Back at last

Finally managed to log back into blog after years away. Much has happened. Buster was put to sleep March 8th 2015 after getting cancer 3 times. I'm still not over it now and it's June 2016. Dainty had one tumor removed but hers didn't return. Buster had two removed and was losing loads of weight. He suffered after the operations and was becoming more aggressive. Angela decided she didn't want him operated on a third time and he lasted about 5 months. On the Saturday he was put on strong painkillers but Sunday the 8th was a nightmare. I woke to find Buster at the end of the bed covered in blood. At some time in the night the cancer had burst or Buster had ripped it open. I contacted Helen and Graham and they came over. While waiting for them I gave Buster his painkillers and cooked some kippers for a treat for him. He wasn't bleeding much but the wait was a nightmare. I got his lead out and took him for a last walk up the road. He was good on the way up but on the way back it was on a slack lead with him struggling. We then got in Grahams car and went to the vets in Poole. The wait was horrid because Buster was obviously in pain and couldn't lie down. I held him tight and tried to make it easy for him. We went in and the vet told us that he could patch him up but it probably would keep happening now. I didn't want him suffering any more and the vet agreed. I asked Buster to get back on the table and he tried the climb up. I lifted his bum and he was up. They clipped a little patch on his leg and put the injection in. When he'd gone I took his collar off and left my heart behind. We had him cremated and I have his ashes in a little wooden casket.

Murder continued

My hot water broke down yesterday but boiler comes on for heating so boiler aint broke. Went over to Ang's early but she had chain on. She rang later and told me the party freaked her out last night so she put chain on cos of all the people off their heads. I went over after phone call and spent morning with her. Had a Bombay bad boy for breakfast after going to shops. Am cooking her lamb while tennis is on. Will cut into portions and freeze it for her. Salted it before cooking and smell is invading my head with memories of Sunday lunches before I saw the truth. Wish I was brought up vegan. It's child abuse to feed red meat to children. It's an additive substance harmful to health and should be for over 18's that know the consequences to themselves and the animals.

Murder

Ang got me to get a leg of lamb this week and it's been in my fridge for two days now. Wish she would let me take it over hers as hate it being over here. I hardly got out today as was too hot. Dogs sleeping at minute and Buster having a dream. Tweeted question time this week. Finally got hang of hash tag :)

Art is haram

Was so pissed off yesterday. One of the greatest artists ever was declared a sex offender. So much joy of my youth is tainted. Now art is haram in my mind. This world is getting smaller. I cannot relive these things with joy any more. Luckily Martine and her fella came over. Ang cooked spag bol. I ranted a bit and they left for 6.35 train. Martine rang from station and I talked til her train came. Went home fed dogs and went back to Ang's for a while. Came home late and went to bed about 12. Got up at 8 when Ang rang me. She drinking today so I'm with dogs at mine. Collected few things from Ang's earlier and am on 2nd coffee already. Today looks like scorcher hope Friday is overcast in afternoon. Buster staring out window at minute at Ang's door. Must check Martine is free for Friday.

Day out

Went to Wareham yesterday morning with Ang and dogs. Had a snack and drink at the monsoon. Ang not well today. She been sick a few times and bad runs. She was in bed when went over earlier but got up for loo and to throw up again after I left. Just rang her and she was going back to bed. Dunno if it was her prawn salad at the monsoon or the quiche we had at hers from lidl. Hopefully get over hers early tomorrow.

Haram

Ang sent me to poole today to get a dvd player and some clippers for the dogs. Hopefully will get Dainty clipped sunday. Friend rang earlier one of her dogs has died. Waching a top of the pops in 80's. It's a tainted program cos of saville. Music is haram.

Shouting

Had a good few days with Ang. Martine came over yesterday with her polish fella. Argued with Ang earlier so dogs didn't get a walk because came home. Got raging tooth ache on bottom left side. No surprise as been sensitive for a while. A few houses locally are decked out in bunting and English flags for football. Can't stand game myself. Roll on Wimbledon.