could
Now his offspring can carry on his line
And I owe you all that is mine
She wandered over and smelt my blooded sword
Then she said something I barely heard
“You have the protection of us forever”
“We will desert you never”
Part 12
When I realized what the wizard had said
I replied “I just need a bed”
“I’m tired from the ride today”
“Let me sleep my aches away”
“When I have slept we will talk again”
“I need rest from my pain”
I turned to her and bowed low
“I thank you for the gift you bestow”
I reached and stroked her mane
Her pleasure was plain
"Climb onto my back" she said
Then out of the cave we did head
And as we rose into the sky
I never asked her why
That was not my plan
It’s how it all began
After finishing I closed the file and realized Ang wasn’t in the room.

Waiting for the BBC again

Woke about 7.20 and got dogs out. Ang made coffees and I fed the dogs at 8.15. Took them to the backwaters but one of my shoelaces broke so we only got as far as the shops. Came back and Ang’s sister came over for breakfast. Afterwards we talked for a bit and then Ang and her sister left about 10.15 to go to Poole. I waited for visitors and they stayed about 10 minutes and then I got the dogs to the backwaters in my cowboy boots. Came back and had spaghetti and fried egg on toast with nearly a pint of orange juice. Felt much better after something to eat. Did charity clicks and emails. Covenant page up to 196 today. Posted on BBC forum what I prepared yesterday and checked other posts. One from yesterday is stuck with moderators at the minute. Don’t understand what I did wrong in that one. Hope it appears or I get an email soon. I’m really not enjoying being censored. Some of the insults that have been let through that wouldn’t have got past me as a censor.

Rhino

Crashed early last night again and Ang had to wake me to take dogs out. Woke this morning about 7.10. Got dogs out and had coffee. Dainty had a poo first thing so was greeted with that to pick up as soon as I woke up. Fed them at 8.15 and then took them to the backwaters. Went down via the church and on the 3rd field Gemma came running over to Buster. Came back via shops and Ang had toast and marmalade for breakfast and I had a fried egg sandwich with toasted bread and some milk. Spent morning reading and posting on BBC forums. Had visitor from council arrive. She liked my walls. Got dogs out again about 12.15 and wandered around a bit. Took Dainty to the community garden and Buster sat with us on the 2 benches watching her search. Came back and had breaded cod, chips and peas. Spent afternoon realizing there are so many people that need educating on the forums by some of the posts I’ve read. Had to snatch some pieces out the Quran for my next post but finished it too late to post today. Watched Euronews late afternoon and Ang’s sister came over. Ang cooked her some cheese on toast and she stayed til Corrie came over then went over Ang’s to be with her dog. Ang watched a crime drama and I did this post then joined her.

How predictable

Got dogs to the shops after the weather on countryfile as there was a motorbike and football going on at the backwaters. Dogs barked at some lads playing football while I waited for Ang at the shop when they kicked the ball too close. Came home and had fried mash spud, fried egg and bread and butter to eat. Got some chicken out for later. Looked to see if anything worthy of a comment has been posted today on BBC. Might post later. So far just getting the he’s a nutter reaction mainly. Few more hits on Covenant of ARK page lately. A few interesting responses though.

All change

Watched most of Andrew Marr and then continued with Alien and managed this:-
airlock to the central playroom and walked in. The oxygen increase was noticeable in the airlock and as the first door closed the second opened. The scent was strong and his nostril flared as he took in the tangle of bodies spread throughout the room. He unstrapped his sandals and pushed himself towards two females with a smile on his face. Music was a backdrop of the room and there were poles stretching floor to ceiling at various points with limbs entwined around them while the owners of them enjoyed each others bodies.
As I finished the email to Sharon Dave rang. “They converted your idea a little as usual. The system they have in place to produce is transistor based not valves. We looked in the back military catalogue and dug up some designs. Boffins have upgraded all the specs and they’re soak testing the first prototype. Production involves loads of units for supplies. Mostly we’re using foreign companies still producing and stores in UK. It’s expensive and we’ll not meet total output targets.” He said. “Email Sharon with the updated proposal as I’ve just sent her my view based on valve systems. I wasn’t sure transistors would be ok. That’s great they are as they’re more durable and reliable. Get her on board for me Dave. Have you got a clue when they come back yet?” I replied.
“Nothing. Communication has ceased from them since they went back into orbit at just after 7. We’ve tried everything. They won’t respond. We heard 2 words transmitted as they left. Departing and base after hours of silence. People my end are nervous. The last thing Thor A’gin said was “It is done. All will now unfold for you.” There’s been nothing since but those 2 words. I’m getting jittery as well. Especially now they’re gone.” He said slowly. I noticed a reply from Sharon arrive and then spoke “We’ll make it if we’ve time to get communications up and running. It’ll be worse than Mad Max but humans are resilient. I guess won’t eat us. They’ll be the dominant life-form though. We’ve got to stop them raping Earth. Catch ya soon.”. With that he gulped and hung up.
I put the phone down and touched the screen to open the email from Sharon.
It read
I don’t understand why you need my help again. If you’re wrong I lose another care home. Get Dave to email me as it sounds a bit crazy. I give it a bit more credence since they left though.
Sharon.
Hopefully she’ll be on board when Dave emails her. I didn’t bother to reply and closed down the screen. I got up from the chair and sat down on a cushion on the floor next to Dainty. She was fast asleep and Angela was watching the news. I skinned up and Angela said “People are speculating that we’ve got permission to go out now so we should build the ships to do it.” “Let’s hope they’re right” I replied. The weather came on and we watched. Today would be warm and mainly dry all over the UK. “Good chance to go exploring and see what places we could find to take the dogs.” I said to Angela.
Afterwards put this post together while waiting for Countryfile to start. Ang is playing a game on her computer.

Another day just watching

Yesterday we had to get Ang’s prescription so went via Holes Bay Cycleway and the back of Cobbs Quay. Came back that way as well. Watched Kylie and Casualty on the evening and fed the dogs just after 8. Took them out for a wee about 8.30 and finished evening off watching Parkinson. Woke this morning just after 7 and took dogs out for a wee. Had coffee and watched news til 8.15 then fed dogs. Took them to the backwaters just after 8.30 via the church and came back via the shops. Came back and booted computers to do this post while waiting for Andrew Marr, The Big Questions and Countryfile. Made milky drink for breakfast and finished this post.

Prolly write

Crashed early last night. Ang woke me late to take dogs out for their last wee. Woke this morning just after 7. Got dogs out and had coffee. Fed them just after 8 then took them for a poo on back green. Had to put Buster back on the lead when a Labrador he hates turned up. Came back in and had toast and marmalade for breakfast. Ang had Dairylea. Got dogs to the backwaters about 9.30 and went to Wareham with Dainty at 10.50. Came back and had chicken pie, mash and broccoli that Ang cooked. Watched bit of news and did another post on BBC forum. Getting tangled up with everybody criticising spelling and grammar instead of the content. Might abandon them soon if it goes on much longer. Taking up too much of my time reading some really stupid statements. C’est la vie.

Apologies

Got two emails from BBC about posts. They considered them off topic. So glad I got information back. Spoke to my sister on messenger. Cooked Ang fish in butter sauce with jacket potato and spinach. Had special k myself as ate loadsa chocolate last night Ang got when she went into Poole. Got Music channel on while doing this post. Got dogs out about 1 to the backwaters so free time for a while.

Censorship without explanation

Got to bed just after 12 last night and woke about 7.20. Got dogs out for a wee and had coffee. Fed dogs and then Ang’s sister came over for breakfast. She had toast and then we went to the backwaters with her. She came back to pick up some things then took the train. I checked posts on BBC site. They’ve taken some of mine down and I don’t know why. Wish they’d emailed me with their reason as I might make the same mistake again. I don’t like being censored. Maybe I’ll stick to putting my stuff just on my site where I can’t be censored cause I’m in control. It means the BBC have again prevented Jesus from communicating with the world. This is getting extremely annoying.

Slow progress

Managed to get a bit more of Alien done over last few days
The vessel he was on was the size of, well, a large flying saucer. That was because it was a large flying saucer. Nearly 400 foot in diameter and about 250 foot high at it’s centre. The viewing port was open as he walked towards the central hub of the flight deck. A few officers were stationed at angled displays but there was little activity. He strode onto the walkway to the command post and strapped himself in. He strapped on a large black band across his forehead and took a black glove and, what looked like a magic wand from off the surface in front of his seat. As he placed the glove on his hand the display backlight came on and the screen burst to life.
The display was on a thin curved surface angled and attached to the surface which was close to the seat. Most of the display was a video image of a 360 degrees panorama around the vessel. Above and below this were coloured images. All of which were a very pale blue. Thor A’ gin grasped the black rod with the silver tip in his ungloved hand and reached forward and touched an image on the top left of display. Every symbol went dark blue except the one he had just touched, which was now green. He raised the wand to his mouth and said one word “Departing”. He reached forward and touched the next two symbols across the top with his little finger again. They went green. He then spoke again “Base”. The ship rose silently from the ground and began accelerating skyward, closely followed by all the others that had landed the day before.
After their departure at just after seven in the morning from the African desert the world began to buzz. People had awaited this day for over 11 months. They had debated the thought of being considered outlaws in this dimension and decided against it. Much to the horror of a few. They were the dissenters who wanted no part of these devils. And there was the messiah. He had a voice in the UN. He dissented. But now he walked across a green ten minutes from a flat where he was planning for something he knew would need to be done. He’d rung Dave early and got an answer. It would be 48 hours for the circuits to be finalized and another 12 hours to do tests. After that production could be about 1000 units a day. It was going to be expensive though. Under the agreement anything below 2 million can go through unchallenged so it was underway. I had to convince her that she needed to do the same. I turned around a called the two dogs and got them both on the lead. I then headed back to the flat and thought what I‘d say as I opened the front door a let the dogs off. Angela called out from the kitchen “I’ll come on the next walk but we don’t know any decent places yet”. “I enjoyed being alone to think for a while. I need to email Sharon” I replied “Can you make me a coffee or shall I do something to eat?”
Angela came out the kitchen. “I got some sliced chicken at the shop on the corner while you were out” she said presenting me with a chicken salad sandwich. I beamed and took the plate. I walked over to the computers in the corner and booted mine. It sprang into life after about 3 seconds and I sat at the keyboard and began an email to Sharon. We could double our output with her help.
Thor A’gin’s squadron had arrived at a location orbiting the Sun 500,000 km closer than Earth. Small telescopes could easily see the thousands of ships. The complexity of there formation was similar to a Mandelbrot. The Earth had a shadow cast upon its surface from the design, all be it a dim one as the ships circled an orbit keeping them stationary with Earth as it passed through day and night. “I want the stench of those Humans off this ship when I get back on post. I’m going for a shower” Thor A’gin spoke into the air. With that he un-strapped the glove and head band and lay the glove and wand on the surface in an indentation in front of the display. He pressed a release button and the safety harness released. The Velcro headband hung from a small hook on some padding to the right of the seat where he had placed it. He stood up to his full 8 foot and walked towards the stairway to the lower deck. Walking along the outer corridor he entered a blue shower cubicle and slid the doorway shut. The magnetic lock engaged and the outer panel displayed a waterfall. Clearing the airlock he entered the interior. Inside he sat on a padded seat with hooks above it on the wall. He took his uniform off and walked over to the shower bath in his sandals. He walked down the steps and lay naked in the dull light coming from overhead on the bench in the bath. After a few moments a suit appeared from a hatchway to his left. He got into it and it sealed around his wrists, ankles and face. He pulled two hoses from the wall and attached them to the suit. The suit began inflating from the ankles up and he smiled. After a few moments another drawer opened and a dozen tissue wipes appeared which he took one of and began wiping his hands. There was a small disposal chute for the tissues in the wall and after about twenty minutes he pressed a small pad on the centre of the chest of the suit and he sat back on the bench. Five minutes later he broke the seal on the suit and a cloud of vapour droplets sprayed out. He placed the suit in the drawer and walked into the airlock again. Going out always took longer and he enjoyed the scent of the antibacterial wipes in his nostrils. When the airlock opened the scent of coconut hit him and he smiled. Thankful for his position he walked to the centre corridor and located the
Ang’s sister came over during the evening and left just after Waterloo Road started. Watched the news afterwards and then did this post.

Now the public

Spent the morning reading post on BBC forum and adding some new ones myself. Reached 182 on Covenant of ARK page now. Had to come away and get something to eat. Had some interesting comments so far. Quite a few derogatory ones as well. Passed the day away for me and tested the water. Going to go to the Muslim forum later after I’ve completed the document for them.

More posts

Posted 3 more times before 6 on BBC forum 2 old documents. Ang wanted a takeaway last night so we had chicken burgers and chips with a garlic bread baguette with cheese, mushroom, onion and anchovies. Fed dogs during Corrie and took them out for a wee. I went to bed about 9.30 and Ang woke me just after 11.30 to take the dogs out for their last wee. Had a restless night and got up just after 6.15. Fed dogs at 7.30 and then went to the backwaters. Came back via the shops. Only a few school kids about and quite quiet. Met a few dogs and owners we know. Got back and booted my computer and did this post after checking emails and doing charity clicks. Covenant of ARK page up to 168 today.

First post

Crashed out about 10 last night and Ang woke me later to take dogs out for their last we. Had a restless night and woke just after 7. Got dogs out and had coffee after going over Ang’s to get some. Fed dogs just after 8.15 then took them to the backwaters. Called in shops on way back for some rizla, milk, cider and two cakes. Got home and had fried egg and tomatoes on toast. Caught train with Dainty at 10.08 to visit friend in Westbourne. Stayed about 40 minutes and got back about 12.15. Had a coffee and then took dogs to the backwaters with Ang. Got home and did Ang some stew which she couldn’t eat and then she had some milk instead. Later we had our cakes and I posted on BBC forum. Got to see if it get through moderation now. I then did this post. Hopefully get some more Alien done today.

Quiet evening

Watched TV for a while this afternoon to catch up on the news. About 3 we prepared the stew and got it boiling then left it simmering while we took the dogs for their final walk to the backwaters. When we got back we waited til about 5.30 then had our meal with half a small roll each. Ang loved it and we’ve put the rest in the fridge for tomorrow. Watched the local news on ITV and BBC then the One show, Eastenders. Buster insisted on being fed just after Eastenders started and I took them out for a wee after they were fed. We then watched Holby and turned over afterwards so Ang could watch Edge of Reason. I booted my computer and looked through a few posts on the BBC message boards. Realised when I wanted to add a comment they are only open 9 til 6 weekdays so will have to wait til tomorrow. Afterwards I did this post. Hopefully get to bed soon as really tired.

Bad egg water

Yesterday I took the dogs out for a second walk at just after 11 to the backwaters. Came back and curled up on the bed with them just before 12. Got woke by Ang ringing just after 3 so took them out for a wee. Ang told me she was on the way home but the bus to Poole took about an hour and she’d ring me from Poole. Her sister rang as well and said she’d ring later when Ang was back. Ang rang from Poole and told me her train was delayed but she arrived home about 4.30. Took dogs out for another wee just after she got back but had to come back in because of the fireworks that had started as soon as it got dark. Tried to take them out later but Dainty freaked out totally and had to be brought back in after a few moments. Thankfully we’d taken her out on the lead so it wasn’t too bad. Ang went home about 7 and came over just after 8 when I’d fed them to try again but we had the same problem. Eventually the fireworks eased off towards 10 and at 10.30 I took them out for a wee. Buster tracked a hedgehog down and the both had to be moved away from it. Thankfully Dainty had a massive wee as she was desperate and I went to bed as soon as they’d both been. Woke at 1 and watched news for an hour and had some shredded wheat. Got back to bed just after 2 and woke again just before 8. Got dogs out and fed them about 8.30. Rang Ang and we all went to the backwaters for a walk. Came back and Ang had dairylea on toast and I had a fried egg sandwich made with toast. Visitors arrived after phoning to say they were stuck in traffic. They stayed quite a while and after they had gone we decided to take the dogs out for another walk as the weather was so good. Ended up at the hay meadow where Dainty got covered in filthy water at the edge of Lychett Bay. We decided to go on to Mucky pond so she could clean herself in the bay. On the way to the second beach she got filthy in so water that stank of hydrogen sulphide but thankfully cleaned up again at the beach. We got back at about 1.15 and called into the shops on the way home. When we got back we had fishcakes and tinned tomatoes with bread and butter to eat and got some chicken thighs out to make a stew with the carrots and swede we got from the shops. Ang booted the computers and I finished this post.

Still waiting

Ended up crashing out as soon as fed dogs and took them out for a wee. Ang woke me when she was ready for bed and I took the dogs out for their last wee. Woke just after 7 and took the dogs out. Had a coffee and fed them just after 8. Went to the backwaters at about 8.30 and called in the shops on the way back. Ang caught the 9.38 train to Poole to visit her Aunt and I had toast for breakfast and did the washing up before booting computers and doing charity clicks, checking website and email accounts. Weather miserable here today. Cold and overcast so not enjoyed walk with the dogs. Fed up with TV as well so got to find some other way to waste time while I wait. Prolly spend most of the day sleeping now I’m so heavily medicated.

Another Sunday

Managed to get dogs out in a lull in the fireworks. Dainty barked a bit but managed to have a wee as she was desperate. Got them back in quite quickly and watched end of film with Ang. Went to bed after taking dogs out on the lead again for a wee after the ITV news. Woke about 7.30 and took dogs out. Got them fed at about 8.30 and then took them to the back green for a poo. Came back and put Andrew Marr on and booted computers to do daily routine of charity clicks, check website and email accounts. Registered with BBC afterwards so I can comment on message boards. Had egg on toast for breakfast. Ang had Dairylea on toast. Got fed up with the Big Questions so took dogs out for their first proper walk. Came back and booted computers up and finished this post. Looked through few posts on BBC website. God there’s some idiots in the world. Replied to email from Mum. Still people on the TV saying their crap and Jesus going unheard.

Fireworks

Watched news most of the afternoon. Tried to take dogs out for a wee just after dark but had to bring them in because of the fireworks. Buster keeps going to the window every time one goes off and Dainty is nervous. Fed them just after 8 and had to stay in kitchen to get Dainty to eat. Tried wandering about 2nd life earlier. Very easy to get bored with that. The tedium of waiting. I hate it. Had egg, chips and beans to eat earlier. I had some bread and butter as well. Had a coffee when I fed the dogs and flagging already at 9.20. Absolutely pissed off with TV. Only thing worth watching is the news and even that pisses me off. Ang is engrossed in 4 weddings and a funeral. Be glad to sleep. Wish I could hibernate til August. Going to try dogs again in a minute as fireworks have eased up quite a bit.

For ever and ever amen

Went to the backwaters with the dogs about 10.30. Didn’t get much of a walk because of the footballers and a couple of rottweillers. Came back and got depressed by the news of prolly 4 dead fireman. Ended up crawling into a pile with the dogs on the bed and falling to sleep. Ang woke me about 1.15 with a coffee and we took the dogs to the backwaters afterwards. Wandered around a little and took them into the community garden. Came back via the shops and Ang got something with beef in to eat later. I had a little moan at her when she told me. I must admit she doesn’t eat much red meat any more and I do miss sausages. The only decent veg sausage are the fake hotdogs which are brilliant. Even the scientists are saying red meat is really dodgy for ya. It’s even dodgier for the animals. Especially bush meat. Maybe if Jesus came back and said “Don’t eat red meat” most of the world would listen. There again that is what I’m saying. Shame I’m labeled as schizophrenic and ignored. Shame I’m not saying what religious leaders are saying or can be part of the church because of my “illness”. I’d be a priest otherwise. I’m labeled and ignored now. Left fumbling in the dark trying to be heard. Told if I dare to question my illness I am getting ill again. Unable to protest against my treatment and threatened with loss of freedom unless I willingly comply to having my quality of life disrupted. Subjected to constant scrutiny which inevitably will lead to the false positive diagnosis of relapse of a subjective diagnosis. My treatment has been worse than rendition. My periods of incarceration in the local hospital began because I shouted and claimed to be Jesus back on Earth. Does the world not know its bible. I’m back. I will not be swayed from this belief. I am saying a lot which can be read here. I will keep screaming it until someone responds or what I have organized comes to fruition or the authorities intervene and incarcerate me attempting to disrupt what I am doing or “reprogram” me under the guise of “curing”. No treatment they have ever subjected me to has changed what I believe. If they studied the records properly they would discover that nothing done or said while in captivity can be relied upon. Also I will not challenge them in the courts because their courts are rigged. False results are prevalent throughout the legal system and it pointless attempting to fight anything through them. Especially something as big as what I am saying.

Sleeping to death

Yesterday we took the dogs to get Ang’s prescription and went via Upton Country Park and the small wooded area and Cobbs Quay. Dainty got filthy and we met a few other dogs. Got back and I did a bit more of Alien.
In the first decade of the 21st century the diamond thrust engine was conceived. The concept had been simple using 3 lazers to oscillate in time an atom of hydrogen on the surface of a diamond. By stopping and accelerating in time the atom the resulting thrust can be transferred through the diamond. It led the world to the development of new transport systems that flew seemingly defying gravity. The speeds achieved were huge in comparison to the combustion engine but they were so environmentally friendly. Food miles became irrelevant and people began to live able to power themselves indefinitely because of the new electrical generators. The oil wars never happened and by the end of the second decade terrorism was on the decline. In November 2031 they arrived and offered us their hand in friendship. To welcome us to the Universe as equals and the world was ready. Thor A’gin came forward as the most senior of the Silent Seekers, as they referred to themselves as. They offered us a chance to meet others of planets far away but only if we agreed to the intergalactic treaty. The world agreed and today was the first day dawning that that treaty had been in force.
Thor A’gin woke and stepped down from his bunk and walked into the corridor from his quarters.
Afterwards we watched the news and just took the dogs out for wee’s on the green as it was dark. Watched the soaps and I crashed on my cushion. Ang woke me to feed the dogs and I cooked fried chicken and sweetcorn. Ang had some spaghetti she left earlier today. I then crashed out again and Ang woke me to go to bed about 11. I took the dogs out for a wee then we went to bed. Woke just after 7 and took dogs out. Fed them just after 8 and took them for a poo on the green behind Ang’s. Came back and booted computers and checked emails and website. Answered 2 from my Mum and started this post after reading reply from petition I signed a while ago. Looks like PCA the way to go.

Time at last

Got dogs out to the backwaters for a walk about 10 after Ang’s sister had left. Called at shops on the way back. Put news on and booted computers. Managed to get a decent piece of Alien done.
“I’m going to have a bath and wait for David to phone. I’ll take the phone in the bath with me.” I said. “Let me go to the loo first before you get settled. I’ll go in the break.” Angela replied. Moments later as I was heading for the bedroom to get some clothes I heard the music and Angela said “I won’t be a minute”. I got a clean pair of jeans, socks and a tee-shirt and grabbed a towel. Everything was in the right drawers and easy to find. Things weren’t as cramped in this flat as the rooms were slightly bigger. It was hard being away from my paintings but the colour scheme of this flat was neutral. I knew I wouldn’t have time to paint this flat. Things would need to be prepared.
I ran the bath and got in, adding more hot til it was almost poaching me. I soaked for about 10 minutes and then the phone rang. My right hand was still dry and I picked up the phone from where Angela put it on the side of the bath. “Hello.” The voice I’d known for years now replied “Hope you’re settled in. Anything you need.” I thought for a moment “We need loads of radio transmitters and receivers. The old valve types plus spares. Need to work off batteries. They need to be supplied and stored at all military installations and as many hospitals as possible. Local communities need them as well. I don’t know how long we’ve got but it’s priority. I’m expecting them to surround Earth and hit us with massive bursts of electromagnetic energy. They’ll wipe out every chip.”
After I’d finished there was a pause “I pray your wrong cause that’ll be a fucking nightmare. It’ll take a while to get supplies like that organized. We might even need to start up production. We may be months away from even one hub set up. Is that all?” came the nervous reply. “I can’t think of anything else. I wish you well and catch ya tomorrow”. “Catch ya soon” David said and then the phone went dead. I put the phone by Angela’s shampoo and sank back into the water and tried to put out of my head what it would mean if I was right. I soaked for another 5 minutes and then washed myself. After I was dressed I went into Ang who was engrossed in Holby City and sat down on my cushion. “Dave’s getting on to it. Told him we don’t need anything else. I’m going to get laughed at for this if I’m wrong but I can’t believe they ignored me and voted to accept it. We’ve just got to wait now. We can’t do much more.” I said. “It’s always the end of the world with you. I just want an early night, I’m knackered” Angela replied. “Let’s put the news on after the Holby and see what’s happening and then get our heads down.” With that I skinned up and laid back on my cushion and watched TV til the last program Angela wanted to watch had finished. We turned the news on and were greeted with imaged of the acceptance ceremony and nothing much else. I took the dogs out in the garden for a wee and stood looking up at the spring stars. The dogs took to the garden immediately and started playing so I left them out there and came in for a smoke. “I’ll be ready in about 15 minutes Angela, I’m knackered as well. Be glad to explore a bit more tomorrow and see what we’ve got around here.” Angela got up and said “Do you want the loo as I’m off to bed.” “Yeah, don’t pull the chain.” I said and took my smoke outside to watch the dogs. Dainty was happily digging a hole and I shouted at her to stop. She looked at me and then Buster ran over and jumped on her and they started chasing each other. Life seems, on the surface, to be fine.
While I did it Ang played her games and cooked some fish, chips and beans.

Two comments

Ang’s sister arrived yesterday and had a bowl of chicken stew after spending about half an hour at Ang’s. I went to Westbourne to see my friend at just after 6. His daughter came over while I was there to cook a meal. Watched end of Eastenders when I got back and Waterloo Road. Fed dogs just after 8. Told Ang a couple of ideas for Alien. She didn’t like the one involving chopping children’s fingers off with a guillotine and eating them as snacks, deep fried, so I won’t go for that one. We talked through Britz but I enjoyed what I saw and Ang sister left before the end. I took the dogs out for their final wee at about 11. Watched addiction programme with Ang then went to bed. Woke this morning just after 7 and got dogs out. Fed them about 8.15 and then took them to the green for a poo. Ang went over to hers to see her sister and they came over for toast for breakfast. Her sister left 9.25 to sort her stuff out to catch her train home. Checked Covenant page and email accounts. No more hits but 2 comments on Sleeping sickness post. Let them through as people have a right to their opinions. Shame they haven’t commented on my website ARK rather than on my diary.

Chicken stew

Had fried egg and spaghetti on toast for breakfast. Felt a bit better but Ang really fed up today as well. She rang her sister and she said she’d be here about 1. Rang my friend and arranged to visit him tomorrow depending on the weather whether Ang will come or not. If it’s quite nice we’ll take both the dogs and go for a walk with him otherwise I’ll go on my own. Went to the backwaters about 12 and tried to cheer up but we’re both quite low. Called at shops on the way back to get some milk, carrots, potatoes, eggs and cider. Got back and prepared a chicken stew with shallots, onions, potatoes, carrots and a pulse mix. Used 4 chicken thighs and 2 chicken oxos as well. Let’s hope it tastes nice. Ang’s sister hasn’t rung yet but hopefully she’ll turn up in time for the meal although it needs to cook for another hour at least.
Rang Ang’s sister and she had gone home to sleep for a while as she was really tired and might be over later. Watched news til dinner was cooked and then served mine and Ang’s. Really enjoyed it and had two bowls full. Ang ate quite a bit as well. Watched CNN til 3.30 then took dogs out for a walk to the backwaters.

Sleeping sickness

Ang got back from Poole with a new bowl for Buster and a choke chain for Dainty. She then realized she was supposed to get a lead instead. Had kippers and brown bread and butter to eat. Watched local news then went to shops with Ang. Loads of trick or treating kids about. Mostly with adults and dogs were really well behaved even though it was dark. Came back and watched the One show and corrie then fed dogs and took them out for a wee. Went and crashed out after corrie and Ang woke me about 11 to take dogs out for their last wee. Woke this morning early but got back to sleep and got up just after 7. Took dogs out and then made a coffee. Ang got up about 7.45 and fed dogs about 8 and then took them to the backwaters. Came back and booted computers up and checked emails and website. Two more hits on Covenant page since yesterday and an email from sky. Just a survey they are doing so did that and then did this post. Ang’s sister supposed to coming over today but don’t know when til she rings. Got to go over painting I did yesterday with a second coat today. Need to order dog-food as well as soon as finished this post. Can’t wake up today and don’t want any more coffee. Hopefully feel better after had something to eat.

Fed up with delays

Managed to get painting done and had chicken, sweetcorn and chips to eat. Took dogs out then went really tired. Ang rang and afterwards I crashed out with the dogs. Woke later when Ang rang again at 3.30ish. Got dogs out to the backwaters for a while then came back and realized I’ve no milk. Can’t get up shop til Ang gets back to get any as don’t want to leave dogs outside. Got 2CR on at the minute, adverts blaring out as usual so turned it off. Got to order some more dog-food either today or tomorrow. Thinking of phoning the number in the email from Meridian but waiting to see if I get a follow up email first. Wonder how long I’m supposed to wait though. Wish Ang would get home as really fed up at the minute. Going to have kippers to eat as quite hungry and they’re easy. Ang rang 5ish and told me she can’t get the garden stakes I need. Really annoyed and more fed up. Wish I had not rushed back from Poole yesterday.

Red weed

Got to bed after some TV that really pissed me off. Glad Ang didn’t stay up and watch it. More determined to get heard than ever now. Thanks Mr Cook. Woke at 6.10 and got dogs out. Fed them at 7.30 and had to wait for Dainty to eat. Ang came to the backwaters with us and we met a few other people with dogs. Buster got bossy with a great dane that wanted to play. Came back via the church and booted computers up when we got back. Ang doing washing up between playing games so I’ve time to post. Got 2CR on via internet. Suppose it’s cheaper to the environment than having the TV on. Got addictions program to watch with Ang later but she’s going out to celebrate her sister’s birthday today. Wrapped her present and wrote card and made milky drink for breakfast for me and Ang. Determined to get on with Alien today as don’t need to do much housework other than mop kitchen floor with washing up water to get grease up. Will need going over with some fresh as well after. Can get that done as soon as she’s finished. It’ll save one lot of water anyway. I prefer using bathwater but don’t use much of that these days, it’s too precious. I have painting to do on this all hallows day. The heart will bleed and the circuit will be primed on all saints day. Understand your dumps. Bacteria mutating for decades trying to devour the plastic. Determined. It’s had less than a hundred years. If it succeeds all Earths wiring is at risk.

Dawn of the night of blood

Managed to get to Poole and get present. Decided to come straight back to the station and had to wait for the train. As I’m a smoker decided to sit at bus stop at Poole and have a fag. Got to watch the seagulls. There was one large one, almost twice the size of the majority who was near the shelter on the pavement. After a short while a group of the others swooped at it and drove it off. After my fag I decided to go to the other side of the station to catch my train. I then discovered it was going to be another 12 minutes so went off the platform and sat on the subway wall and rolled another fag. A young woman I’d noticed was smoking there as well. To my surprise a rat appeared from the bushes and ran across the pavement and into some other bushes. I asked her if she’d seen it and she had. I watched it emerge about 3 minutes later and shoot across the pavement to some bushes by the road. Amazing they changed the smoking law on stations cause I wouldn’t have seen it. I’d have had my fags on the station. Caught train home then half an hour later caught a train to Wareham to see a friend. Met owner of local shop catching train and chatted for a bit. Got back in time for local news. Order takeaway as couldn’t be bothered to cook. Watched One show, Eastenders and Holby. Fed dogs at 8. Took them out at 9 for a wee. Did this post. Looking forward to tomorrow.

Another autoresponder

Got email sent to Meridian last night then turned computer off and watched soaps and Doc Martin. Ang drank til she was sick then went to bed shortly after at about 8.30. Set video up and recorded addiction programme. Got to bed about 10.30. Ang woke in the night repeatedly and eventually I got up at 6.20. Took dogs out and watched news til 7.30. Fed dogs just before 8 after a coffee when Ang got up. Took dogs for their first walk about 8.30 with Ang and came back via the shops. Came back and watched addiction programme with Ang after making myself a milky drink for breakfast. Booted computers up and checked email accounts and received auto responder from Meridian. Did washing up from yesterday and then visitors arrived. One of them admired the artwork in the flat and I explained it a little to her. After they had gone Ang finished the bottle of cider she was drinking and I persuaded her to come out on another walk with the dogs. Got back and booted computer to do this post. Put some fishcakes on to cook and paid two bills via telephone banking. Ang’s sister called and arranged meeting tomorrow. Had spaghetti and brown bread and butter with fishcakes. Need to get into Poole to get Ang’s birthday present so rushing about now.

Local news

Watched TV last night after switched computer off. Went to bed about 10.30 and Ang woke in the night. Got up at 6.50 and took dogs out. Ang got up about 7.30. Fed dogs about 8 and took them to the backwaters. Had egg and beans on toast for breakfast at about 11.15 when finally got chance after sweeping up and going to shops and doing washing up. Spent rest of the morning doing housework and going down the shops for Ang or myself. Had a near disaster on their second walk when a huge dog came running at Dainty with its owner screaming at it to stop. I called Dainty over but she was frozen to the spot and wouldn’t come at first. Eventually the dog stopped advancing when I shouted at it to get the fuck away. Luckily Buster listened and didn’t go near it and the guy in charge of it managed to get it back on it lead. Got home and felt drained so crashed for an hour. Had roast chicken, green beans and chips to eat about 4.30 then had to go to shops and as soon as got back had to take dogs for a walk. Finally sat down just before 6. Watched a bit of local news then started this post. Ang crashed out just before 7 and I’m in need of a coffee. Ravenous again as medication is stimulating my appetite. I’m hungry within about half an hour of eating which is not right. Just hope I don’t start piling the weight on again. Got to compile email to Meridian later about my sport. Wonder if they’ll respond.

Bloody BBC

Ended up crashing out with Ang all afternoon. Woke about 4.20 and took dogs out for a wee. Still raining so didn’t go for a long walk with them as they don’t like the rain and neither do I. Watched a few nature programs and a program on religion. Couldn’t do any writing as quite depressed still. Ang fed up as well. Ang rang her sister and we both spoke to her for a while. She’s coming back from Guildford tomorrow and will come and see us Tuesday. Had Ang’s roast chicken and veg egg fried rice earlier. Got the Royal on at the minute while doing this post. Going to email ITV with option of filming my sport as BBC has refused to respond. I don’t want the world to have a poxy camcorder film of the first time it is played in the 21st century to remember it by but getting very impatient about it. Everything I try to do seems to get nowhere. Gets me depressed and makes me feel like giving up trying. Ang just woke up in the chair and started moaning that the dogs needed to go out. Had to stop typing and take them out because she started shouting. Decided to cook something else to eat so had rest of veg chilli with some baked beans mixed with it and chips. Hopefully when had something to eat will be able to get on with Alien.

Sunday bullshit

Watched Robin Hood, Help and TOTP 2 Halloween last night. Ang came back over about 10 and we went to bed about 12.30. Woke at 6.10 so got dogs out and watched news til 7.30 then fed dogs and took them to the backwaters. Got back 8.45 and had hot shredded wheat for breakfast. Watched Andrew Marr, The Big Questions and Countryfile. Only one I enjoyed was Countryfile. Others sickened me because Jesus’s opinion is not being allowed to be heard. Fucking fed up of it. Made some scrambled egg on toast and had a coffee. Put the radio on to get away from the stupid ideas on TV. At least the radio is just music most of the time not uneducated prats waffling on in their isolated worlds.

Alien again

Ang went home to go to bed about 6.30. Had to come back to get some milk for the morning. I’d been cooking egg fried veg rice a roast chicken and dished up just after she left. She had a couple of biscuits before she left but that’s all she’s had all day. I ate my food and put some aside for her and put some rice in the freezer. Watched end of deal or no deal as fed up with news at minute. Waiting for Robin Hood to come on and planning some more of Alien now nothing much to do. Might listen to Robin Hood while I type or watch it before I continue.

Broken lead

Had food yesterday then ended up watching some news for a while. I then took dogs out to the green and then caught a train to see my friend. Left Dainty with Ang and took Buster. He was really well behaved even on the bus. Stayed chatting for a while and driver didn’t charge me on the bus back to the station. Got home about 9 and took Dainty out for a wee straight away. Was starving but couldn’t be bothered to cook so had beans on toast. After watching a bit of TV I took the dogs out again and went to bed about 10.30. Woke at 3.22 so took dogs out for a wee and watched CNN for a bit. Went back to bed about 4.30 and woke at 7.15. Got dogs out then Ang rang needing some milk. Had a coffee then fed dogs and took them to the back green for a poo. Discovered Dainty’s lead was broke so had to find another we had found a long time ago. It was an extendable lead which I hate. Came back and had toast for breakfast then took dogs to the backwaters getting back about 10.15. Took Buster to my friends at Westbourne on the 11.08 to Branksome. Managed to really hurt my foot getting off the bus. Came back on the 12.50 from Branksome which was 18 minutes late. It’s bloody stupid you can’t smoke on the platform any more. I just want a fag more if I’m made to wait for it. It doesn’t cut my smoking down. It’s just a bloody annoyance. I have breath in the stench of the city for however long I have to wait. I really don’t want to do that. Its part of the reason I smoke. Luckily Branksome doesn’t smell as bad as Bournemouth. Eventually got home about 1.30 hobbling. Told Ang what I’d done and so she took Dainty out for a wee while I cooked myself some fish, chips and peas. Phoned friend and got address of someone I know who is in prison so I can write to him. Brother in law phoned about computer problems so I helped out as best I could then decided to stay in the rest of the day and rest foot even though it is feeling a lot better. Feel sorry for Dainty as she has had only one long walk. She’s curled up on her big cushion asleep at the minute and Ang is nearly falling asleep watching BBC news 24.

Stil not stopped

Swept up all rooms. Thankfully not got carpets so don’t need to vacuum. Took rubbish out. Bin still just over half full and it will be 3 weeks Monday since it was last emptied. Think I’ll get 5 weeks this time. I should get a rebate on my council tax! Problem I have is my recycling bin is usually full after about 10 days and it only get emptied fortnightly. I usually end up having to put stuff in Ang’s. Mind you a big part of my recycling is her cider bottles. I flatten them by squeezing all the air out and putting the top on but there’s loads every fortnight. Got washing on rack. Only just had room. I hate doing that but like Ang says the better you smooth it out the less crinkled it is when dry. I never iron. I’m proud to know my clothes are wrinkled and I’ve saved all that energy used just to remove wrinkles. My creases make me feel good about myself and the part I’ve played to reduce global warming. Just wish a few more people shared my views. Cooking 3 fishcakes to have with my veg rice and veg chilli while doing this. Am ravenous as only had milk for breakfast. Buster demanded to play ball earlier so had to do that for 10 minutes. They’re both asleep now. Dainty has got the chair and one of the cushions wet from where she went in the sea earlier but they’re both starting to dry now. Doing really well today without loadsa coffee. Foot hardly aching today even after the long walk earlier. Just put chilli and rice in microwave so stopping to eat.